hmm so i have been having an affair with myspace and xanga...i'm sorry LJ i have been cheating on you. but it's so hard to write about my day a billion times. hmm well uhh i don't feel like doing it right now. so if you wanna know you're going to have to wait. i have an orthodonist appointment today. and check out my myspace.. i don't even know what my url is but its something .com/ jessicawearssocks same with xanga jessicawearssocks...because guess what?! i do. most of the time. i wear socks
Wow so tis been awhile since i've written(wrote? writted?) in here.
*Sweet penelope is dead. but boy was she yummy. ha..never thought a sentence like that would come outta my mouth did ya? *tomorrow im going over gena's then going tanning! wow i've never been obviously so that should be fun just cuz it's a new experience *then after that her mom is dropping me off at the lettie dent fields at around 7:30 so i can go to diana's soccer game and we're all gonna go on an adventure through the nature trail before the game.then watch the game AND AFTER THAT! picnic time.! yessss!!!! i'm excited *but in school tomorrow i have a chemistry test that i really need to get an awesome grade on...so i should go study..which i will after im done. *umm i just finished cleaning and stuff so i can go everywhere tomorrow and so i can maybe get some funds. *tim's prom is this saturday..that's exciting...and he graduates in less than 2 weeks. *i have talked on the phone more in the last 2 and a half hours then i have in awhile..hmm soo many people i talked to! crazyness...i must admit i love the chaos though. *i'm officially happy jessie..(no faking)..again. ha i love happy jessie.i feel so much better about everything when im not depressed or upset jessie. *HMMM...so i have been listening to the new cds diana made me..like crazy! i love themdiana!!!!!! thank you soooo much! *oh! my uncle matt adopted madisyn.! that is very exciting...if u want the full scoop i'll tell you in school but i know he has to be very happy about it which makes me happy. *i think i'm done updating cuz i have to study for chem and finish math hw. what a busy last couple days chow. *jess
Well, it was Friday the 13th yesterday..and suprisingly i was having a really good day till the end of the school day :(
i hate being mad at people when i'm really not mad at them at all.it sucks. so anyways i got home and thought of a brilliant plan. but it ended up taking a different turn....So anyways, me faith and dustin went to burger king for dinner. i drove there and these cars got really mad at me cuz i wouldn't go through an intersection when cars were coming.SO. there was this paper statue of some star wars guy...and he kept making these noises that sounded like someone like really bad asthma hahaha.
So then me and dustin went to food lion to get diana a poster and a present, we threw the marker around in the aisle for a little bit then looked around for a good gift. and guess what it was?! A PINEAPPLE. yeah. its the best present ever. we even put a bow on it. haha
So then we went to lettie dent for diana's soccer game and made the poster. on one side it said GO DIANA! and on the other side it said, WE'RE HERE FOR MELANIE, ERIC, & YOUR KID! haha cuz diana didn't want us to come. sorry diana....i didn't know u Absolutely didn't want us to come. my mistake. anyways then we walked through this nature trail and ran back to the soccer fields. then we saw diana! and she looked horrified lol..umm so yeah. then we watched the game and afterwards...the two coaches were arguing..and i was like come on guys let's be adults about this...but i don't think they heard me...even if they did they probably wouldn't have taken me seriously cuz i was wearing a burger king hat and my strawberry glasses. ha.
So that Was our adventure. Very Fun. I'm glad i got to get out this weekend, it cheered me up :)
john,david and frank were lost in the forest and captured by cannibals.The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could live if they passed a trial.The first step of the trial was 2 go 2 the forest & get 10 pieces of the same kindof fruit.All 3 men went their seperate ways 2 gather fruit.John came back & and said to the king,"i brought 10 apples"The king explained the trial to him, "u have to shove the fruit up ur butt without any expression on ur face,or u'll be eaten" The first apple went in,but on the 2nd one he winced out in pain,so he was killed.David arrived& showed the king ten berries.When the king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that should be easy. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..& on the 9thberry he burst into laughter & was killed.John & David met in heaven.John asked"y did u laugh,u almost got away with it!" David replied"I couldn't help it I looked up & saw Frank coming bac with pineapples"
*"If you can count your money, you don't have a billion dollars."
*"I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work."
*"If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't,they never were."
*"Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment."
*"Never frown, You never know who is falling in love with your smile"
*"A man sees in the world what he carries in his heart."
*"You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him."
*"To love and win is the best thing. To love and lose, the next best."
*"Love is patient; love is kind; it does not envy; it does not boast; it is not proud. It is not rude; it is not self-seeking; it is not easily angered; it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
*"And in the end it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years."
let's seee. so its the end of the school/work week, and four days till my birthday. this week was so weird. i was sorta in a bad mood half of it and i have no idea why. i have absolutely no reason to be in a bad mood. but now im in a better mood as well as all today i was in a great mood. so i want some orange soda. and i looked on this website from a bulletin faith posted on her myspace...it creates a saying with your name in it and i typed in all three, jessie jessica and jess so here they are they are sorta weird: You Can Really Taste The Jessie! It Does Exactly What It Says On The Jessica. Snap into a Jess!
uh huh. and i was so bored i made another promotion poster for the new community im in ::happy face:: yep. so it turns out im doing absolutely nothing this weekend which sucks cuz its the weekend before my birthday :( maybe i'll figure something out..hopefully anyways. *later gators* jess
::Sigh:: 8 days till my birthday. Mom's this weekend was eh.even though i only had to be there for 1 day i guess you could say it felt like forever. ive changed my mind about telling her i'm not coming over. i figure i'm not really emotionally ready to not see her for that long amount of time. cuz i know it would take her more than a month to change...and since i don't really have a strong backing from dad's house right now..i can't exactly deal with it. although id like to. SIGH. why does everything have to be so complicated. its so much easier when people actually talk to you in your own house. oh well. i don't know what i wanna do for my birthday yet. depends on if anyone is talking to me by then. otherwise its gonna be a sucky birthday family wise. if you haven't noticed im being pessimistic.and i don't really care. i feel so blah. my grades ive noticed are pretty bad..especially chemistry..UGH and thats without the zero from the lab. which means im in way over my head for this marking period..im gonna have to get REALLY good grades on everything from now till awhile... Well if i do do anything for my birthday...it will probably be on the 6th since diana can maybe make it then..yep..and that way i will get out of another friday with my mom...maybe i can do it that saturday..i don't know.. i'm thinking about bowling but im not sure..someone mentioned iceskating but im horrible at that.HMM. bowling sounds peachy. i have no clue on how to go though..like where any bowling alleys are or anything. guess ill have to ask someone. ive realized i have a lot of awkwardness in my life..i don't know what it is..i guess i just attract awkward moments and silences and things. it's weird. i wonder whats for dinner tonight. i want some orange soda.and some chinese food. a lot of people have birthdays in may diana pointed out today..ive never really thought about it but i have seen more and more people walking around with balloons. mother's day is coming up quickly..its the eighth...and im not sure whether to get my mom something or not..hmm. ill have to think on that.. i already got karen something. i think she'll like it. if we're talking by then. lalalalla..im really bored and this is a long entry isn't it? yes it is. hmm. i wonder if we are doing anything this weekend..i don't have plans on saturday anymore. darn. maybe i should go to the mall. and get myself something for my big 16..i don't know...considering i only have 20 dollars thats probably not an option. i need a JOB. badly. and diana i was way late going that way after 7th period..so if u went that way i am sorry. BUT i did write in the notebook..i just was too late to give it to u. bah. i think this is the longest entry i have ever wrote(written?) so i might as well stop.
Well I haven't updated in awhile so I guess I'll do that. Hm...So Myrtle Beach was cool..the "resort" was more like a hotel..with carpet on the walls in the hallway lol..? But it was fun. its officially 13 days till my birthday.. I don't wanna Grow up! Sweet Sixteen is SO BIG! What am i going to do?!..Hm. I was thinking a movie and maybe iceskating or bowling?. I Don't have any clue so i guess i better find out quickly. UGH so much make-up work to do. I have to go to mom's this weekend..but i don't have to go on Friday hopefully cuz i have plans with Jake. yay...saved from yet another day with mom. Speaking of Jake...1 month on saturday..Wow..and people still don't know about it...it's great lol Dad thinks he's Amish..? i don't know why..I mean this is St. Mary's County..EVERYONE lives on a farm.
Yeah so anyways... Karen doesn't seem to be talking to me..neither does Dad..but it's worse when karen doesn't cuz i tell her A LOT.and when she doesn't talk to me it's like im losing a friend and a "mom" i guess you could say all at the same time..and it sucks...she's the most stable mother figure i have right now basically..::Sigh:: oh well enough pity party..
I'm so glad its starting to get warm...It reminds me of Summer which means good things..But bad things too. Let's start with the good: *Job=Money=Car *Get my braces off *SUN! *Beach! *POOL! *Sleeping in late and staying up late Ok bad things: *Job requires time...and not being in control of when i have free time *Sunburn *i'll miss my friends *seniors r gone *juniors r seniors *juniors who are now seniors will be leaving next school year *free time= more chores *Summer homework..especially with all these AP classes coming up Yes. so i hope summer doesn't come too soon...but not too slow either.
SOO.. today was eventful..and guess whos still crying and screaming?>.. Yep. im starting to hate this. So i missed the bus this morning cuz some genious decided to change the clocks or something. Yesterday was the first tball practice. It went pretty well. Aw I was helping this one kid put on the catcher equipment guard stuff? and he was like "oh my dad has to wear these [Knee pads] cuz he's a vampire." HAHA aw little kids are so cute....well most of them anyways....in case u don't understand little kids vampire=umpire. I am so saddened..we aren't going to make it to the popey's funeral::tear::
LOL today at lunch i found my calling! i can speak RUssian! Vyes Vyes i can. but then in math they said it was greek..watever same difference..theyre all foreign anyways..SIKE just kidding thats an ignorant comment.
I will be at Myrtle Beach exactly a week from now woopdeedoo. Im gonna miss having lunch with you guys diana. Whos going to the faculty-student game tommorow?!?! ANd the mixer?! come people come!
watever complacent means?
contemplative
sickiness feeling
cranky