daryl

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So Page came over today and we took like an hour long walk and stuff, just talking. Got honked at twice... ? And I'm serious, those drivers could have hit us like a zillion times. But it was good to like finally be able to talk and see whats up and everything. It still isn't the same as it was before, but it's a start, and that's what matters. There's something wrong with me. I don't open up to people and tell them what's really on my mind. I don't know why. I trust people, I do, but for some reason, I just keep it inside. I feel like someone would have to beat it all out of me to get my true feelings out in the open. Is this a bad thing? It isn't like I'm being eaten alive or anything, but it's just that when I'm sitting around, I feel like telling someone, but I can't.

And I don't want to write it here. I don't feel comfortable just letting anybody see it or hear it. If I were to open up, I'd only open up for a select few.

I feel sick to my stomach.

It's all rainy and dreary outside. Hopefully tomorrow will be sunny and beautiful. I don't like rainy days anymore. I don't know. I'm in a very weird mood right now.

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daryl

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SO... I'm pretty sure I flunked that math test... Isn't that fabulous? ... But I'm also pretty sure I tore up my American Lit test, which isn't surprising. I'm an ace at that stuff. I've been so preoccupied lately. I need to get my head in the game again, so I can concentrate on my school. I'm taking the SAT in June. Man... I hope I don't flunk that. I don't want to have to take it again, and I am trying to get a good score so I don't have to pay all that money to get into Freed. Ryan Manning got in for free... and it's a private college and everything so it's expensive. Besides, he's like a genius.

Well, Whitney and I have decided that we're going to start a band. We're going to learn instruments. I'm going to try my hand at rhythm guitar, because lead... no. Whitney is going to play bass, if her parents let her get one (which is probably a no), but her brother Nick works in Winder at Loco's, so I think she could probably come up here with him sometime and play our bass, if her parents will let her. Of course, that will mean she'd have to bring her schooling here, and I'm not sure we'd get much school done... haha. Marshal is going to play drums for us, once he learns. I don't know if he knows that or not, but he is.

And we're going to be famous. It doesn't matter what music we play. It'll be cool because it's us. It's hard to choose, too, because we like such a variety of music. I mean... my two favorite bands are Avenged Sevenfold and Eisley. They are NOTHING alike.

Wow, what an update, you know? Look how much I had to say.

I'll post some pictures later and stuff... so you can see what I've been up to. Okay, they'll probably just be Exposure pictures, but they're pictures, so deal. :] I even have one or two of Bree...!
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I haven't updated in quite a while. So... I guess I owe you some info on what has happened since last update.

October - Saw Avenged Sevenfold live in Atlanta, which was quite amazing... I have pictures somewhere... on my myspace, if you want to see them. myspace.com/ps_x_bang

November - Turned 17.. along with like 5 of my friends, so yay us.

December - Exposure, which was the best year yet. I had so much fun!

And Monday was Mom's birthday.

So.. Happy New Years, a few days late!



(Sorry it's so quick, but I actually have to study for a stupid math test... yuck. One more year of school. One more. After this semester. And then off to a bigger, harder school.)

(I was listening to this song last night, and I actually started to cry. How dumb is that? Awesome song, though.)
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daryl

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A story. I wrote it this afternoon. You can find your own meaning to it, if you wish. I don't think it should have just one meaning, a universal meaning for every single person. So... let it take your personality.

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    The Wedding Song // Corpse Bride
daryl

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Yeah so I wish that gas prices would stop rocketing... it's really making it hard to live with my mom. Seriously, she is freaking out... ugh. And all this may end up bad on my part too, because if she's freaking out about conserving gas, she might not let me go to the Avenged Sevenfold concert, and that really would suck.

Tomorrow I'm going to be going to the movies to see Corpse Bride with Brandyn, Michelle, Whitney, and Marshal. Sooo fun! <3 Can't wait.

All of you who are in the play this weekend: break a leg! <3

I'm exhausted, by the way.
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    C-C-C-Cinnamon Lips // OK Go
daryl

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Yo.

99x played Avenged Sevenfold's "Bat Country" last night at like... 12:30am. I never listen to the radio, but I was talking to Marshal on AIM and he was like guess who's on the radio, and it was Incubus, and then I just kept listening and Red Hot Chili Peppers came on, and then right before he left he said "Guess who's playing?" And I checked and I was all "NO WAY!" It was amazing. Hahaha. That is the first time I have ever heard Avenged Sevenfold on the radio. 99x is way cool.

Yeah, it feels great to have a best friend again.
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daryl

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So I leave in a little while. I'll be back around 7:30pm Sunday if all goes as planned. I'm excited. Not much has been going on lately, though. Cleaning, packing, you know. This morning I got up on my own before 9. It's insanity, I know! But I am all ready to go. I'm watching the video for Avenged Sevenfold's "Bat Country." Man that is one awesome video. They are so talented. Wow.

Anyways, blah blah blah, and stuff. I will take pictures. Oh! Hahaha, this makes me laugh. I was talking to Phaladone online last night and like it was really really late, and we talked for about an hour before I said something like "durrrr Kristen" and he got really confused. Well, it turned out that he had been thinking the whole time that I was Ryan! Hahaha. I mean, really, he was way off, y'know? "novioforu" vs. "zvengeancexx"... I dunno... poor Phaladone. It was so late. Anyways... oh yeah, I don't know iffen I informed you guys, but that is my screenname. "ZVengeancexx". So, feel free to IM me.

I found a shirt online that I want. Avenged Sevenfold. It's cool.

Uhhh... I guess I better feed my rabbit sometime before I go. And pack my curling iron (which I only use to straighten my hair....). So, I guess I'll talk to you guys later, Sunday or Monday, depending on how tired I am when we get back. <3
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    Bat Country // A7X