not a special snowflake - infinite and unbreakable

 

 So you know that season, between spring and autumn? the really really deathly hot one? summer? yeah? I HATE IT. I hate waking up and feeling dizzy from dehydration, I hate not being able to sleep for ages because it's so warm, I hate being sweaty and claustrophobic in an empty room. I hatehatehate it. roll on winter!

On the plus side: I'm making myself an Enjolras plushie. He's a bit lopsided so far but that's okay. I'll love him anyways.

 Good afternoon friends list. I know it's unlikely that anyone will see this because I suck at updating so it's likely that this post will be swallowed by your flists. It's really quite warm in my house, and I'm trying to avoid overheating because lately I've been feeling really sick whenever I start to do anything. This is awkward at work. 
 I saw Les Mis with Nick Jonas this weekend. Les Mis was, as expected, amazing. Nick was a little disappointing, but I suppose I can't compare him to West End singers - he's a popstar, not a musical theatre actor. Killian Donnelly, playing Enjorlas, was absolutely fantastic and I'm currently squeeing over him. yumjaam  actually enjoyed it, which was surprising, and even though I always say she knows nothing about music she can tell when someone has a good voice. She's commented again and again how the man playing Javert was amazing, and she's right.

 Despite last week being rather disappointing, I'm quietly optimistic about my future. For once.

how in the hell do I purge an account without deleting it? :( 

 

Title: You Look Finer With Each Day In Hiding

Author: whoseheartbreak 

Pairing: Joe/Nick

Rating: PG13? Rish. Death and war and the obligatory incest.

Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue. Please?

Summary: Nick's been having nightmares for months. He's put it down to stress (because, now, who isn't stressed?), bad eating habits and his levels being off. So he's used to waking up in a cold sweat, yelling for anyone and reaching blindly in the almost-glowing darkness.

 

 

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Title: Pillow Forts and Prom Dates
Author: whoseheartbreak 
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Rating: PG, maybe PG13.
Summary: Er. Not sure how I feel about this. A slightly longer, fluffy piece with a little bit of bitterweet angst in it... 
"Life wasn't meant to be lived in pillow forts..."
 

 

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Title: When The President Talks To God
Author: whoseheartbreak 
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Rating: PG.
Summary: I wrote this for yumjaam, because she wanted Joe messy-crying and dealing with it on his own. Plus I love her to bits.

 

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Title: If I Only Could Make A Deal With God
Author: whoseheartbreak
Rating: NC17 overall, PG13ish this chapter
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Summary: Nick knew from experience that falling in love could go two ways. There was the subtle, slow burn of his chest constricting when he looked into eyes and had to concentrate on a mouth or the curve of a spine, and then there was the full force like a slap in the face of realising it for the first time.
Disclaimer: Don't own, don't sue. Please? I'm only worth around £1.
Chapter: One of Nineteen.

Title: As Long As You're Mine
Author: whoseheartbreak
Pairing: Joe/Nick
Rating: PG13
Warnings/Disclaimer: Kissing, angst and incest. Don't own. Unfortunately.
Summary: "Nick, we're brothers, we can't..." Is what Joe says. What Nick hears is a rejection without apology.

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001.	Immortal	002.	Sway	003.	Sticks and Stones	004.	Museum	005.	Practical
006.	Over	007.	Speak	008.	White noise	009.	Snow storm	010.	Present
011.	Quitting	012.	Paint	013.	Freak out	014.	Home alone	015.	Haunted
016.	Moonlight	017.	Front	018.	Queue	019.	Bus	020.	Stare
021.	Massage	022.	Wine	023.	Searching	024.	Toxic	025.	Forget
026.	Stripped	027.	Cheating	028.	Online	029.	Climbing	030.	Speed
031.	Eating out	032.	Admire	033.	Thrilled	034.	Shadow	035.	Coming home
036.	Anywhere	037.	Lonely road	038.	Electrify	039.	Coffee break	040.	Chained
041.	Watermelon	042.	Paper	043.	Endangered	044.	Fragrant	045.	Wasted
046.	Sheltered	047.	Nosebleed	048.	Cuddle	049.	Fireplace	050.	Played for a fool
051.	Fireflies	052.	Pills	053.	Endless night	054.	Crawl	055.	Invisible
056.	Wealth	057.	Power	058.	Desolate	059.	Tissues	060.	Varnish
061.	Careful	062.	Dirty	063.	Circus	064.	Engagement	065.	Junction
066.	Barren	067.	Lipstick	068.	Shirt	069.	Shortbread	070.	Groceries
071.	Speakers	072.	Under the influence	073.	Odd socks	074.	Spatula	075.	Watching
076.	Sweat	077.	Closer	078.	Turning point	079.	Mercy	080.	Under pressure
081.	News	082.	Candy	083.	Rain	084.	Whistle	085.	Needful things
086.	Lawyers	087.	Park bench	088.	Locked	089.	Tongue-tied	090.	Marzipan
091.	Butterflies	092.	Winners and Losers	093.	Abducted	094.	Plugged	095.	Carefree
096.	Writer's Choice	097.	Writer's Choice	098.	Writer's Choice	099.	Writer's Choice	100.	Writer's Choice