oh my god im going fucking crazy *continues to live exactly the same*
ever since i was a little girl i wanted to waste all of my potential
“why are you tired? you haven’t done anything all day” the simple fact that i exist drains me. hope this helps
jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily
recently i’ve been in the mood to change my life. I won’t be doing anything to achieve that goal but i’ll be thinking about it extensively which is the same thing
I can beat my avoidant tendencies I just have to stay away from any situation in which I might become avoidant. Problem solved
basically a lot of my problems boil down to me being really bad at waking up. and also really bad at going to sleep
i simply need everyone to understand that i am tired all of the time. literally at all moments. if i ever go somewhere and do something, it is not because i am somehow full of energy, but instead that i have carefully stored up all of my little bits of energy like a dragon collecting jewels, and am now vaporizing them all at once
from a young age i knew i wanted to give up when things got hard
hitting return early on libby when there's people waiting and feeling like a benevolent queen distributing alms to the poor
one thing about me is that I'm looking stuff up. you mentioned something and I don't know it? I am pulling out my phone and googling that shit. an actor? theoretical physics? a world leader? a vocabulary word? I am on the wikipedia page as we speak
from a young age i knew i wanted to give up when things got hard