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pity party for one

ok...so im sitting here, watching rubbish 'reality' tv, and kinda in a wollowey mood. and i have no idea why. its kinda pathetic. and i know everyone gets their down moments, but i havent had one like this in ages. so im sitting here, kinda wanting to rant, or maybe cry, but all the while being so ugghh confused i guess is the word as to why i feel like this and what to do about it.

anyway.....im on here, typing my lame arse mindless thoughts, because you know if you post a status on fb you get a ton of people going "ooo look who wants attention". and i dont, i just...gah i dont know what i want....seriously limbo rubbish mind sucks monkey bum. i guess i just want my brain, my whole being to stop feeling to rubbish. anyhoo ramble over. thanks for reading and sorry for crappy spelling and lack of proper grammer etc because well...meh i dont care lol.


na night all

UH x
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Florida isn't just full of muggles

Ok as usual i suck at updating my LJ....i know i know, i apologise every time, and every time i say it'll never happen again and it always does....yet you still love me right? :)

anyhoo as per request from @aliceisafan on twitter here are my harrypotter at adventure islands in Florida photos (there's about 800 photos over all from my 2 week holiday in Florida) so here ya go Queen Alice


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Cold Con 2012.....pictures

I know i know its been a VEEEEEERRY long time since ive posted on LJ, im lame i know this. anyway shush your moaning because i come bareing gifts....well my pictures from the afternoon panel of Cold con starring the very very very lovely Eoin macken, Tom hopper and the super adorable (and i want to adopt him) Alex vlahos
   Oh and did i mention our afternoon special guest was BRADLEY JAMES yes the king himself, live from LA via skype :D

so enjoy my pics:

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The morning panel had colin there for about 20 minutes doing a Q&A apparently, and as i wasnt there i dont have pics of that im afraid.
im also debating whether to post my personal photo ops with the lads...may happen at a later date and in a new post. either way all three of the guys who were there were so incredibly lovely and friendly and had a lot of time for every one. tom even had his mum, brother and girlfriend there. me and my friend spoke with her briefly when get our autographs and shes sooooo nice too. any way lots of friendly people all round. and brilliant day, looking forward to the film and seeing tom in a different kind of role ...apparently very lenny of mice and men kind of character. and looking forward to eoin trying to organise another one of these events one day.

anyhoo must rush off to shower and early bed as i have to early shift at work tomorrow. night night all

UH x
wtf!, wait

hi, yeah its me. i know its been awhile

yeah iknow i suck.

i promise to update and i dont.

please forgive me.

theres sooo much to catch up on im sure. mainly i should start with blaming/thanking kajmere for getting me eventually into merlin. yes i caved and now im hooked!! daaaaamn you woman.

also my laptop has decided to die, yep sooo not impressed. however ive luckily managed to get a new one, which i currently type this on, its rather shiney and pretty. 

hmmm lots of thoughts on things...tv....merlins been awesome i like how bradley this season has his shirt off in basically every ep..this makes me happy....colin is also an amaaaazing actor, hes brilliant with accents. 
Supernatural....after the ending of ep 9 im not sure im ready to forgive you, you know what you have to do to make things right so do them please.
ooo this saturday im off to see breaking dawn with a load of buddies, looking forward to it. one because i love my meet ups, 2 because im looking forward to the film and 3 because it means pay day had arrived....about friggin time.
yep ive basically been broke all month because my boiler decided it didnt want to work any more. and after 3 days of it taking 40 minutes a time to fill a bath i had had enough. needless to say £400 later its fixed. 

now this is very rare for me to say but, im kinda looking forward to feeling christmassy...is that wrong??? have decided that me and the bf are going to put our christmas decorations up on the 2nd, and im gonna make a day off it. thinking bubles christmas albulm, then some christmas films, and the other half has NEVER seen a muppets christmas carol or nightmare before christmas!!! he turns 26 next week!! iknow right, some times i also question why im with him. so far the main answer is hes really tall and can reach the top shelf which saves me climbing things.......lmao

so yeah just random ramblings to behonest. i think this christmas...if i ever get some time off work... im gonna actually sit and reorganise my lj and sort out my icons and stuff. might as well tidy up as i have a tidy new shiney laptop. least before i clog it all up with stuff from the old one.

anyhoo hope you all (*tumble weed*) did miss my inane ramblings too much.

love 

UH x
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CANADA BABY!!!

 Ok so here it goes, as i said im going to do one post per day i was out there other wise it would be the worlds longest post and no one wants that. also ill be able to post a couple of pics to it too with out once again it being too long :)


Day One : London to Calgary 

Ultra early morning start at 3.30am, barely had any sleep, maybe 3 hours top. managed to be up dressed and everything sorted and out the door by 5am.

On the journey to the airport were listening to radio 1 when Glee's 'Don't stop believeing' comes on the air, needless to say im way too giddy singing along, i tweeted the dj saying it was awesome and ended up getting a mention on air :) this made me giddier :) sam kinda just ignored me lol. think it was too early for him hehe.
 
We got to the airport ok, although there was no where to have breakfast outside of the security section so sam had to say goodbye earlier than wanted :( so i got through security and had mcyds breakfast and spent the next 3 hours waiting for my planes gate number to appear.....by this point im killin gmy battery on my phone twittering and facebooking.....no one else is ever awake when you want them to be hey lol. 
 
The gate number is finally announced by 9.10am and im boarded by 10.10am. Now the plane went to take off, how ever there was apparently a technical fault with one of the back thrusters so to cover their backs they stopped to check it out. the captin said it should only take 30 minutes. 2 hours later we took off. 
 
my seat wasnt too bad, id pre- booked it so i had a front one so i had extra leg room, what they didnt mention was that my seat had the door thingy in the way so my right leg didnt get any extra leg room....and thats my bad knee leg which was a pain. but i managed to deal with it and just stretched out at an angle. my neighbours were a lovely couple from calgary who were lovely to talk to, and the staff were friendly enough. The views from the plane were amazing, the air was so clear so i got some amazing photos of iceland and greenland.
  
the view from the plane over i believe iceland
 
Finally got to Calgary airport an hour later than planned, the was naturally a MASSIVE queue at customs that must have been around 45 minutes long, then when i was eventually seen i had the rudest and slowest customs man ever! its like dude i get it, its no the greatest job in the world but ive just been on a plane for what ended up about 10 or so hours, try smiling a bit. He didn't, instead he sent me to immigration.
I waited in this line for another hour or so. luckily there were some lovely people in the line with me to help pass the time. i finally got seen and was there about 2 minutes, the guy was very friendly and nice and said i was fine to go, i asked why i had been sent here, his reply was 'you expect me to answer that?' my natural reply was well yes. he asked how old i was and when i replied 24 he looked shocked and said i lok much younger, and that they have to check when young people travel through on their own. i was like fine can i go.
 
whilst in the cue i was freaking out about kajmere  not knowing where i was, i tried to text but my phone decided to hate me. when i got out i managed to grab my suit case that a lovely guy from thomas cook and put aside for all those in immigration, and ran out into arrivals insearch for her.  i couldnt see her at first so i asked if i could havea  tanoy announcement/pager for her, as i walked to information to do that i turned around and there she was :) finally my holiday could begin :)
  when we got to her jeep (which i miss being in as its so high up and comfy lol) she produced a lovely welcome to canada present bag which had the cutest little things in including a moose crossing sign which i love :) 
 
Any way we headed back to kristy's and and i met her lovely housemate melissa and melissa's aunt, it was soooo hot, apparenlty 31 degrees so i changed into shorts and sandals, thank god i brought them with me. and we sat on her front porch i had some lovley canadian peach cider which was in the mini welcome to canada bag she made for me :) 
 
me and kristy enjoying the sunshine         welcome to canada giftages of awesome, minus the cider as i drank them
 
 we popped to her local grocery store, it was kinda weird walking around, at least i kinda recognised some of the brands, although i was complete shocked and grosed out by the idea of maple syrup beans!!! serious wtf!! you canadians are a very very odd bunch lol. anyway we drove back to kristys and made stirfry, i ate my first pepper, i felt so proud of my self :) hehehee. 
 
i got to hold charlie kristys cute hedgehog pet, hes soooo adorable.
we went back on the porch to relax, it was still so warm 25 degrees!! 
anyway we had a fairly early night as up at 4am the next day for the stampede parade, that i had been up over 24 hours by this point.
 
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and im home :(

ok so literally a very quick update to say hello im back in the uk. 

ive taken a crap load of pics from an amazing two weeks in calgary and vancouver, which include stampede, royals, zoos, aquiriums, awesome house party, mooses bears and elk, awesome friends, rain, sun, sunburn, harry potter, supernatural set filming watching, and bloody mosquitos, as well as over 1000 pictures im currently attempting to upload to my computor now. what im planning on doing is an entry for each day i was there so expect this to get a little busy once i finally am awake enough and get my bloody photos sorted...arrghhh so much effort lol. 

anyhoo peace out 
 
oh and kajmere  i miss you waaaaaay too much missy :(
 
love 
 
UHx
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IT'S NEARLY CANADA TIME BABY!!!!

 ive just finished my last day at work for the next 2 and a half weeks yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. especially after the shitty weekend ive had which had lead me at one point to be balling my eyes at work!

  anyhoo, i type this after having just let abbey national know im taking my card abroad. im now going to sort some clothes and really get my but into gear so im ready to pack tomorrow ready for thursday....omg im soooooooooooooooooooooo giddy :)

i cant wait to see kajmere  again, its been far too long.

so for the next two weeks i wont be posting, not that im the busiest poster on here i know, but still its a pre warning. this is also a pre-warning as the fact that when im back i may post THE LONGEST post EVER from all the awesomeness we are sure to have. which leads me to merely say:
 
 
       1 DAY AND 17 HOURS....... THAT ONE AND AHALF SLEEPS (cos im surely not gonna sleep wed night well) thats thats omg soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close  *squueeeeeeee*
 
 
BRING IT ON CANADA I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU :)
 
 
 oh how i heart thee canada :)
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thank you to true friends

 AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sorry had to get that out. and also sorry all i seem to do on this thing is rant my head off! i wont go into too much detail as im only just gettin out of my foul arse mood. but needless to say the child at work has beyond upset me again today. ive literally been feeling so shitty and down and balling my eyes out. wanting to do nothing more than go to sleep and never wake up. 

poor supernatural67  has been putting up with my bbm-ing and messageing and bless her trying to make me feel less shitty. all i wanna say is thank you, you are truely and amazing friend, who i trust beyond measure, your messages really did help and im sorry to rant to ya. i can honestly say your one of my closest and bestest friends and i hope you know im always here for any of your ranting ways. 
 
i also wanna say thank you to kajmere  who is currently being awesome and chirping me up with canada goodness and also for agreeing with me that cowboyey IS a word........you know it dont mock it hehehe.
 
anyway i can gladly say that im typing this a damn happier than i was even 30 minutes ago. reading castle fanfic (damn you nix for getting me into fanfics) and my awesome friends have made me a bit happier.
 
 
side note:
 
ONLY 5 FRICKIN' DAYS TILL CANADA PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
which leads to another note. HAPPY CANADA DAY YOU WONDERFUL CANADIANS YOU :)
 
thank you kindly
 
love as always
 
UHx
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is it next week yet?

 grrrrrr. ive been sooooo excited for my canada trip next week, and today im in a funk. seriously a girl at works mood swings are giving me whip lash. shes doing my nut in, so bloody immature, i seriously cant be dealing with it. i need a new job i need new people, i need mature people. i need my holiday. 

gonna try and not be too ranty, i really am looking forward to next week, i just need to get my happy times back, avoiding work would be best but that aint gonna happen :( just gonna have to be the grown up and ignore her i guess.....arrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


anyway nearly dinner time, sooo hungry and veryvery sleepy, up at 4.30am this morning for 7am start at work....sleepyness prob not helping my mood either.

love 
UHx
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yaaaaay glee

 OK so last night was finally glee day :)

and omg it was AWESOME!!!!!
the warm up act was LXD who were brilliant, they do a web series which i neeed to get watching i think because their show was funny and amazing to watch. 

then the main act!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soooooooooo good. 

the danceing the singing just all of it amazing!!

before the show me han vic and supernatural67  were in the sky backstage lounge which was really good :) no cues at the loos which i feel means everything hehehe.
 
 
anyway this is a really quick up date to say it was AWESOME. im sure when my brains calmed down and im not so sleepy from this ridiculous heat i may descibe it all i alot better. 
 
anyhoo now its time to concertrate on canada!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
 
love 
UH x