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Because I am MASSIVELY insane....

All of these can be read independently, but they will be all part of the same "universe," so to speak. Any stories that hang together so to speak I'll indicate here somewhere.

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I want to put my head through a window, but at least my big project for today is completed and submitted. It probably sucks, but do I care? Right now...not so much. It's DONE, and I can relax...ish.

My head is KILLING me right now. Went back to the doctor today and got my med dosage upped, so we'll see how that goes, I suppose. I'm not holding out high hopes, because it's never that simple for me.

Wow...there's only 94 pages of reading for my Tuesday class next week...she's slacking. Usually it's 200+ pages. Oh well, I'm going to rejoice in the break. Damn...speaking of...I need to do the discussion questions for this week. Yet another thing I hate about the course. I could list all my issues with this course...I really should at some point. But not today. Still have more work to do, damn it.

Is it Thursday yet?

It can't be Thursday soon enough in my opinion. I'm soooo looking forward to and needing to spend time with my girlfriend that...there just aren't words for it. I miss her terribly, and the idea of being able to curl up with her in front of a fireplace this weekend, snuggling under a quilt...well, we both need it. Lots!

And finding out what the "special DVDs" are, too. That will be fun. I'm still saying it's going to turn out to be pig porn or something.

So, there's a lot to do before I go. Class, of course, and finishing up that assignment. Laundry, packing, wrapping her birthday present...I can do it. Of course I can~ REALLY need to do the laundry, though...it would be helpful if I had clothes to wear out there and everything.

I go to the doctor tomorrow for more fun with migraines. Hopefully, my medication will get upped to a dosage that will DO something about the migraines.

Is it Thursday yet?

This is going to be such a cop-out post, but I figure I'm allowed it. We'll just compare it to a NaNo-er who didn't make a day's wordcount goal.

But I hate multimdeia projects. I hate digital storytelling. And I have to remember to register for spring classes in about 15 minutes, just so it's out of the way.

Oh, and I hate migraines.

Time to go back to banging my head against the wall....

I've remembered one of the drawbacks of this daily posting thing...I run out of things to say at some point. I mean, there's days like this one where...nothing really happens. Schoolwork. Another migraine. Yippee.

I did actually bake the cookies this evening, though...that was fun.

Last night/early this morning (round 1:40ish a.m.), we heard a muffled thump, then lost power for a bit. Then had a lot of traffic coming through the neighborhood, but we had no idea what was going on. Well, this is what happened, on the highway right outside the neighborhood. (Be sure to watch the video, too, to get the full picture.) Idiots. Just...idiots.

...I think our neighbors across the street have a party every Saturday. Complete with the same pounding music and screaming children.

And I'm cold.

I'm sick and tired of migraines that drain me of the ability to get signifigant work done. I'm going to be busting my ass this weekend in order to get things done for next week...this just sucks.

Not as much as the migraines, but still. *sighs*

And I want to bake cookies. It's too late, though, I think. Though...cookie dough...that DOES sound good....

is it just me, or is cookie dough better than the actual cookies? I mean, cookies...yeah, fun, whatever. But cookie DOUGH? Like mana from heaven or something...it's freaking AWESOME! When I make cookies, I never make the amount the recipe calls for, because inevitably cookies get lost to dough nibbling. Cake batter is very similar. Cake is all well and good, but something about liquid cake, man....

...I seriously devoted half my post to the joys of cookie dough. Wow.....

I'm losing count of days already and it's only the 4th...that's never a sign of good and shiny things to come, is it?

Today was a migraine day, brought on by the weather. As a result...I am not all here while typing this. Which seems to happen eyery year...woohoo!

Right now I'm watching Gray's Anatomy--trying to remember who the hell I didn't watch lest week--and procrastinating on the two projects I need to work on this weekend. Basically because I'm not sure what I want to do for the "multimedia" aspect of my Learning Theory project. Right now, I'm putting it all in a powerpoint and toying with a couple other formats that I can inject the same information into. So...it's a matter of what I decide to do next. Need to decide soon. Also need to film for my Multimedia class, but...not today. Pouring rain, and some of my shots for that are outside.

Still headachy...stop it, head! I need to buckle down and WORK tomorrow...because screw it. I'm done today.

I was just sharing with Mellie Pie the story of someone on LJ who seems to think it's only okay for her to make certain types of posts, but when I do it, it's clearly a personal attack and grounds for defriending. Way to be mature.

People, if you're dealing with personal blogs, then you have to be prepared to read things you might not always like. I do all the time. The person I was just talking about? I was getting sick of reading her entries because there was never anything good in them, and it got frustrating to read. But it's HER BLOG. She can write whatever the hell she wants in there, and good for her. Apparantly, though, it's asking too much to expect that same courtsey in return. She can rant and be negative in her personal blog; but for some reason, I can't rant in mine.

Lovely readers, do me a favor, please. I post the things that are on my mind. Some of them will be happy and fun. Some will be sad. Some will be thought-provoking, some will be infuriating. I don't expect everything to be everyone's cup of tea, because I KNOW we aren't all the same person. Imagine that! Different people are *gasp* different! So if there's something that....really grates you the wrong way? Just...walk away from the post. Don't assume it was put there JUST to piss you off, because believe me, it wasn't--I don't have that kind of time or energy, and you aren't as important as you think you are. Don't try to read anything special into it, because it probably has no special meaning. There is no secret decoder ring that goes with this blog, I promise. No hidden messages spelled out by every 5th letter. What you see is, indeed, what you get.

Hmmm...wonder how many people I just pissed off with this?