She says the world paints a picture that makes her wanna run

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fists tossed up yellin 'I don't feel a thing'...

Okay, massive graphics dump. I apologize. -no, I don't. Here! Have graphics! Enjoy! Real post to come later.

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here at sundaysecretss
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Is anyone on my flist good with photoshop? My trial ran out and I need help finishing up the cover art for my book.

Please? *offers candy*

So I've been inspired to start this new project by my new favorite book John Dies at the End, and a loosely from prompt given to me by mergana a couple eons ago.
Read the book. Now. It's fucking genius- you won't regret it. I'm determined to not waffle around and actually finish this project, which means I need some help along the way. Help = feedback/suggestions. So, here's the forward and stuff, under the fake cut. Feel free to skip around. Read. Browse. Discuss. Love on it, hate on it, give me shit to change, whatever floats your boat.

( If you've picked this up, it means that the torch has been passed to you. Do not pass go. Do not collect 200 dollars )

The day you left me here a boy with your haircut reminded me why I left you behind all those years ago

...We're the neglected,
the never resurrected, agonies of the few.
We're the once kissed, unmissed and always
refused. Because we're the unfinished
and feared and we're never pursued.

And just that easily, on my behalf, I come around.
Because I'm burning. The beast of War feeds
only on the meats of War. And now I'm for carnage.
Here's how my anguish frees. Destroy everyone
of course. Because I'm unwanted and unsafe.
And I'll take tears away with torments and rape,
killings and fears not even the dead will escape.
Encircling the Guilty, Ashamed, Blameless and
Enslaved. Absolved. Butchering their prejudice.

Patience. Their Value. Because I'm without value.
I'm the coming of every holocaust.
Turning no lost. Rending tissue, sinew and bone.
Excepting no suffering.
By me all levees will break. All silos heave.
I will walk heavy. And I will walk strange...

Because I am too soon.
Because without You, I am only revolutions
Of ruin.

I'm the prophecy prophecies pass.
Why need dies at last. How oceans dry.
Islands drown. And skies of salt crash
to the ground. I turn the powerful.
Defy the weak. Only grass grows
down abandoned streets.

For a greater economy shall follow Us
and it will be undone. And a greater
autonomy shall follow Us and it too will be
undone. And a greater feeling shall
follow Love and it too we will blow to dust.
For I am longings without trust. The cycloidal
haste freedom from Hailey forever wastes.
Dust cares for only dust. And time only for Us.

-Only Revolutions, by Mark Z Danielewski.
Download the full version here

STOP THE PRESSES!! NOW TAKING REQUESTS AND PROMPTS!!!!







So…Here’s the deal:
Me? The owner of a near empty journal, and craving writing
You? Chock full of ideas and the desire to read

My new journal is sadly lacking, as I’m sure most of you have noticed. So, I’m giving you guys the opportunity to help me fix that while providing you with some stuff to browse through.

My words are your oyster
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p.s I beta, too, for anyone who wants one. I’m looking for a beta, as well. Drop me a line.

INTERESTED ON OTHER COMMUNITIES ON LIVEJOURNAL?
I maintain or co-maintain these other communities:


1.enginemumurs: My experimental lit/ writing journal. Poetry. Prose. Short stories. The novel I'm currently writing. And maybe the occasional song. Friends Only, but just request or comment and I'll add you! Comments and criticism, suggestions, are love.
+ADD

2.longroadhome: my Supernatural Fic Journal, complete with recs. Fics x-posted from my journal. Won one of my memes? You probably have a fic-prize here. Comments make my day, feedback and criticism put me in a good mood, and requests might cause me to worship you. Got something you wanna see? drop by and leave me a prompt in the form of a sentence, phrase, wprd, lyric, or whatever you like. Most posts are public, and membership is open. Posting is limited to me.
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+JOIN

3. lightboxes: Your source for themed, requested, and random stock/photography graphics. Icons. Banners. Headers. More. Co-maintained by my best friend, mergana. Contains some graphic images, including nudity. Members Only, but request to join and you'll be added. Posts are limited to the mods. lightboxes is currently looking for makers.
+WATCH
+JOIN
+APPLICATION

4. lit_library. Discussions, questions, friending memes and sweet activities. Come on over and rekindle your love of books, or just find something new to read. Posting is moderated. To join you must submit an application to lit_admissions, and be sorted into one of our four teams.
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5. apocalypse_r: A Supernatural community dedicated to surviving season five six and The Apocalypse hiatuses and whatever comes next; consider it a safe haven from the angst and drama of doomsday, a place to drool over the epic of the season, a home for Bobby-lovers-whatever you like. . Also co-maintained by the amazing, mergana. Membership is Open, and posting is available to all members. Drop by for a chat.
+WATCH
+JOIN

6. mysterypill: mysterypill is a watering hole for friends, friends of friends, etc. A lot of us share common interests (and lovers,) so what better way to get to know each other, meet new BAMFs, than having an orgy? Expect discussions and debate (fandom, random, political, social, etc.,) weekly recs (collected from our members,) weekly self-pimpage posts, support & advice, challenges, and you know, whatever the fuck you want. We are multi-fandom. Co-moderated by myself, and owned by my lover, detonationn. Join the anarachy fun!
+JOIN

7. crashboxx: the first and only multifandom community run entirely off of requests and recs. Dubbed a "sharing community" the idea is that recommendations provided and requests made by the members supply the content in this community. Posts made by the mods answer requests and link to recs in order to create sharable material in the form of music, videos, free downolads, graphics, fics, fanmixes, and more. You want it? We'll get it. Maintained by my RL brother, fallout_fire. Members only, but membership is open. Posting is limited to mods. crashboxx is currently seeking graphic makers and mods.
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+BECOME A MAKER/MOD (reply with "Re: maker or Re: mod")

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