THE GOOD, THE BAD...

OKAY SO I GOT A NEW JOURNAL SO ADD ME PLZ!! COMMENT TO BE ADDED AND STUFF OR JUST ADD ME, WHATEVER I DON'T CARE. JUST DO IT.
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Wellll, Jenny got back on Sunday, so I was super happy of course. Ian also came back, so I was happy about that too! I met up with the Jenster yesterday and her, Richard, Nick, Steve and other people I don't know very well and I all went to wonderland. We ended up getting there at like 7. That was really fucked...and then the whole commotion started between Jenny's and my parents. We both ended up getting yelled at, buuuut, I am happy to report that everything turned out okay. Except that I am no longer allowed to go to wonderland late. I'm probably going on Friday as well. And I should be seeing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory really really soon in the future. I can't wait to see it. That movie looks so trippy.
Anyway, since ALL of my shoes hurt except my big black ones and my converse, I had to buy yet another pair. I love them so much!

Look! They love you too!

Okay, I'm scared. I am REALLY becoming a total Myspace addict. That shit's so lame, why do I love it so much??

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but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good for two...
i rode alone

So Wednesday was my bithday!!
I got woken up at 8 by a phone call from my grandparents telling me all wonderful things they wish for me. I got a baby iPod from my parents. He's blue! Or turquoise, whatever. I think I may name him Captain Jack Sparrow. Or just Jack. Nothing is for sure yet. But I have time. He's still so young.

Anyway, on Wednesday I hung out with Oksana and Jordan during the day and then me and Oksiepoo went to Mary's party. Gosh, it was so great seeing everyone again. I had a good time. I haven't been out like that in a very long time and I finally got to drink. And for once it was the perfect amount so I didn't puke.
I met some very nice people. Mary's boyfriend is the shit! Yes dear, I approve!
I finally saw Cody! It's been a damn while. Then I talked to some guy named Sean and I learned that his hair used to be long. Sweet. Overall, it was a very nice night.

Okay, I don't know what to do with my hair.

My options:

a) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (keep the color and let the roots grow out even more because it's not THAT visible)

b) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (dye it all black)

c) keep growing the bottom out and trim the top and my bangs again (re-dye same color)

d) get a totally different hair cut (let the color grow out)

e) get a totally different hair cut (dye it all black)

f)get a totally different hair cut (re-dye the same color)

HELP?!

Oh shit. I think, somehow, I became re-addicted to Myspace.

Anyway........



I look so pissed off. I love it!

five decades his lifetime, and his life's work is just fading scratches in stone.

okay so the last few days were kind of eventful i guess. spent thursday and friday with the jenster since she left for cuba last night. and she is terribly missed. i watched requiem for a dream for the second time. and didnt cry this time. jenny spent the night and we had sOoOoOo much fun. well actually we kind of fell asleep before we got to sneak out of the house. shit. whatever.

friday came wonderland. we fucking froze. and why is the wendy's beside it such a....gangster hangout?

yesteday i was at buffalo and saw my hairdresser! that was weeeeird. and she's pregnant and not working anymore. shit shit shit shit. she was fucking amazing. so we just walked around a mall. nothing special. and today i was brutally dragged to go get cherries with my parents. argh.

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"At ten o'clock the old, long out-of-print science fiction writer announced it was his bedtime. There was one last thing he wanted to say to us, to his family. Like a magician seeking a volunteer from the audience, he asked someone to stand beside him and do what he said. I held up my hand. "Me, please, me," i said.

The crowd fell quiet as i took my place to his right.

"The universe has expanded so enormously," he said, "with the exception of the minor glitch it put us through, that light is no longer fast enough to make any trips worth taking in even the most unreasonable lengths of time. Once the fastest thing possible, they say, light now belongs in the graveyard of history like the Pony Express.

"I now ask this human being brave enough to stand next to me to pick two twinkling points of obsolete light in the sky above us. It doesnt matter what they are, except that they must twinkle. If they dont twinkle they are either planets or satellites. Tonight we are not interested in planets or satellites."

I picked two points of light maybe ten feet apart. One was Polaris. I have no idea what the other one was. For all i knew, it was Puke, Trout's star the size of a BB.

"Do they twinkle?" he said.
"Yes they do," i said.
"Promise?" he said.
"Cross my heart," i said.

"Excellent!" he said. "Now then: Whatever heavenly bodies those two glints represent, it is certain that the Universe has become so rarified that for light to go from one to the other would take thousand or millions of years. But i now ask you to look precisely at one, then precisely at the other."

"OK," i said. "I did it."
"It took a second, do you think?" he said.
"No more," i said.

"Even if you had taken an hour," he said, "something would have passed between where those two heavenly bodies used to be, at, conservatively speaking, a million times the speed of light."

"What was it?" i said.

"Your awareness," he said. "That is a new quality in the Universe, which exists only because there are human beings. Physicists must from now on, when pondering the secrets of the cosmos, factor in not only energy and matter and time, but something very new and beautiful, which is human awareness."

Trout paused, ensuring with the ball of his left thumb that his upper dental plate would not slip as he sad his last words to us that enchanted evening.

All was well with his teeth. This was his finale: "I have thought of a better word than awareness," he said. "Let us call it soul."

ok, so i took off everyone on my friends list who:
1. didn't comment
2. i haven't a clue who they are

i left the important people, so if you're still on my list, you're allowed to feel special.

so if i deleted you and you didnt want to be, feel free to comment here and i'll add you right back.

those who were taken off, please remove me from your friends list too. thankssss

SUMMERRRR!!
I FINALLY GOT MY COMPUTER BACK!
this is ficking great. i missed LJ!!
and as it turns out...i don't remember half the people who are on my friends list. so i need to do a FRIENDS CUT!
I'M SURE HALF OF YOU DON'T REMEMBER ME EITHER, SO...
PLEASE COMMENT HERE IF YOU DON'T WANT TO BE CUT!
AND TELL ME SOMETHING ABOUT YOU SO I CAN REMEMBER WHERE I MET YOU.
I'M LEAVING THE PEOPLE WHO I ACTUALLY KNOW, SO SOME OF YOU DON'T NEED TO WORRY, I'M SURE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.
SO COMMENT COMMENT COMMENT!


i can't believe i survived exams. that was super hard. but i think i did okay. oh and a warning....IF ANYONE IS PLANNING ON TAKING COMPUTER ENGINEERING...DON'T. that class literally ruined my year.

yesterday i finally saw Requiem For A Dream. that was long overdue. that movie is amazing. i was sitting there, watching it alone and crying. i loved it. and Jared Leto is officially the sexiest man alive.

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i want to bring you all that is in my heart. i want to give you my everything but i’ve failed you so many times. how can i stand here before you when i begin to steal what only belongs to you. i am able to bring you nothing that isn’t already yours. i am so ashamed of what i ever called my own. take what i have, take these broken remains. what can i give you that you don’t already deserve. you laid down your life when i refused to give mine.

one down, three more to go.
and i have been officially declared un-grounded.
there's some news for ya.

i finally saw mary!!! that girl is so hot, it's unbelievable. friday was the first time i had fun in....a while. i laughed so fucking hard i think i made people think i was on something. but i wasn't. i havent done anything in so long and it feels great. and i don't even feel like it.
anyway...

JENNIFER (ANISTON), I AM SOOOOO SORRY....but i saw mr. and mrs. smith! :(:(:(
it was a pretty good movie, i must say, but i'm not lying when i say it made me feel like shit during the "sexy" scenes. that poor woman is crying at home while the two bitches are fucking each other on the set. but yeah, go see it. it's worth it.

i got shoes today. they are very very nice. perhaps i should have gotten the white ones, i dont know. but i settled for the green ones. they're fucking nice as well. i'll take a picture of them soon because they deserve to be shown off. :)

two more random people told me they liked my hair. it makes me not want to re-dye it. maybe i wont for a while. and i'm starting to ramble for the lack of stuff to say.

so...yeah.

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i have no idea how i survived exam time last year and last semester. i honestly feel like i have never been so busy in my entire life which is probably quite an exageration, but whatever.
i haven't been out with people for what feels like months.
and if i fail something, i just may be grounded for the whole summer. great.

oh and....i have to get my wisdom teeth out. that's just perfect isn't it?

i'm going to stangle myself tonight.

and fuck, this disgusting weather is really driving me insane.

and it seems like all i do is complain lately.

yeah, i don't care, fuck off.