And so on.

I'm by myself all the time, lost often, confused every second, and poor beyond belief. I've been taken advantage of God knows how many times, and been forced to make decisions at the drop of a dime that have been completely life altering. I've been degraded, humiliated, drugged, and terrified beyond belief. In short, I've been stripped bare and smacked the fuck around by life. I'm bloody, bruised and broken.

And life could not be better. I'm heightened. What a relief. This is what it's all about.

Love you guys.