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How do you put pictures on your ipod?

I'm Done, Done, Done, Done, DONE, DONE, DONE!

 

I'm joining a fucking convent.

I'm sooo pissed off right now, like beyond belief. I had a good night and everything cause I got to spend it with Courtney and I made plans with Mikey for tomorrow, but I'm still pissed off about the way things turned out.
Let's start with last night. Nick was in town and I was supposed to go to Denny's with him and Tyler, but I ended up really not feeling good and falling asleep quite early, not that big of a deal.
I find out Nick and Cara are coming to town today so I figure I can hang out with them, today. Wrong again. They end up going to Norm and Kay's house where there was "no room" at..well at least not for me, but there was room for Nick, Cara and Cara's leg that probably needed to be propped up, but there's no room for me, I don't even need a fucking chair. And then they said they were going to just visit, not play cards like everyone else was doing. But no, they end up playing, but I wouldn't of been able to play because there was no room for me. I'm just so pissed off at the whole situation because I wanted to fucking hang out with Nick sometime tonight, but he was too busy over at Norm and Kay's, and yes, he did invite me over, to sit and watch other people play cards. I'm sorry, but to me that doesn't spell bundle of fun especially when I would've just wasted a bunch of gas for no reason. And then there was Denny's that we could've hung out at, but again, busy at Norm and Kay's. Tyler was supposed to be there at 1, but they couldn't come a little bit early or anything, have to come at like quarter after one when Courtney and I were leaving.

Whatever though, I'm just pissed off at the world right now and I'm fucking sick and I guess I just need to sleep.

Just don't even worry about this, anyone. I just need someplace to write this down or say to someone because my mom isn't home and she's probably drunk anyway so she'll just get mad at me or cry. SO I should probably go to bed before she actually gets home.

Good-fucking-night.

So I finally got my god damn itunes to work because I got a new computer. So give me some suggestion of what to put on it, please =D

I am HAPPY. I really am it's hard to explain why I'm happy, but I am.
I have the greatest friends to ever walk this planet. We have fun no matter what, I have a great mom who trusts me. I have a wonderful brother a wonderful...Cara lol.
Everything in my life it just chill now. I don't have to worry about things anymore, I'm trying to be more laid back about things, trying not to worry about things. I'm going to enjoy my last year of living in Jackson because I hopefully will never live here again. I'm so excited to move up to E.L. It's going to be so much fun, I'll be around Nick and Cara more, I'll be on my own making my own decisions/choices. I'll be going to school to do what I enjoy. I will probably like going to school, especially because I don't need to be there until 5:00 at night, I just have to work on a new sleeping schedule.

I'm kind of rambling, but oh well.

Last night was so so so much fun I'm happy that Courtney, Kasey and I actually decided to go over to Dale and Mikey's. We weren't going to because I was being a tad overdramatic about something, but that quickly came to a hault =) We watched a bunch of bad, romantic comedies, ate ice cream, threw sweethearts, fucked with Derek while he was sleeping and I met some of the coolest, nicest people ever. So I have a feeling that this is going to be good for me.
We stayed up until like 6:30 in the morning, we were going to get up and go back to my house and then fell asleep and didnt wake up until 9:30 haha. I'm surprised no one called to see where we were. lol.

Anyway to sum it all up, I'm happy where I am in life and where I'm going in life. I had fun last night with some of the best people that I know, and I am going to continue enjoying my time left in the town of Jackson, Michigan.

List 20 people you know in real life in no particular order


1. Kasey
2. Courtney
3. Amber
4. Lynsey
5. Ryan
6. Paul
7. Dale
8. Nick
9. Cara
10. Mikey
11. David
12. Blake
13. Josh
14. Beth
15. Kat
16. Troy
17. Levi
18. Adam
19. Tim D.
20. Shaelin



- How did you meet 13? 8th grade science is when he actually talked to me, lol.

- What would you do if you never met 5? Be miserable working at Lazaroff's, not had anyone to pick on me in World Cultures, never learn the many things that I've learned from him, and probably hate my life. =)

- What do u honestly think of 10? I love him, he's the biggest sweetheart I've ever met.

- Would or did 19 and 8 go out? I'm not sure, Nick may have a thing for Tim Dark. But he seems pretty happy with Cara.

- Have you ever liked 3? Of course, she's my friend.

- If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? She's really not a slut

- Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? Yes that would be so freaking adorable..I would enjoy it more then them probably.

- Do you think 12 is hot? haha, Blake is a different kind of good-looking.

- Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? FUCK NO

- What do you think when you see 8? Hey, that's my brother

- Tell me something humiliating about 11? He called me at midnight the morning before my birthday (the 27th) and left me a voice mail saying (and I quote) "Happy Birthday, Amanda. I really hope it is your birthday because if it's not I'm going to feel like a complete Jackass."

- Do you know any of 6`s family members? A few

- What's 20`s favorite color? I'd say pink, but I don't know for sure

- On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? 1-0

- What would you do if 4 just confessed their undying love for you? She already has, that's nothing new for us

- What language does 19 speak? English

- Who is 8 going out with? Cara

- Is 9 a boy or a girl? Girl

- Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? NO, Ew.

- When was the last time you talked to 12? Yesterday

- What is 3`s favorite band? Sublime

- Does 2 have any siblings? Yep, Kasey.

- Would you ever date 6? haha, no.

- Would you ever date 7? Maybe. . .

- Is 15 single? Last I checked she had sworn off relationships completely..I could be wrong though

- Would 14 and 19 make a good couple? I can see it, but I think Beth is happy with Brandon.

- What school does 16 go to? Western

- What school does 1 go to? Western

- Would you make out with 13? Nope

- Does 7 like 20? They don't know each other.

- Is 12 older than you? Nope

- Is 2 the sexiest person alive? OF COURSE SHE IS!

I'm bored and waiting to go to the tanner so I figured I'd give Kat something to do tomorrow =)

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IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, BITCHES!!!! FINALLY 18 =)

Last car ride: back home from taking Kasey home
Last kiss: A while ago
Last good cry: Awhile ago
Last library book checked out: The Catcher in the Rye...last year

Last movie seen: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Last beverage drank: Water
Last food consumed: Candy
Last crush: =) That's for Courtney, Kasey and I to know
Last phone call: Earlier today
Last time showered: Today
Last shoes worn: Etnies
Last cd played: Ashlee Simpson
Last item bought: Wendy's
Last annoyance: My mom
Last disappointment: Levi being a douche

Last time scolded: Today by mommy dearest

Last shirt worn: Plain green t-shirt
Last website visited: www.livejournal.com
Last word you said: See ya
Last song you sang: I Am Me-Ashlee Simpson
What is in your cd player?: Ashlee Simpson
What color socks are you wearing?: White
What color of underwear are you wearing?: Black
What's under your bed?: Nothing

What time did you wake up today?: 9:45




10 years ago:

1.I was 8 years old

2.I didn't have a care in the world

3.Lynsey was my best friend

4.My parents still liked each other

5.My dad was my hero


5 years ago:

1. Was easy as hell

2. I was in 7th grade

3. I wasn't friends with Courtney

4. I'm pretty sure I still liked James Mcnulty then, and Klay

5. I didn't mind waking up in the morning


1 year ago:

1. I was so happy, waiting to turn 17

2. I was loved someone

3. I hung out with Amber all the time

4. Probably the happiest I had ever been

5. Worst/Best year ever


Last Week:

1. Worked on my Econ project like crazt

2. Christmas Shopping

3. Worked

4. Worked

5. Went to Denny's and made a total and complete ass out of myself =D


Yesterday:

1. Went and saw The Family Stone with my mother

2. Hung out with Courtney

3. Went to my Kool-Aid's house

4. Watched Willy Wonka and Charlie

5. WATCHED AVRIL LAVIGNE VIDEOS!!!!!!!!!! YAY

I'm bored and maybe this is something Cara or Kat can do when their bored at career center/recovery =D

Appearance

[] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[x] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] have/I've had braces.
[] wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have/had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.


Family/Home Life

[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.


School/Work

[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[]I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[x] I've skipped school.


Embarrassment

[] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something (I glued a ring to my hand, does that count?)
[] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public

Health

[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[x] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (It wasn't that serious)
[x] I've had chicken pox.


Traveling

[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.



Experiences

[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding. (NOT good at it)


Relationships

[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now. (BRIANNA)
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I have feelings for someone who doesnt have them back.
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. (Not for long)


Sexuality

[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x]I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] I have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[] I've snuck out of my house
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've ran a red light
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick. (they taste good sometimes)
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.


Death and Suicide

[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone i know has committed suicide
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[] I've considered suicide

Materialism

[] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.


Political/Social Attitudes

[] In general, I don't like people.
[x] In general, I like people.
[] i'm a feminist
[x] I'm outgoing.
[] I listen to political music.
[] I'm Democratic.
[] I'm Republican.
[x] I'm liberal.
[] I'm religious.
[x] I dress modestly.


Random

[] I can sing well.
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[x] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate bugs.
[] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
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[x] My answers are totally honest


Well that was fun, now I'm going to bed. Goodnight.