life is good, i am just kicking back and making the most out of each day, its been a long hard road to get where im at but i think i might've finally succeeded in something...
1. i got a car - yea yea.. and that shit bumps... 2. im about to get my own place.... - need to call my mom and work out final details... 3. ive held down my job for like a year - absolutely amazing...
i smoked some really good pot, then... i reflected... remembered a lot of things that use to be like good times for me... and want to get back into focusing on those things... the times when small things made me happy...
found letters from some hardcore friends of mine... jenn, linds, rachael, shauna, all kinds of peeps... was kinda sad reading them.... but overall it made me very happy...
so everything is going good... working at vons, as a baker... saving up money for a car... just doing my thing... smoking weed here and there, when i can find it up here... just talked to my homie that just got out of jail after 4 months, was fucking good to hear from him...
theres some bitch at my work that is always trying to start an arguement with me, at first she had some ground to start shit, but now she doesnt... feels good to be in the right, but bad to have to hear it from some lowly cunt that thinks shes all that..
sooo focused on this car thing... i dont know what kind imma get... but it has got to be soon.. like another month or two and ill have enough... then ill be able to take a trip down to the valley..
So I didn't get the job at Scolari's due to the HR department's paper work saying that I'm a no re-hire. That would be thanks to the conditions that I left the company with. Well, fuck that. I needed to get the fuck outta dodge, so I did. Is there truly something wrong with that?
So yeah. This morning was kinda lame. My step-mom doesn't get the concept of stand-by on a Windows XP computer. Not only that, but she doesn't get that you can turn the wireless function of a laptop (mainly, Sony Vaio's) off. Needless to say we got into a little bitchfest over just these subjects and she got my father and Is` emotions all riled up for no reason at all. Basically, she was wrong and to her I'm still a child and I'm to be told what's what, and I have absolutely no say so. The rest of the day was chill though, I hung out with my dad and ran errands for his business, which up until today was in a lot of trouble. He resolved all his issues though, and now things are looking excellent. It's so nice to be able to say that. Let's see, what else is up... the job hunt is so hard up here, but I'm keeping at it. I'll find a job shortly, hopefully. That's all for now.. pz out.
