I'm Sorry

I never meant things to go there, to get so strained. And I can't afford for it to stay that way. I don't know when I stopped being able to cry, but I know the reasons why I was there. And I know the reasons why I finally broke. I never meant to hurt any of you. I swear I didn't.

And yeah, I've been hurt. There's very few people that I'm friends with that haven't hurt me in some way. Mostly recently, though it's not just your fault. I never spoke up and said that it hurt. I know none of you wanted to do it intentionally.

I just want to go back now. Before all of this happened. I want to go back to sophmore year... maybe before that. And I'm sorry that I've been different then myself. I'm trying, I'm working on figuring some things out. Please don't give up on me. Y'all are so important to me. I don't know what I'd do if I lost you. I don't have real friends enough to spare.

I don't know... I just don't know what to say besides I'm sorry, and thank you.

I love you all.