Look At Me

hey I'm in Mrs. Yowell's room, but steph and robin aren't in here. I'm tired, wait stephanie came in. SOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!ya well i g2g do something so i can see Matt.

omg. he's so cute. i don't know why i never noticed him before. ugh. i wish i could have him.

hey
i hate my life. i'm sorry bout ur principal. is everything okay now? that must suck!!!!!!! well my life sux too cuz all my friends lied!!!!!!!!!!!!!!to me cuz they suck ass !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
except u cuz i luv u allie!!!!

Brit. is a bitch and me and rainie will never ever be her friend again!!!!!!!!!!!

hey hey hey. Me and Rainie efficially hate Matt W. cuz he's yeah. and I haven't updated in awhile. I'm so stressed out right now cuz like Drill Comp. is next saturday and we even haven't learned everything yet. it totally sux and i really don't see why we have to do carwash. it sux.

Hey Hey. Today was a good day. Rainie told me Matt Woodham was starin at me in Spanish. hmmmmm.... Anyways, my sister's in love with Rainie's bro! She won't shut up about him!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!! Me and Rainie and if Katie wants to are gonna h/o at Matt's house this weekend. I have a piano recital on Saturday! UGH!!!! It's taking away from my vacation, but it'll be fine. I want to talk to Matt D., but I just don't know what to say to him. We don't have any classes together or anything. Today me and Katie were walkin down the hallway, and Katie goes "I hate whores," and I go, "Especially fat ones." It was funny. Then Rainie and me were walkin down the hallway, and Rainie goes, "Hey Robin, not anyone else." It was funny cuz Amanda goes "Hehehehe," sarcastically. Ugh. I don't like her cuz she called me retarded and totally took advantage of coming to my house for one day. Longer story but I can't explain it.

Yo, I haven't updated in awhile. I actually don't have practice today for drill team. We aren't doin that M.O.N.E.Y. dance for competition so that's good. I hated it. I think Rainie's mom hates me so I'm gonna have to find a new ride home. Well yeah I'll write lata.

Today, was okay. Rainie yelled WTF out really loud at lunch, but it was cool. then i sang during class. OMG! i have so much stress on my shoulders right now. I have like 15 dances i'm supposed to know right now. auditions for booker t. r in 2 freakin weeks. i have to skip skewl on mon. to practice my dance. kelly came to school drunk this morning. fag. jk. amanda is being a bitch. rainie, gawd i love you. allie i miss you. k-t just shut up, jk i love you to. i'm in love with the world, except for drew who needs to "GET BACK GET BACK" he don't know me like that. lol buh bye

my mom wants me to go to this open house thing on fri. morning at BTW, but I'm in the middle of like school. what is wrong with this? oh well, i don't know if i'm gonna go or not. hopefully i'll get to see allie soon. I GOT MY PERMIT yesterday. the lady was a real bitch though, then we got a nice one.

Here I am, living down bullshit avenue, with my dad calling me a bitch. I hate him. Then he tried to apologize, yeah sure. Ugh. I really wanna get out, but none of my friends are home, and i'm stuck here and i really need to just get out of this house. i hate it right now. i wanna just grr. like run away. omg. i hate this. get me out of this hell hole !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!