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CW: 178
I guess I'm averaging 4-5 pounds a month now, sometimes less. Thats ok with me though. I have 4 1/2 months to lose like... 19 pounds.

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I've lost over 120 pounds. I only have 28 pounds to go to have lost half of myself. I can totally do this!

Oh, I'm swimming laps 1-2 times a week too now. Life became amazing once I started to love myself and my flaws.

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I'm stuck at 200 pounds. I just want to get under 200!!! I'm TRYING to eat light today, as in i'm not going to go over 1300 calories. I usually eat around 1200-1600. Surprisingly, I don't have much of an appetite today so it's not going to be that hard to do.

I've been using my pool finally! It's so relaxing. I work out, get sweaty, then go in the pool. Sunbathe for about 30 minutes (trying to actually tan this year) and then go in the water for another 30. It's so nice. Last summer I didn't use it much because for some reason I was embarrassed to go in the water myself. Now that i've lost almost 40 pounds I just don't care as much if anyone sees me. Luckily, our uh... trashy neighbors that live behind us kinda abandoned their house or something because I never see them or their dog.

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I took a break from working out this week. Bad idea. I lost zero pounds this week!

However, I'm not really upset. I did so well last week. I'm still doing great for the month. I'll start working out again today, and hopefully I lose another 2 pounds this week.

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It's been decided. When/if alan and I get married, he's gonna wear a white tux, me a black dress. lol.

edit: maybe not, i'm looking at these dresses, they are ugly.