From the moment that you entered my life

Long time no update..So I set a notebook on fire at school. I got caught...No shit. I have to appear in court for charges of Arson... I am suspended until I got to orenation for Bill Duncin....something or another school. So as of right now...Life is good.

Hi

What the hell is up with everyone
They've all gone like...
pholosiser emo WEIRDOS!
God damn I am soo freakin
happy I dont hang out with you
losers anymore!
You've all changed!
Its pathetic!
You all complain about
every bad thing you can
think of!
Why dont you think
about every good thing
that happens to you
and be proud yourself
dont have it as bad as
as everyone who lives
in a fuckin 3rd world
country, or the people
in Asia with the Bird Flu
Or the peopel in New Orlenes
With the hurricane and
no place to go.
Get a fuckin life!

ohhh
I forgot Halloween
Nothing BUT THIS HAPPEND
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We were going trick-or-treating
We see our friend Alex(SHE is a whore)
In the back seat of a fucknig truck
with her ex boyfriends best friend havin
sex
And her and her boyfriend broke
up not but 2 minutes before it that

And if thats not a whore I dont know what is

So as of right now
I couldnt feel more
shity if I tried
"I feel as empty as
the lungs of those,
still waiting to
come into this world."
That pretty much explains it

I must say these past
few weeks are
freakin the HELL
out of me!!
I just see so many
couples now and
damnit I'm all sad
Because its been so long
sense I have actually been
with someone

I do like this one girl
She sooooo beautiful
I dont think she even
knows I exist. I am
waaaay to afraid to talk to
her though. And the
really suckie part is
She is this thing called
a a"mormen" I dont think
thats how you spell it
well anyways it is a
religion that doesnt
allow you to date
till you are 16
and is all about
pre-material sex being
evil...But I dont think
I want to date her right
now. Ijust really really
really really really really
really really really really
want to meet her and get
to know her.
But....damnit I am to afraid
But on a better...
Well no actually not better ha

Um... I am a dumbass

I'm sorry forget everything I say
to you, because no matter what
I say how hard I try nothing
I do will make a diffrence
I would do anything ANYTHING for you
know that..because thats just
how much of a fucking loser I am
just....UGH I am glad you are happy
But here is a hint incase we ever
talk again
Whenever I say I am "happy" or
"happy for you", I'm lying.
I am truly happy for you
But it fucking kills me.
I'm sorry your the one it had to be
I wish I didnt think about you so
much either.
But like I've said to so many
people somany times before "you
can NOT control your feelings"

My eyes look all around, but all they can focus on is you, for in you
I find me. Farewell my friend, your time has come. And never will I be
able to tell you "I love you" again....

Guess whos got a date
to the prom with a
FUCKING 11TH GRADER!!!Thats right..
I am on fire!!!

So long time no update
Latley I have been going to
a shit loadof shows
for FUCKIN FREE BITCHA!!
Friday I went to a meet
that lasted started at about
..8:00 in the morning
(The one day we dont have school
I have to get up as early)
And it ended at about 3:00
Because it was like
regionals...so yeah
I CAME IN 2NDout of like....7
..Thats always radical!
...Then went toa show at
the S.P.O.T (Skate Park Of Tampa)
It was awesome It took us 13 fuckin minutes
to get from A McDonalds in the center
of Ybor All the wayto my friend Zacks house
Who lives in Mulberry!! That..is crazy!
Saturday I did noothing....
And Sunday
I went to the mall with
Liz, Becca, and Justin
It was radical but not all that much
I didnt get to spend as much
time as I wished with them

Well..Amber burnt me the old Underoath CDs
They are fuckin great...ohhh yeah


And just for last-times-sake

I HAVE A DATE TO THE P-R-O-M
WITH AN 11TH GRADER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am I a monster when I sink my teeth into her
when I don't love her
no, I don't love you
forgive me darling, but love has nothing to do with this
it has nothing to do with how I can't stop
until I get what I want from you




I like these lyrics

So show tonight
Totally awesome!
Iwent with Chris
and Joel.
I met a chick
Her name is
Alise I believe
She isnt my "girlfriend"
We are just.....AHEM!
Friends....shall we say.
She was awesome. It felt
good being with someone
After getting out of
the relationship with Jordane
(not that it was bad, it
just felt good to hold someone)
ANYWAY!
I saw my coah Britt(SP)
He is totally awesome!
Itried to get a picture
of that fucker! but he left
I will..get that fuckin
condom Monday
So. I saw Unkempt(Stannlys band)
They were amazing
Stanly is so fucking awesome at bass

I dont want to update right now
So I will do it tomorrow

Sorry I tred to put it in a LJ Cut but the stupid fucker wouldnt work This one reminds me of the one Liz has