Journal created:
on 30 January 2006 (#9393900)
Updated:
on 13 July 2010
Name:
A.
This journal died in 2008.
38 kilograms of glory, anything you want baby, atheism, barbie, bedroom furniture graffiti, being a book snob, being a doll, being alone, being born without brains, being cheap, being rash makes sense, birds sleeping, biting my bottom lip, blood in the blood, blood on the highway, bloody noses, blue meat, botox, breaking without entering, bruises on my ribcage, bruising, bukowski's dick, cemeteries, censorship is ridiculous, cinderella just wanted money, clean teeth dirty mouths, crawling out of love, dancing alone, dawn, death was her past, die or adapt, dizzy of a morning, eating badly, empty statements full stopped, everything inheriting everything, everything is a scam, everything is negotiable, families are redundant, fingers running over ribs, first born children, fooling everyone but me, fragments of their skulls, fuck what they think, fucked-up leading the hypnotised, getting what i want, girls answering to hannah, girls beating up girls, glass eyes, glossing it over, go improve yourself then, good books treated poorly, good looking people, happiness is all yours, heavy breathing, hey let's be friends, holding my own hand, i am you, i seriously adored you, inevitably we'll degrade too, infatuation is my excuse, it wasn't like that, jorge luis borges, just leave me then, leather, legal name change, linoleum floor deep discussions, literal eye contact, lotuses, lust, making out, matted hair, maybe peace will come, maybe they're still alive, meaningful is the difference, morals but no conscience, motherless anything, mouths are for lying, mouths are for sucking, never sleeping always dreaming, not being family orientated, not necessarily monogamy, now i'm a nihilist, oh oh oh stop, our love will end, ovarian cancer, pallor, pearls, people don't have souls, peverse pride in loneliness, poetry isn't dead, popularity contests, porcelain silk for skin, post-teen dirbags, pretending to understand things, question everything do nothing, quiet mourning, quietly sweetheart, radical optimism yes please!, radiohead, rain that never ends, real silver belt buckles, reckless abandon, red lipstick, run from your dreams, sarcasm!!!, screaming for any reason, self-inflicted isn't cooler, sex work, shaved heads, she's stifled my lungs, shut your bitch mouth, smooth talking, snapped cracked popped eardrums, spin me faster, staring competitions, stripes, sweetness sweetness, tea, teddy bears, teeth in the rubble, the dark intestine, they won't believe you, those lovers are liars, threatening to punch people, three in a bed, tulips, unrequited indifference, urges against biological urges, verging on homelessness, vertebrae being sawn apart, very much my solitude, victory over what exactly, who are your enemies, why do you care, yes i said yes, you are a joke, you don't need justification, you owe them nothing, your art is generic, your fears are irrational, your head smashed in