so this is what rock bottom feels like.

bloodshot eyes. cut up hands. empty bank.. bashed in truck. vacant emotions. he doesn't care.

I'm lost, even though I know exactly where I am. what do I do now?

escape?...how?

..and now I have someone. ♥

I'm sick of sitting on my bedroom floor alone, so I'll find comfort in this fake bullshit.

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Have you ever had a song that you love so much, but sometimes your afraid to listen to it because it brings back so many memories.. memories that could make you cry.. and even though the song is so fucking beautiful and you love it so much and it gives you chills at certain parts- sometimes you hold back from listening to it?

Slipping back into the gap again.
I'm alive when you're touching me,
alive when you're shoving me down.

But i'd trade it all
for just a little
piece of mind.

Lack of sleep.

i just got a free ticket to see Brand New! ahhhhhhh :O

:D

FUCK i don't have cigarettes.

so much for dancing, when your ciggarettes fall out of your pockets. even though i was being a badass. hm. i dont want to eat for three days. WATCH ME.

AHHHHH

why am i so lonely?
ugh.