talk to me like lovers do

i made a 9.7 out of 10 on my first protocol when administering my first WAIS-IV.

my prof said that is very unusual for a novice.

WOOP!!!

happy birthday to matt, steph and myself.

didn't work out at all last week b/c i'm a lazy ass and didn't feel good b/c of periods.

but last night i did weights for like 30 mins.

nothing today b/c it's my bday.

so i'm back in tyler.
this is going to be a hell of a semester! i apologize upfront for any crazies that occur in the next 4 months..
this is what i have on my plate:

Mon: Assessment of Individual Mental Ability 4pm-7pm
Tues: Advanced Statistics in Psychology 4pm-7pm
Wed: Applied Counseling Theory 1pm-4pm
Thurs: Issues and Ethics of Psychology 4pm-7pm

i think applied c.t. and ethics are going to be relatively light for me. my applied prof already loves me and i've had the ethics prof for 2 other classes and he loves me too. plus he's actually not a hard prof at all. assessment is with would-smash-prof (dr. schmitt) who loves me; there will just be a lot of outside work. oh well. i don't know about stats tho.

i plan on putting in my two weeks notice on thursday so i'll be able to hang out more when i'm in houston! YUS! the weekend before my birthday should be my last full weekend there... i plan on picking up shifts when they need me but i can't keep working all the time. school is getting more demanding and i need time to spend with the people i love.

speaking of my birthday, since i'll be in tyler for my bday all by my lonesome, my celebration will be the following saturday, the 19th. we (ginny, steph, and myself) will be celebrating our bdays at DANSEPARC b/c i'm sorely in need of some danse. please come out and celebrate with us.. we will make it uber fun and we need to support shoo!!

lastly, i finally decorated my apt in tyler so it actually looks like someone lives here..

i've been on break for about 13 days now!
it has been amazing.
lotsa good times with friends and lee and just relaxing!

some honorable mentions:
*wine night w/ ladies
*RED LOBSTER W/ AWESOME HUBZ and CARR0E
*first PR night!!
*wine nights with matt and charlie
*pgirl with ginny
*swimming and hanging around an umbrella
*tall vodka sodas with extra limes

and i head back to tyler on wednesday.
there's the 29-95 thing at pgirl tonight if anyone is interested.
also,
i think we might have people over tomorrow and make dinner.
it's my last night here before hell begins.

i'm unrealistically annoyed with fucking everything and everyone right now.

haven't some people learned when to leave me the fuck alone?

so after an extremely busy weekend at work
(mets were in town and there were 2 weddings downtown)
and a very lucrative weekend
i'm at school about to take midterms.

not to mention i was a ball of crazy this saturday and sunday.
several times on both days i had to harness all my chi in the universe to not flip the fuck out.
i feel rotten b/c i was projecting on lee (of course) and my friend nate.
i had to send lee away so i didn't say anything i didn't mean and would strongly regret later.
that was a wise decision.
b/c i flipped the fuck out on tatum and it was ugly.

i'm currently trying to work on getting my shift covered on the 8th so i can go to summerfest and see some awesome bands.
also, deathray davies are playing thursday at rudz so if you like them or just like good music, you should come out. OKC in 4 weeks!

i'm really excited for all my preggers friends.
it's odd b/c i wasn't incredibly stoked for my sister when she told me she was preg, but i'm really really excited for my friends.
i guess it's b/c they did it the right way...
dating for a while, married for a while, then baby.
i'm glad my friends are logical.

i'm feeling more stable today..

honestly

i
can't
fucking
breathe
right
now

i'm extremely hypomanic right now.
EXTREMELY.
which means i'm going to drink a retarded amount of alcohol tonight and then stay up til prolly 4 or 5 in the morning.
that's not much different than when i'm not manic.

alas, midterms came and went.
counseling C and A: A bitches
career counseling: A bitches

i find it annoying that counseling people (i mean students) are so feely and into talking about things (like life issues.) clinical people are not. also, i hate that counseling people don't know anything about the DSM-IV TR. FUCK OFF.

and really counseling people.. are you really questioning why someone wouldn't want to feel manic??

sorry i haven't updated.
not like anyone really reads this.

this is the second week of school and i'm already kinda tired of it.
2 of my classes are incredibly dull.
the first one of the day makes me fall asleep b/c the prof is Mr. Tangent and we NEVER get through a full lecture, in 2hr 20 mins. and the PP is only 15-20 slides long.
i mean really???
sad thing is, i really like this prof.

mon/wed class is boring. the prof is monotone and there's not much to really say.

thursday class is fine. it's just once a week so i feel like things are more rushed than ever.

this is kinda my life.
correction: this is my life.

BEACH HOUSE WEEKEND 2K9

GAWWWWWD i'm so excited. too excited to sleep to be honest!
we're going on a supply shopping field trip tonight.
got my new swimsuit yesterday and it's awesome.
carrie and i went on a beach attire shopping trip monday and it was a success.

heading to spec's whilst on the way to the beach.

i hope my brother gets a hotel up there. it'd be good to see him.