Broken, this fragile thing now..

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im done with this journal.

i need some luvin'

i hate getting close to people.

Late New Year's Resolutions:

-Take things seriously when needed to be; don't blow things out of proportion.
-Don't take things seriously when it shouldnt be a big deal.
-Watch what I say and how I act + think of the consequences
-Concentrate on school + SATS
-Become more social and confident about myself [personality wise]
-Learn to express my feelings better
-Concentrate on the present, not the past or the future.
-Take more responsibility
-NOT MAKE A BIG DEAL WHEN IM NOT THE CENTER OF ATTENTION

stupid fucking christmas breaks...every fucking year i get sick and die.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

well this isnt going to be a long entry, but i gotta tell about last night and what i got for xmas!

yesterday marc came over for a lil to say hi to my family, but had to leave cuz he has family over. later on ali came over so we could exchange gifts. she got me playboy incense and some bubblebath foreplay crap. lol later on  i went to marcs house around 9:00 and i finally met his aunt and cousins!! ah i <3 his family. we exchanged presents, and his mom wound up getting me a lil sandal chain thing for my antena for my fone and an over shirt thing from abercrombie. their so cute i <3 her. oh and marc wound up getting me the Elf DVD!!! and he got me a silver box necklace with a heart with a diamond in it...by the way, he teased me by putting a bigger box over that box, and a bigger box over that, and so on and so forth....and yes everyone was watching me while i was opening it 2 lol but yes. i <333 it. im still wearing it :-P. later on we sat in front of the fireplace by ourselfs just holding each other. ahhh i love marc. but then i had to leave early, which im not gonan get into.

okay so today...i didnt get much cuz im getting contacts, but here it goes..
-clothes
-money
-Greenday + Switchfoot CDs
-rainbow toe socks!
-makeup
-chocolate covered cherriesssss
-jewelry

so yea thats what i got. nothing special. but whateverrr. at least i get my contacts :-D

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!!!!

wow let me tell you, yesterday was awesome! considering i woke up 45 minutes late cuz my parents forgot to wake me up, i felt mighty good! i got to school, i had lots of candy canes and chocolate. altho i had a stupid math and chem test..grr..during free me and kate exchanged, and i got Orgasm Pills. gee i love my friends. but she liked my gift, and we ate my cookies and candy canes and the aids made BBQ Chicken that was sooooo good!! in spanish we played pictionary. by the end of the day marc drove me home and we stayed there for a while. then we decided to go to his house, just in case we decided to hang out later, cuz...

Yesterday was Me + Marc's 4 Month!! :-D
So we got to his house and i ate some of his grandma's secret recipe cookies, which were to die for, then had some chicken, and then we layed down on the couch for a while bc i love laying down with him :) then his brothers attacked us and somehow we all wound up on the floor in the middle of the living room. Then we decided to go upstairs, and of course, marc kept on making fun of me, telling me i have a gotee, and he was tickling me, and he threw me off the bed. yea i have a nice bf right? lol then we went back downstairs and i helped his mom make the same exact cookies i made the night before cuz im cool like that. then we went out for pizza and marc made me carry the pizza out of the place and made me carry it in the car, and made me carry it inside the house. and then everyone bitched at me about how the cheeze was piled up on one slice *rolls eyes* but i got that slice :-P hehe. after eating we went back upstairs and just layed down cuz i had a headache, and apparently i fell asleep and was mumbling some crap about how i "didnt dissolve my pizza". yea. i gotta stop doing that.

today the fams's comin up, and tomorrow the fams comin up. but today alis comin 2 c me!! actually to give me 1/2 of my xmas present..but im happy i get to see my ali..even tho i saw her 2 days ago when we picked her up from school. and hopefully ill get to see marc tonight, cuz christmas wont be the same unless i see him either today or tomorrow. God I Love Him.

now SOMEONE COMMENT AND MAKE ME FEEL POPULAR

what a great day!

+2 hour delay
+A on my english essay
+C--> B- on my ss essay
+98 on my math quiz/ 83 on math test
+no rebo
+chicken nuggets
+i <3 my boyfriend.

I'm bored.

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