Crystal

I rarely even use this thing anymore. but i've missed you live journal. deeply.
we use to be great friends, what happened? a lot.
let's start by saying. I wish I knew then what I know now. Life is amazing when you just let things happen the way they are meant to happen. to breathe a not forced breath. to inhale and actually feel the cool oxygen fill your lungs and then release (and repeat) Life is so beautiful. and I cherish everyday I have with the people I love. Too many people have died, or moved away, or completely changed into human beings I no longer recognize. or at least i think they are still human. anyways, life has been this crazy ride that i have sometimes enjoyed. but all in all everything has been worth the tears or pain that didn't make life so shiny and new, but old and ridged. so live journal.. this is to you. thank you for helping me in high school release a lot of emo-ness and helped me lurk on my friends. I have facebook now and it's much easier to lurk on what their doing. but you will always be my first...ish.. xanga was. but who's counting ACTUAL firsts. hahaha
that was silly.
sorry,
anyways, i will update you whenever i feel inspired.


the always blabbing<3,
crystal

wow livejournal is really different..than it used to be..like back in the day when people actually cared about livejournal.. hmm..

i think no one really cares about what people have to say or how emo their entrys can get. Now people care about myspace and how many comment they get on their pictures or if someone replies to their message about mindless crap.


ramblingramblingrambling


ANYWAYS.. im getting back into the livejournal swing of things..



does anyone really update anymore?

COMMENTCOMMENTCOMMENT :p

ruff ruff ruff
im happy.
gobble gobble and baaaaaaahhhhh.
so i have this cool AMAZING boyfriend named Evan Alexander Adamson. I think he is updating his livejournal too.

yup we were old-schoooool livejournal losers and we're back. for right now at least, prolly never again =( =( =(

im a dumb fgt.


for
   real.
=)

Evan rocks my world.

The end.

;laskdjfds my body is so hot right now.
and
im dead.
and ruff ruff!
and
a;lksdjf;laskjdf;lskadfj



i want to lick you evan.

Tell me again about those better days.
This silence hurts me more than anything you could say.


I finally figured out that you’re not coming back
and I'm not going anywhere. 

i havent updated in a long time...

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five
I feel drunk but I'm sober
I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless
I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be quite alright
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette
And what it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving the peace sign
I'm free but I'm focused
I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing
I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano
And what it all comes down to my friends
Is that everything's just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Flirtiness - 87.5% 2. Appearance - 75% 3. Sense of Humor - 71.4% 4. Financial Situation - 69.2% 5. Friendliness - 68.8%	1. Insecurity - 61.5% 2. Vanity - 58.3%

Dating Strengths Explained
Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities. Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities. Sense of Humor - Guys are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid guys who are only interested in your money. Friendliness - Your friendliness makes you approachable and fun to be around. A wide circle of friends also works to your advantage on the dating scene.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Insecurity - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating. Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial.
Take This Dating Quiz

Well lately things have been crazzzy!

on thanksgiving night my house flooded cos of a busted pipe.. ahh and now i'm living with denise =) which is pretty awesome.. and we havent fought... YET. haha

over this break i've gotten to hang out with a lot of people.. like denise, NICK, tom, matt and a lot of others.. it was pretty amazing and really funnn =)

I'm nott really sure when I'll be back at my house tho.. which sucks like whoa.. cos there really is NO PLACE like home.. EXCEPT.. my 2nd home.. hehe which is where i am now.
all the carpet in my house was ripped out.. the only room that wasnt hurt by the flood was my room and my carpet is still there which is awesome.. cos my room OWNS. and its been proven.

well i'm going to go.. i've got things to do ya know?

xox

I'm sitting here eating chocolate chunk brownies that i made around midnight yesterday... thinking about some things.. i really wish there was an anwser to really hard life problems.. but i guess if there were..  everything would be so easy.. and it wouldnt be life.. ya know?

geeze. i'm pretty sure that i'm super confused about a lot of stuff right now.. but i guess i'll just let things happen and now be so scared to let them happen like i've been doing.. i'll just go with the flow.. ya know.. haha.. anyways...

i hope this week off a school gets better cos if i'm bored the whole time.. i swear.. that i... i have no idea. ahhh..

anyways i'm out..

loooooooooove.

btw this song reminds me of someone....

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