black wolf

I didn't notice because my love was blind...

. Fame on Fire .
. Without Me .
(Original : Halsey ft. Juice WRLD)

Found you when your heart was broke
I filled your cup until it overflowed
Took it so far to keep you close (keep you close)
I was afraid to leave you on your own
I said I'd catch you if you fall
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you could take advantage of me
Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there?
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (I don't know why, yeah yeah)
Gave love 'bout a hundred tries (hundred tries)
Just running from the demons in your mind
Then I took yours and made 'em mine (made 'em mine)
I didn't notice 'cause my love was blind
Said I'd catch you if you fall (fall)
And if they laugh, then fuck 'em all (all)
And then I got you off your knees
Put you right back on your feet
Just so you can take advantage of me
Tell me how's it feel sittin' up there?
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
Thinking you could live without me
Live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why, yeah
I'm sad inside but I know it's for the best, right?
You had to realize where you drew the line
I would cross the line a thousand times
You got what I need, bae, I need your spotlight
I love the lights, the social suicide
I refuse to die not by your side
So I'll take what I can from you then I
Can save the lucid dreams for another time
I still need it when you're not there
I know I should, I know I should
But, no, I don't care
I still need it when you're not there
This life's not fair
Took advantage of me
So tell me how's it feel sittin' up there?
Feeling so high but too far away to hold me
You know I'm the one who put you up there
Name in the sky
Does it ever get lonely?
Thinking you could live without me
Thinking you could live without me
Baby, I'm the one who put you up there
I don't know why (yeah, I don't know why)
black wolf

Don't leave any hope that you're ever coming back...

Definitely don't play games with my emotions... nobody knows how truly fragile my emotions are but me. "Don't leave any hope that you're ever coming back." Just, DON'T.

________

. Three Days Grace .
. Kill Me Fast .

I've tried
But I still can't read your mind
Wonder if there was a sign
That somehow slipped me by
If you're right at the edge or you found someone else
Let me know, oh
Tell me when it's over
Don't make me ask
Come a little closer
And break me like glass
If you're planning to go, just don't leave any hope
That you're ever coming back
Tell me when it's over
Kill me quick, kill me fast
I'll stay
Sleepin' in the bed we made
And I hope you know I'll wait
Never love no one again, not again
If you're just at the start and I'm still in the dark
Let me know, ooh
And just tell me when it's over
Don't make me ask
Come a little closer
And break me like glass
If you're planning to go, just don't leave any hope
That you're ever coming back
Tell me when it's over
Kill me quick, kill me fast
Go and take what you want
Was it me all along?
Yeah, I know, I know
But tell me when it's over
Don't make me ask
Come a little closer
And break me like glass
If you're planning to go, just don't leave any hope
That you're ever coming back
Tell me when it's over
Kill me quick, kill me fast
kill me quick, kill me fast
(Ah) kill me quick, kill me fast...
black wolf

Why do I stay in the middle? Why do I say just a little?

. Bad Omens .
. Left for Good .

I saw the mire of truth
A calling refused
The folly of youth (youth)
I saw the smoke in the room
The masses consumed
In spite of the fumes
But I stay, I've been falling for so long
Why do I stay in the middle?
Why do I say just a little?
Why do I reach from the other side
For all I've left for good?
Because I yearn for a way out
For the hurt, for a way down
For the worst, for the pain now
For all I've left for good
For all I've left for good
I saw the body infused
With gardens in bloom
The liars exhumed (exhumed)
I saw them claw their way through
The throat of the truth
And iron the wound
But I stay
Why do I stay in the middle?
Why do I say just a little?
Why do I reach from the other side
For all I've left for good?
Because I yearn for a way out
For the hurt, for a way down
For the worst, for the pain now
For all I've left for good
I won't be what you thought of me
So I'll leave with the honesty
The esteem of autonomy
Bitch, you owe me the apology
Yeah
Oh, motherfucker, you owe me an apology
Because I yearn for a way out
For the hurt, for a way down
For the worst, for the rain clouds
(For all I've left for good)
Why do I stay in the middle?
Why do I say just a little?
Why do I reach from the other side
For all I've left for good?
Because I yearn for a way out
For the hurt, for a way down
For the worst, for the pain now
For all I've left for good...
black wolf

In my head, all this pain...

. Palaye Royale .

. Broken .


In my head
All this pain and the words that I cannot say
At least I'm trying
I'm trying to be the man that you wanted to see

'Cause I'm tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But you say I'm not worth it to you
So why are you worth it to me?

Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been

You break my heart 'cause you're never home
Always with your friends, always on your phone
I try so hard, but you're just playing games
I needed you tonight, but you got high again

But I'm tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But you see, I'm not worth it to you
So why are you worth it to me?

Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been
Heartbreaks and mistakes with no change
How did we become this way?
Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been

The nights are long, and the days won't end
No more love between us, let's not pretend
You're going out and you're dressing down
It's so typical, like you're someone else
You're someone else

'Cause I'm tired and I'm hurt
And I always try to put you first
But I see I'm not broken like you
And you are not broken like me

Broken, broken, broken
You know that we've always been
Broken, broken, broken
You know that we've always been
Heartbreaks and mistakes with no change
How did we become this way?
Broken, broken, broken
You know that I've always been...

black wolf

Hurt you for no reason...

The moment someone told me they'd been listening to this song because it reminded them of me... I was called out, a bit shocked, and became a Maggie Lindemann all at once. I also never changed... and now that person is gone from this world. I'm still a dumb bitch. No, maybe I could not have stopped them. I could have absolutely been nicer, though, couldn't I? I will never forgive myself for this. And, their exit was by their own hands, as well. If that wasn't heavily implied.


. Maggie Lindemann .

. Self-Sabotage .

I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I'm stuck in my ways, I can't win my own game
If it's meant to be, then I'll throw it away, oh

Hurt you for no reason, I won't call you back
And I'll break you into pieces so I don't get attached
Get so caught up in my feelings, float until we crash
And we're runnin' out of gas, I was hopin' we could last, but

I start to fall, then I cave
And I push you away
You could call it self-sabotage
I love to dig my own grave
Somethin' wrong with my brain
You could call it self-sabotage
It's a self-fulfillin' prophecy
I know I'm gonna fuck it up with you and me
Shit's never goin' my way
Now I'm drownin' in blame
You could call it self-sabotage

I'm hard to love, this girl is a gun
I'm killin' 'em softly, one by one
So fill up your lungs, yeah, you better run, oh

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black wolf

I'm never alone, I'm alone all the time...

Reminiscing about days of living on toxic relationships... I'm a bit more mellow now, but I still do better if someone is just a little bit more fiery than I am. That goes for anyone in my life. Friends, relationships, etc. If I don't feel you can challenge me on some level, why should I bother?


. Bush .

. Glycerine .

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black wolf

So predictable...

. Good Charlotte .

. Predictable .

Something isn't right
I can feel it again, feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting

Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still
I don't know why I let you in

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
(something's always wrong)

So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
You're so predictable
(so predictable)

So take your empty words,
Your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause
I am done with this

I can give it away, give it away
I'm doing everything I should've
And now I'm making the change
I'm living the day

I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
(something's going wrong)

So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
You're so predictable
(so predictable)

Everywhere I go, everyone I meet
Everytime I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold?

Why I'm so hard inside?
Why am I scared? what am I afraid of?
I don't even know
This story never had an end

I've been waiting, I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You are never coming back, never, never....

I knew it all along
You're so predictable
I knew something would go wrong
(something's always wrong)

So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable
(so predictable)

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black wolf

There's a sting in the way you kiss me...

May the Fourth
be With (bewitch?) You!

Ghost
. Dance Macabre .

You'll soon be hearing the chime
Close to midnight
If I could turn back the time
I'd make all right
How could it end like this?
There's a sting in the way you kiss me
Something within your eyes
Said it could be the last time
'Fore it's over
Just wanna be
Wanna bewitch you in the moonlight
Just wanna be
I wanna bewitch you all night
It keeps on giving me chills
But I know now
I feel the closer we get
To the last bow
I don't wanna end like this (Cataclysm)
But the sting in the way you kiss me (Armageddon)
Something within your eyes
Said it could be the last time
'Fore it's over
Just wanna be
Wanna bewitch you in the moonlight
Just wanna be
I wanna bewitch you all night
Just wanna be
I wanna bewitch you one last time in the ancient rite
Just wanna be
I wanna bewitch you all night
Just wanna be
Wanna bewitch you in the moonlight
Just wanna be
Wanna bewitch you all night
Just wanna be
Wanna bewitch you in the moonlight
Just wanna be
I wanna bewitch you all night
All right...
black wolf

But I cannot hope to give you what I cannot give myself...

. Sleep Token .
. DYWTYLM .

Do you roll with the waves?
Or do you duck into deep blue safety?
Is it always the same?
Do you wish that you loved me?
Do you pull at the chains?
Or do you push into constant aching?
Each and every day
Do you wish that you loved me?
Is there something you give
That you will never receive in return?
Do you know what it is?
Do you wish that you loved me?
And are you trying to live
Like everything is a lesson to learn?
Can you ever forgive (yourself)?
Do you wish that you loved me?
And my reflection just won't smile back at me like I know it should
And I would turn into a stranger in an instant if I could
And there is something eating me alive, I don't know what it is
Maybe not that you conceal your feelings, they just don't exist
Do you ever believe
That we can turn into different people?
It's getting harder to be (myself)
Do you wish that you loved me?
Could we ever release?
Is it better to just not feel?
Can we hit delete?
Do you wish that you loved me?
And it's been so long that I'm forgetting what it feels like
But I'd rather not remind myself and leave it all behind
And I've tried so hard to fix it all, but nothing seems to help
But I cannot hope to give you what I cannot give myself
Do you wish that you loved me? (Smile back)
Do you wish that you loved me? (At me)
Do you wish that you loved me? Oh, whoa
Do you wish that you loved me? (Please)
Do you wish that you loved me? (Smile back)
Do you wish that you loved me? (At me)
Do you wish that you loved me? Oh, whoa
Do you wish that you loved me?
black wolf

Don't mourn for me...

. Avenged Sevenfold .
. I Won't See You Tonight Pt. 1 .

Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
I've made the change
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for and loved
Building up inside of me
A place so dark, so cold
I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles called my name
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow sank deep inside my blood
All the ones around me, I cared for and most of all I loved
But I can't see myself that way, please don't forget me
Or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone
Please don't follow me tonight
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight...