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bad tastes in your mouth
when you're fasting do you ever get a really gnarly metallic taste in your mouth?
it always happens to me.
how does one get rid of it??
it always happens to me.
how does one get rid of it??
anyone home?
my brain's fat cancerous ass is IN THE WAY.
there's white stuff on my stool. maybe it's the suppositories? i'm obsessed with my poop.
i'm not comfortable in my body unless i feel like i'm starving.
my face gets perpetually itchy from the caffine pills.
i want to be emaciated, fast, strong ass hell and
<img src="http://lookingglasssupport.com/StarvingForPerfection/Ana/Thinspiration/Bones/extreme-34.jpg/>
there's white stuff on my stool. maybe it's the suppositories? i'm obsessed with my poop.
i'm not comfortable in my body unless i feel like i'm starving.
my face gets perpetually itchy from the caffine pills.
i want to be emaciated, fast, strong ass hell and
<img src="http://lookingglasssupport.com/StarvingForPerfection/Ana/Thinspiration/Bones/extreme-34.jpg/>
Just had to post about mustard. . .
Upon joining this community, I read about how it seems like you are looking for freaky-deaky anecdotal posts relating to our ED's. So here's mine:
Back in college, when I was in a severe state of starvation from my anorexia, I had to drown everything in mustard if I was going to eat it. For some reason, during that time mustard was the only thing strong enough that I could actually taste!
I found out later from my doctor that my anorexia had triggered a severe zinc deficiency, which suppresses your ability to taste things. No wonder food was always so nasty!
Mustard became the "fifth food group for me" - I think I consumed more mustard than actual food during that time.
:-)
Back in college, when I was in a severe state of starvation from my anorexia, I had to drown everything in mustard if I was going to eat it. For some reason, during that time mustard was the only thing strong enough that I could actually taste!
I found out later from my doctor that my anorexia had triggered a severe zinc deficiency, which suppresses your ability to taste things. No wonder food was always so nasty!
Mustard became the "fifth food group for me" - I think I consumed more mustard than actual food during that time.
:-)
+hey+
I'm new here and here's my intro xD
ok I'm from austria, 18 years old and an ed-no +hrm+
my eating habit is weird. sometimes I eat nothing, sometimes I eat like a pig ... I'd like to stop it, cuz it destroys me ... I'd like to be under control.
my stats ... hrhr.
height: 165 cm
current weight: 55 kg
maybe I should look it up in lbs and that stuff ^_^
ok. good night then.
edit: I looked it up ;)
height: 165 cm = 5 ft 6 inches
cw: 55 kg = 122 lbs
lw: 49 kg = 108 lbs
hw: 58 kg = 127 lbs
ok I'm from austria, 18 years old and an ed-no +hrm+
my eating habit is weird. sometimes I eat nothing, sometimes I eat like a pig ... I'd like to stop it, cuz it destroys me ... I'd like to be under control.
my stats ... hrhr.
height: 165 cm
current weight: 55 kg
maybe I should look it up in lbs and that stuff ^_^
ok. good night then.
edit: I looked it up ;)
height: 165 cm = 5 ft 6 inches
cw: 55 kg = 122 lbs
lw: 49 kg = 108 lbs
hw: 58 kg = 127 lbs
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new community! unconditional support and acceptance...
...specializing in bulima. i'm a veteran/recovering bulimic, i'm very open and very human. i've created a new community in the hope that people can find absolutely unconditional support and acceptance, an environment where it's safe to ask the hardest questions and get a more candid answer than you'd ever expect your highschool sex-ed teacher to give you! : ) this community is for people in the disease of ANY STAGE, whether you're in denial, you know you're sick but you're not ready to give up your disorder, you'd just like to talk about the affect it has on you, you're afraid and feeling out of control or that the disease has become mixed up with your identity or sense of stability, or you're in the recovery stage and you're actively fighting. anorexics and EDNOS more than welcome, bulimia just happens to be my own demon and i know it far more intimately than i'd like to...
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come check it out. it's brand new but a few great people have stopped by. if you'd like a new stage for your voice, here it is...
thanks for reading. best wishes and take care...
xoxox rude_waif
livejournal.com/community/bulimia_haven
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hi. i saw this communtity and thought it was a great idea! I'm starting a fast as of tommore so if i need a little distraction (my self-control is horrendous!) then i know where to post! anyone can add me!
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You are invited to join 
5_ft_1_bulimics, a forum for those who use laxatives, exercise excessively, and/or make themselves vomit on a regular basis for the purpose of self-comfort and weight loss. All members must meet the height requirements of five feet and one inch.
This community should help others more than other general pro-eating disorder sites/communities, because I know very well how my body digests what it eats, what foods to eat at the end of a binge to create a laxative effect, how to combine certain foods to not cause involuntary purging, when to stop purging, the consequences of overeating or varying from starvation to normal eating, how little to and what to eat to create the same standard of weight loss, and the effect of all types (though not all brands) of dieting pills.
5_ft_1_bulimics, a forum for those who use laxatives, exercise excessively, and/or make themselves vomit on a regular basis for the purpose of self-comfort and weight loss. All members must meet the height requirements of five feet and one inch.This community should help others more than other general pro-eating disorder sites/communities, because I know very well how my body digests what it eats, what foods to eat at the end of a binge to create a laxative effect, how to combine certain foods to not cause involuntary purging, when to stop purging, the consequences of overeating or varying from starvation to normal eating, how little to and what to eat to create the same standard of weight loss, and the effect of all types (though not all brands) of dieting pills.