Déjà Vu

New LJ layout to match my Myspace layout.

Yes, I'm now a myspace addict.

So help me.

Lets see... work, home, tv, sleep. I can't wait to go back to school, even if it turns out to be just community college for a while.

I’m getting a brand new spanking job! Yes you are looking at the future TJ Maxx cashier. I’ve never used a cash register before, so I’m sure the mangers will have such fun trying to teach me. Wish me luck!

Ok so this fan fic that I’m trying to write is driving me crazy. I’m changing the plot every 2 minutes. It’s starting to annoy me. I don’t know if I’m up for this. I’ve decided to write it in a completely different style so it feels more like a movie. I’ll keep you guys updated…

I woke up this morning to the radio, and they had this lady on who was interpreting dreams. So that got my attention. Ironically I forgot most of what I was dreaming just after I woke up. I love my dreams, I keep a dream journal, but don’t write init as much as I want to.

I heard that on the radio, of uncionfirmed reports that Tom Cruise is in Hampton Roads, the Chesapeake Bay Bridge Tunnel to be exact, filming MI3. It would be sweet if that was true. I actually find it funny because about a month ago as I was going to the store and started think how cool it would be if Tom just showed up in Virginia Beach and just happed to meet him on the street or something. Hmm… someone psychic? I doubt it.

Jets are so noisy! They are completely ruining this perfect – chilly autumn day – as I sit in my backyard… I’ve been trying to write this “fan fic” for the past, oh, few weeks or so. Well its not really a fan fic, because the characters are originals but they are inspired by several movies and shows. Frankly I wouldn’t know what to classify it as.

The problem lies in the fact that its been taking me soo long to even start writing it. It seems like the story has evolved in my mind but not on paper. I’m terrible when it comes to putting my thoughts on paper, it never sounds the way I want it to. Not only that, but I get too caught up in planning the backstory and action of the piece. Any tips?

Oh, before I forget, R-J! Thanks so much for the music goodies, as well as your singing. And your fan fics are amazing! Your sheer talent inspires me!

The "update"

- I've been busy with work and so called "life"
- I'm taking a semester off from college, that way I can go to ODU in January
- I want to say 'hey' to all my friends that I've kinda neglected
- You guys rock!

Eventhough, I'm technically Ukrainian, this is still applies and some of it is so true!
So, now you go see what yours says and post it in my comments!

You Know You're Russian When...
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- Your car costs more than your college education
- Your blood has a permanent vodka content level, no matter you have been drinking or not
- Any outfit you wear involves leather (even in the summer even when no coats are worn)
- Your idea of a normal Friday or Saturday night is spending it raving with 200-300 of your closest friends
- Your idea of a love song is Track 1 of the New York Underground Party Volume 3 CD.
- Things you can't live without include food, water, and a cell phone
- Instead of notes during class you write text messages to your friends in Russian font
- You come home at 3am and your parents are still out partying with all your friend's parents
- People are always asking you if you can get them a cheep deal on something...and you can
- Every sentence you say or hear starts with "blyat" and ends with "nahuy"
- You know the new line of Nokia's 3 months before they come out on the market
- You can't go to the movies on Sunday night without having to save 20 seats for your late friends cuz they're buying semichki
- You don't mind family get-togethers because you know the grandmas will be making dinner ( Collapse )

I don't think it has hit me yet that this is basically the last week of school for me, well not counting the exam week. And then thats it, its summer, then college... another, what, 4 years of school. It really feels like just yesterday I was this 12 year old, wondering what it would be like to be 18. Funny how short life really is.

I have to say though, these are the best years of my life. So much is happening at the moment, both great and the not so great. In a strange way, I like the way it feels because with so much oing on, I can't get bored.

Well if I plan to get up tomorrow, I should get some sleep.
So I'll leave you with this song:

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build them up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know...
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Wow, its really late. Around 1 in the morning. I need to be sleeping, but I just finished redesigning my web site. Its about time really, its been on hiatus for ages.

Now, back to my life, my dear friends, as you know I've been all over the place for the past week or so...

The Killers Rock!
I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss...

What kind of girl are you? You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy at times but friendly, and you are never weak and always independent. You are incredibly intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a talent for many things (sports, music, art). You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy the simple things. Like hanging out with friends and watching movies at home. But you're sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just can't seem to break into the crowd and be noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing and speak out when you have more to say. Don't hide behind your books and sports and computer, get out there and get noticed. You also have deep desires in life and feel vunerable and alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What helps me to express feelings and dreams that I can't say to people, is through my writting. Maybe you should try.


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