Names: Charon, Venus, and Percy//Perseus ((I usually go by Venus IRL))
Pronouns: They//Them//Any
Identities: Greyromantic, Berriromantic, Quoiromantic, Cupioromanticflux, Aegosexual, Librafeminine, Apagender//Gender Apathetic
Otherhearted: Fallen Angel, Demon
Fictionhearted: Tanjiro Kamado ((Demon Slayer)), Charon ((Honey I’m Home, Ghost and Pals))
African American
College Student
I want to look like my hearttypes and then I remember that I can just cosplay as them. Then I remember that I’m too broke to do that. :(
Sometimes, I kinda feel like I’m not alterhuman enough. Part of it probably has to do with the fact that it seems like a significant amount of alterhumans are either therians or otherkin. I don’t have any gear.((Which I don’t need to have but I digress)) I feel like identities like mine are kinda viewed as less than by some because they’re not as “mainstream”.
I have history with alterhumanity and I feel like that’s probably that main reason why I feel like this. ((I thought that I was otherkin and fictionkin but realized that I wasn’t and basically called myself delusional for 4 years before coming back to the alterhuman community and realizing that I’m otherhearted and fictionhearted)) I feel like I kinda ingrained into myself that to be alterhuman, you need to identify as something, which isn’t true. My identity as otherhearted and fictionhearted are completely valid regardless of what I used to identify as.
I genuinely forget that not everyone is queer so sometimes I actually get surprised when I see cishet people do cishet things. It’s like getting flash-banged by straightness.
Mentally removed myself so far away from sex and romance that I genuinely forget that people are capable of being romantically and//or sexually attracted to me. I get completely and utterly gobsmacked every time I find out that someone is attracted to me in ways that are beyond platonic.
Having one of my friends fall in love with me was my worst nightmare after I realized I was Aromantic in middle school. Then I found out one of my closest friends l had at the time a crush on me a few months later.
(She already know I was aro and that somehow made me feel even worse about it)
Why the hell do my friends keep asking me for relationship advice as if I’d know anything about how romantic relationships work. They know I’m aroace and have never been in a relationship before so I don’t know they keep asking me. I fr just be saying shit and hope that it helps because I don’t know how to respond. Like, I don’t know why your partner is acting like that and doing those things, just ask them ig.
Genuinely so tired of people not knowing the difference between Asexual and Aromantic and constantly using them interchangeably. The definition is literally in the name! They are not the same thing!
Having a micro label is so annoying because you have to explain it to literally everyone.
Interested in Hellenic Polytheism but Christianity has defiantly done some things to me ((despite the fact that I stopped believing in it 4-5 years ago)) so now I’m hesitant to go into religion.
The smell of my own blood is nausating.
