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for as long as you guys are gone, my eyes will be filled with tears and my brain with thoughts of you. even if its nothing, and you both come back and go to sleep in your warm safe beds, i'll be thinking about you. so many memories and so many lessons learned keep me strong in the face of all this shit, but the thought of loosing either of you is like a kick in the stomach.
its amazing how one minute your life can be so perfect, with friends that love you and family that would do anything for you and all the fun, wind blowing through your hair, chainsmoking cigarettes and talking about sex, watching stupid moives and hanging out, and then the next minute it all comes crashing down. lights flashing and people crying, i cant belive you ran to me. in a way it gives me a sense of pride, knowing that you trusted me enough to run here. the loss of sleep and abundance of tears was worth it, getting to hug you one more time. getting to tuck you in with a kiss on the cheek as you slept on my couch.
jillian leigh bowman and zachary joseph rath - you are my world. when and if you are gone, everything will stop spinning and be suspended in time. no matter what, you can always come to me. and when you get back, i'll be right here waiting for you.
hail mary, full of grace, the lord is with thee. blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, jesus. holy mary mother of god, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. amen.
its amazing how one minute your life can be so perfect, with friends that love you and family that would do anything for you and all the fun, wind blowing through your hair, chainsmoking cigarettes and talking about sex, watching stupid moives and hanging out, and then the next minute it all comes crashing down. lights flashing and people crying, i cant belive you ran to me. in a way it gives me a sense of pride, knowing that you trusted me enough to run here. the loss of sleep and abundance of tears was worth it, getting to hug you one more time. getting to tuck you in with a kiss on the cheek as you slept on my couch.
jillian leigh bowman and zachary joseph rath - you are my world. when and if you are gone, everything will stop spinning and be suspended in time. no matter what, you can always come to me. and when you get back, i'll be right here waiting for you.
hail mary, full of grace, the lord is with thee. blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, jesus. holy mary mother of god, pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death. amen.