I hardly ever write in here anymore.

5 months have showed more joy then any of the months in the past couple years.

the unexpected drama and losing friends happened again,but its alright cause i truely didnt care to be around those people anymore.

except for one that i have been friends with since 8th grade. but if he thinks its better then its alright. i know hes dealing with alot and i helped as much as i could but i couldnt help anymore.

college isnt everything i wanted it to be but thats alright to.

In May me and the boy are moving to Ohio.im happy.scared.excited.worried.

Ive been so sensitive lately. i dont know where it comes from either.

It makes me be mean to him and i always feel bad the next day.

but he stays around and sticks through it.so that makes me happy.

This house is boring without him while hes at work.

coffee,cigarettes,music and myspace are the only things that keep me preoccupied when hes at work.

I want a kitten.

a small one.

he wants to get a black one and name it darkie,but i dont know about that.lol

hopefully it wont be another 5 months til i write in here.

if it is i guess the people that are still my friends get to here about ohio.

anyways.
goodbye.