Love doesn't break hearts.

TEN IS MY DOCTOR

• Boyfriend and I broke up. It was pretty mutual, but it still sucks. This happened like three days ago. We still live together. Ex is already meeting girls on Tinder and bringing them to my house. Yay.


• I've been sneaking cigarettes because I'm so stressed. I was sneaking a cigarette at work and it was pouring rain. I ran from my shelter to the door of the office and I tripped on my own feet, landed in a puddle and ripped up my hip real bad. It's still kind of bleeding days later.


• The campground I booked for next weekend is flooded and my reservation got canceled. So I have to make alternative plans, and it fucking blows.


• I wrote up the story about how my best friend and I almost died in the desert last summer. I think it's good.


• I bought five books, makeup and a hammock today. Gotta treat myself.


• Just fuck everything right now. I'm gonna home home and drink for like the eighth night in a row.

Quick update because work, but I have to flail about something for a bit.

I met this guy (Ben) on Tinder, and in a lot of aspects, he's everything I want in a guy. He's super sexy (he works out a lot and he has huge muscles and it's so hot, but he also has a cute face and great facial hair), but he's also really intelligent and sensitive.

And he's also a huge nerd. We're literally talking about writing fanfiction together. And he plays League of Legends and other things.

Hot, nerdy guys will forever be my downfall. They're like puzzles I need to figure out.

That's it for now. Also, the photo above is from my mountain adventure a few weeks ago. I'll probably post more photos later. Took a lot. 

It's been ages and I feel bad so here have a pretty picture from a cave adventure I had yesterday. (It's a cloud arrowhead in a cave called Indian Tunnel!) Anyway, I don't really have an update (my job still kind of sucks and I still have an unnamed ~thing~ with Eric), but I just thought I'd let you know I'm alive while I go attempt to get caught up with all you beautiful people on my flist. <3

Hey, lovelies. :) It's been what feels like a hundred years since I've been on here. Life got real crazy pretty quickly and stayed that way for a while. Here are some highlights.

• I graduated college! After five years, I finally got my BJ (Bachelor of Journalism Lololol). I've been applying for jobs for months and have had several interviews and turned down two jobs because they weren't quite right, which is really weird for a recent college graduate in a supposedly dying field. However, I am up for a job in Washington state that I would take in a heartbeat. Until then, I'm just hanging out in Nebraska, procrastinating on packing.

• Since graduating two weeks ago, I've actually gotten to read for the first time in ages. Books I've read: "The Night Gardener," "West of the Moon," "Divergent" and "Insurgent," "Looking for Alaska." Honestly, I'd recommend any of these. To the point that I'd be willing to pass them on if anyone is interested.

• I'm seeing a boy ... and it's complicated. There's this bar in town that does dollar beers on Tuesdays. I was there one Tuesday, standing out by the fire pit when this guy comes up to me and starts talking. He was super cute and nice, so I gave my number to him. And we started texting and made a date, which I nearly bailed on because dates with guys you meet at bars rarely work out and because I wanted to go home and cuddle with my cats. But I went, and damn I'm glad I did. I REALLY like him. He's a meteorology graduate student, and he's super nerdy but still really cute. And tall. So tall. His name is Eric, and honestly we're pretty perfect for each other. He met my best friend Sarah last night and it was awesome. She liked him a lot. And we slept of her couch together because we're really adorable. But. Here's the complicated part. I graduated. I'm going to move away. And he just accepted a job in Texas. So we see each other nearly every day, but there's no point in having the "are we dating?" talk because let's face it. We're not going to date long distance. We've only known each other for two months. And because Eric and I haven't had that talk, I'm still talking with Adam. Because I'm a dumbass.

• I lost my cat Toby. I have no idea how he got out. When I left my apartment, he was asleep in the bed. When I came back, he was gone. That was three weeks ago. I keep hoping that the Doctor just borrowed him and he'll show back up.

Anyway. Hope you guys are doing well. LJ is usually pretty dead in the summer, but I'll be thinking of you all as I look at your not-updated journals. <3

Stolen fro currentscarryou.

This is a sad attempt at getting back on LJ. Hopefully it will work this time. 

1. What did you do in 2012 that you'd never done before?
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That awkward moment when I post something on Tumblr about how I don't understand One Direction and then a popular One Direction blog starts following me.

What is life. I can't even.

I'm awful, I know. It's been ages since I've been here. But I must admit, my absence is almost entirely the fault of BBC. First, I watched all of Sherlock, then all of Doctor Who and yesterday I just finished Merlin. Basically, I have no life. None. And that's ok. And what has happened in real life hasn't been great. There's so much to tell and I have no motivation to tell any of it. Which is probably good for you.

Anyway. I'm kind of back now, but I've been inhaling massive amounts of fanfiction. Speaking of fanfiction, if anyone has any good recs for Sherlock, Doctor Who or Merlin, it would be greatly appreciated. 

That's all. 

Random thought of the day:
What if even though a rare few of us are colorblind, we all see colors in different ways? Say that the way I see red is the same way you see purple. But because we have always known those specific colors to be named like that, we all call them the same name even though they look completely different to all of us. Does that make sense? (It does in my head.)

Also, how do you describe colors, really?