Got home and just got hit by apathy like i had just been struck by lightning.
I hate feeling apathetic, makes me wanna puke.
Dont want to go into town tomorrow. Dont want anything. Dont want to do anything. Dont really wanna gf at the moment, caus i am worrying my ass off that she is just gunna cheat on meh loads again. want to cry. want to boke.
An shawnee, dont say im fucking attention seeking, caus aye there is stuff wrong in my life, just as much so as yours, everyone has fucking problems/shite hings in their life. Fucking open your eyes.
and so she wakes up in time to break down she left a note up on the dresser and she's right on time you don't know anything right or wrong i said i know and she said so i want to panic but i've had it so i go you don't owe anything to anyone
but don't take your life because it's all that you've got you'd be better off just up and leaving if you don't think they will stop
and when you wake up everything is going to be fine i guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in well don't it's not your time
looking through the paper today looking for a specific page don't want to find her full name followed by dates because when i left her alone she made a sound, like a moan "you're known by everyone for everything you've done" fuck buying flowers for graves i'd rather buy you a one way non-stop to anywhere find anyone do anything forget and start again, love she said she won't go and that's that it hurts too much to stand by you've got to stop and draw a line and everyone here has to choose a side tonight the moment of truth is haunting you don't forget your family regardless of what you choose to do you can't decide and they're screaming "why won't you?" i'll start the engine but i can't take this ride for you i'll draw the bath and i'll load your gun but i hope so bad that you bathe and hunt
annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow) annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me) annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me) annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)
and when you wake up everything is going to be fine i guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in well don't it's not your time
annie says she wouldn't mind if they never find a cure for all her problems (her problems) annie says as long as she has someone near to make it clear she does not need to solve them (solve them) "oh, this loneliness is killing me it's filling me with anger and resentment (resentment) i'm turning into someone that i never thought i'd have to be again"
and when you wake up everything is going to be fine i guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in well don't it's not your time
annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow (tomorrow) annie says "the saddest day i came acrosss was when i learned that life goes on without me" (without me) annie says "if everyone has someone else, then i ain't got nobody's love to save me" (save me) annie says "i think i'll pass away tonight, because it seems i'll never get it right if it's just me" (just me)
and when you wake up everything is going to be fine i guarantee that you wake up in a better place and in a better time so you're tired of living and you feel like you might give in well don't it's not your time
and even if it was i wouldn't let you go you could run run run run but i will follow close someday you will say "that's it, that's all" but i'll be waiting there with open arms to break your fall i know that you think that you're on your own but just know that i'm here and i'll lead you home if you let me she said "forget me" but i can't
Current Music
Streetlightr Manifesto - A Better Place, A Better Time
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right your going out with someone and they just want to be with their friends aw the time and dont want to be only with you, when the other person is pure trying his hardest to keep her.
Who's fault would that be if they broke up.?
COMMENT ON THAT ONE PLEASE
Caus im being told that the one trying to have some time alone with her is in the wrong.
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