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i love my roomies. enough said.....
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Against All Odds by Phil Collins
How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath.....with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave?
Caue we shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Cuz there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of a face
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And you comin' back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've gotta face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's a chance I've gotta take
Take a look at me now
How can I just let you walk away?
Just let you leave without a trace?
When I stand here taking every breath.....with you
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me?
When all I can do is watch you leave?
Caue we shared the laughter and the pain
and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Cuz there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
just the memory of a face
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
And you comin' back to me is against the odds
and that's what I've gotta face
I wish I could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
There's nothing left here to remind me
Just the memory of your face
So take a look at me now
Cause there's just an empty space
But to wait for you is all I can do
And that's what I've got to face
Take a good look at me now
Cause I'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's a chance I've gotta take
Take a look at me now
Boo YEA
I'm tipsy as fuck and its only 5:39!!!!!!!! You gotta love college!!!!
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and it drops....
straylight, soco and sarah- a PERFECT combination
The Perfect Ending- Straylight Run
Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
you peel back the layers
get down to the inside
but some times you lose sight
of what it was you were trying to find
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
no perfect endings
---who's going to the straylight run/something corporate concert on friday in tucson? oh yea, that's right SAM and SARAH are!!!! im so excited to see straylight run. i've been obsessed with their cd lately. i've been listening to it over itunes and i ordered it off of amazon.com (im addicted to amazon. NOT good) are any of you tucson people going?
shit gotta run late to meet annie
Taken in context
it's not a bad thing
but when you start to pick it apart
it gets so depressing
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
you peel back the layers
get down to the inside
but some times you lose sight
of what it was you were trying to find
it's that sorta thing that makes you think too much
it's that sorta thing that makes you lose your objectivity
so if you made it
just be glad that you did and stay there
if you ever feel loved or needed
remember that you're one of the lucky ones
and if it's over
just remember what i told ya
it was bound to happen so just
keep movin on
there's no perfect endings
no perfect endings
---who's going to the straylight run/something corporate concert on friday in tucson? oh yea, that's right SAM and SARAH are!!!! im so excited to see straylight run. i've been obsessed with their cd lately. i've been listening to it over itunes and i ordered it off of amazon.com (im addicted to amazon. NOT good) are any of you tucson people going?
shit gotta run late to meet annie
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Damaged by TLC
I know I'm kind of strange
To you sometimes
Don't always say
What's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt
By some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think im kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
I know I'm kind of strange
To you sometimes
Don't always say
What's on my mind
You know that I've been hurt
By some guy
But I don't wanna mess up this time
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think I'm kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
My heart's at a low
I'm so much to manage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
I'm falling in love
There's one disadvantage
I think you should know that
I've been damaged
And I really really really care
And I really really really want you
And I think im kinda scared
'Cause I don't want to lose you
If your really really really there
Then maybe you can hang through
I hope you understand
It's nothing to you
stolen from tracy's
i got this from tracy's livejournal. but it would be really really cool if you did this.
Please Reply to this ANONMOUSLY so that I dunno who did each one!
1. One secret
2. One compliment for me
3. One criticism of me
4. One love note to whoever you wish
5. Lyrics to a song
6. How old you are
7. How long we've been friends
8. One wish you have
9. What makes you happy
10. And a hint to who you are [you dont hafta do this one]
11. my best physical feature
12. my worst physical feature
13. the best thing about me
14. the worst thing about me
Please Reply to this ANONMOUSLY so that I dunno who did each one!
1. One secret
2. One compliment for me
3. One criticism of me
4. One love note to whoever you wish
5. Lyrics to a song
6. How old you are
7. How long we've been friends
8. One wish you have
9. What makes you happy
10. And a hint to who you are [you dont hafta do this one]
11. my best physical feature
12. my worst physical feature
13. the best thing about me
14. the worst thing about me
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copied from laura
have kissed someone....
(bold=true)
on the cheek.
on the lips
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
in front of their parents.
in front of my parents.
at school.
younger than me.
older than me.
with black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
shorter than me.
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tongue ring.
with a piece of clothing missing.
with a piece of my clothing missing.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
on the dance floor.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies. (not in the theater)
that I love.
have kissed someone....
(bold=true)
on the cheek.
on the lips
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
in front of their parents.
in front of my parents.
at school.
younger than me.
older than me.
with black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
shorter than me.
taller than me.
with a lip ring.
with a tongue ring.
with a piece of clothing missing.
with a piece of my clothing missing.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
on the dance floor.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies. (not in the theater)
that I love.
fuck yea! my man clive won!
im sitting here in sam's dorm right now. lauren is in sam's shower and sam is in the bathroom blowdrying her hair. hilary duff's "someone's watching over me" is in the background as i type this. as i was walking over here i was on the phone with my mom. there's this particular field that i have to walk around to get to sam's dorm. well guess who i saw: scott and gabe smoking (of course) hookah. at first i wasnt sure if it was them. then i noticed scott's green shirt that he frequently wears. i told my mom "scott and gabe are smoking in the field. holy shit. another awkward moment. what do i do?" and she's like "act pleasant." (for some reason, one i have no idea why, but my mom always liked gabe. even after he stole money from me she still continued to like him.) so im walking near them and im still pretending like i dont see them and i start talking to my mom about the party last night. i see them staring at me. and gabe has this goofy slimy grin on his face.
then scott says: "hi sarah!!!" and im like "hi scott!" (equally as happy....sarcastic of course though) then he says "how are you?" and i said "good how are you?!!" and i said "great!!" and then i kept walking to sam's dorm.
i told my mom that i'd call her when i got in sam's dorm (i forgot of course now that i type about it). i called sam to come let me in and told her what i'd just saw.
i was so weirded out by it. i fucking hate seeing him. i hate the awkwardness. its fucked up. i hate the person he's become. sometimes i cant believe that him and i even were friends, much less dated. sometimes i wish the whole thing was a fucking dream. and that he was never apart of my life. but then i think that everything does in fact happen for a reason. my life is fucked up for a reason. my awkward moments are supposed to happen for a reason. there is a reason ( i havent figured it out yet) that i am the girl that has the awkward moments.
im gonna go blowdry lauren's hair, get ready for the party, and watch the globies all at the same time. thanks for reading my venting session and leave me comments, advice, whatever you want.
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