...clichés that don’t rhyme

so whoa, i'm bored.

i need a new layout.
cause i'm layout-addicted.

this time, i need a coldplay one
but i can't find any i like. help is welcome. =)

tomorrow is thanksgiving. i cannot wait.
i haven't been eating much to get ready.
and boy oh boy, am i ever ready! haha

so how about after practice last night i went into cici's with kimmy, chrissy, & justine. beth made my freaking night because she still had a check for me for a 126 fucking dollars. i was so excited because i've been broke as fuck lately.
i think i might be needing my job back.
but it's hard with practice & my lack of a car.

erika got her liscense! yay!!

so i had a kinda fucked up dream last night. haha..
i was on some kind of field trip for school, i'm not even sure where it was. but i found this little room which looked like an attic but was some kind of coffee shop & there was this little tiny stage where chris martin was playing a piano. well it was time to go back on the buses so everyone left but i stayed there. and i was like jumping up & down with my hands in the air going "i'm not going to leave because i love coldplay & this is my life's dream coming true" and i went on for like 15 minutes all the while jumping up & down. hahah.... so then chris martin takes a chair and sets it on the other side of the piano & tells me to sit on it & starts talking to me about the movie 'waiting' hahah.. and i like "omg no one is gonna believe me that this happened because they all left!" so i take out my camera phone & hand it to the person behind me, and this person i don't even know WHY she was in my dream? so then afterwards when i left, i had my phone back & was looking for pictures but all i could find were pictures of mandy & chrissy bowman at a baseball game?!
hahaha i woke up this morning like "whaaaaaat the fuck?!"


well i'm kind of freezing right now because it's cold out & my basement is like fucking anartica as it is.

have a happy thanksgiving, fatties! =)

i have awesome news.

you heard it hear first.

andrea davis & erika brown are gonna quit smoking!

and for those of you who doubt us:
FUCK YOU.

=P

i'm feeling really sad tonight.

i really wish it was summer again. i miss seeing nina, alli, erin, & kaylie all the time. hell, seeing them AT ALL.

i hate to say it.
but i even miss luke.
haha

but things change. people leave.
you just gotta deal with it.


too bad i suck at dealing with things..

this past weekend was a pretty good one, i gots to say.

except for the part when the cheerleaders got fucked out of the first place they so rightfully deserved. yeah it was pretty ri-god-damn-diculous if you ask me. and pretty much anyone else in that gymnasium. ugh i had horrible flashbacks of when we got third place last year.
i feel so bad for them. there is NO worse feeling in the world than losing when you know you deserved to win. at least to me, and the majorettes, and the cheerleaders. ya know, no wonder why both of us win so much? we take winning more seirous than anything.

so after that whole debockle (i don't know if that's how you spell it but i really wanted to use that word haha) megan, tim, erika, & i went to eat'n'park. "Old people need SLAPPED!" while standing in a freaking hurricane of old people. haha

then we went to the park.. "A SLIDE! A PURPLE SLIDE!"

then we went to the other park. it was a pretty good time. parks rule. haha
and then we talked erika's mom into letting her stay at megan's. so we had to race to erika's house and get "church clothes", and oh yes, andrea & erika won that one.
then we were heading to my mom's house. we saw megan & tim go one way in front of us, so we decide to go the other way. they call n tell us they're on top of nolo hill & i say we're only in heilwood. i hear megan in the backround screaming "WE'RE GONNA BEAT THEM!" so i hang up & erika & i took off for the ride of our lives. haha
we make it to strongstown & we're almost there when all of a sudden erika goes "is that them in front of us??" and god dammit it was. so i go "omg i should pass them!" and erika starts freaking out "YES PASS THEM! WHO CARES IF ITS A NOT PASSING ZONE, DO IT!!" so we did.

debbie canton would not be proud. =P

but hey, we won. as usual.

so then we exchanged tim with mandy haha and went to megans. where, as usual with this group, it was out of control. well one person more than anyone else.. hehe

how about some random quotes from the night...
"hey guys, i feel really confident in my senior year."
"oh shit, my aunt is so comforting."
"just roll over"
"i can't, i have to wait for him."
"the pl people. i can't do it with the pl people."
"it's time for a quiz."
"OH quizzes! =D"
"what are you gonna use..?"
"this bowl 45. i don't know who's it is. but the bowl 45."
*laughter*
"no, i don't want to be in anyone's quizbowl guys."
*hysterical laughter*
"no! i'm serious!"

that girl is my hero. <3 haha

erika & i also got to talk to marc which was awesome.
marc, you better be truckin it up here next weekend dude!! haha i'm not even kidding.
he's awesome & rides a bike from the 70s everywhere he goes.
he also apparently likes dane cook:

Auto response from LilLefty006: are you out of your fucking mind?....oo maybe a get a twofer and they will say...you really are out of your fucking mind

awesome.

so anyways.
i just had to get that one down in the journal for future referencing. haha
i have a feeling the entry after next weekend is going to be even better. =P
cannot even wait!

catch ya later, party people.

alright so YEAH.

defffffinetely not the way i envisioned this year's competition season starting.
yep, definetely not at all.

i mean..
are you freaking kidding me?
that's all i can really think to say right now.


OH and i miss heather fetterman like crazy.
especially at times like these..

heather8718: she's like "we will have to go to a competition together" and i just sat there, trying to picture that happening...??? lol
andrea2824: hahahaha if i saw you two walk in together i'd be like "umm.. alright...??"
heather8718: hahahaha i think the whole gym would just like, turn around and stop the music and just look like "HUH?" hahhah
andrea2824: hahahaha yeah definetely!.. ew, what would you guys TALK about??
heather8718: so.. the other day i was passing through ------.. and i saw you guys have cows there. interesting, we do too?

alright so i have A LOT to write about.

first of all, the blood drive was yesterday. i had no intention on giving it, like at all. i'm terrified of needles & the sight of blood makes me want to pass out. real bad. so yeah, i wasn't gonna give any.

well then laura & i are standing there & realizing how nice it must feel for these people who are giving blood who are saving three lives. so we're talking about it and we finally decide we want to give blood too! well okay we were totally freaked out & extremely scared about it. so everyone kept trying to calm us down. haha
then, we finally sign up & are sitting there waiting when mr anderson comes in and signs up. its obvious we're freaking out so he asked what was wrong & this cute little old lady who was trying to calm us down told him it was our first time donating. & the dickhead goes "oh it's your first time? you're gonna pass out." hahaha so we liked freaked out even more. he just likes to piss us off though. at least i know he likes to piss me off, (see: past two years. haha)
so then before ya know it i'm called back & am like freaking out. the lady checks my iron with the prick thing (which wasn't as bad as everyone made it out to seem) & started asking me all these crazy weird questions.. haha it was.. yeah crazy.
finally i get to the part where i actually give the blood.. they take me out to one of the bed thingers & put me beside mr anderson. i'm thinking: great. he asked me how i was doing but laughed at me too. haha
then all these people kept coming over to me & talking to me & i honestly felt like i was in the hospital & had all kinds of visitors. & mrs mccracken was like my mom. haha.. she came over & was trying to calm me down or whatever. she goes "see, mr anderson is here to talk you through all of it" & he goes "yeah that's right, andrea if you feel sick or think your gonna pass out you just let me know.. and i probably won't care at all." haha.. then mrs mccracken said "and he can talk to you about how not to drink alcohol & things like that" haha i dont' know WHY she said that but we both just laughed uncomfortably, because, well yeah. haha
OH & i almost forgot-- i get out there to give blood & don't see LAURA. well she was so worked up her blood pressure or something like that was too high!! haha i was so mad. we were in this together but then look what happened lol oh well..
so as they are putting hte needle into me (which fucking hurt like mad) i'm trying not to look, but erika & tim are like commentating & making gross faces, you know, like that was gonna help me? haha
so mr anderson got done before me & came over and decided to actually be nice & asked how i was doing & told me he was proud of me. haha.. even though he was being mean to me i'm used to it, so he actually did make me feel better during it all. haha

so anyways, the rest of the day everyone was super proud of me because they knew how much i hate needles & blood but i did it anyways. so that made me happy. but what made me really happy was knowing i may have saved THREE lives.

thankfully, i believe in karma. =)

so anywho.

fast forward to tonight's football game - which also happened to be: SENIOR NIGHT!

wow what an amazing night i had.. even though the football team didn't exactly pull of a win.. i still love those boys anyways..
you know who else i love?? chrissy young, katie sink, alex houser, & amy clevenger. for the amaaaaazing senior gifts they gave us. thank you girls so much. you all mean the absolute world to me.

chrissy freaking young gave me flowers & the sweetest card i ever did recieve in my 17 years of existence. i was hoping not to cry at the game tonight, but yeah her card definetely did it for me. i started crying after the like 2nd line. then she even had added in her own freaking letter which was even worse. i got half way through it & had to stop because i was crying too much haha.

the 'fantastic four seniors' got jill & lisa gifts because it's their last home game also since this is their last year. & i gotta say.. they loved them... haha i don't really want to say on here what exaclty they were.. let's just say, it's what they're gonna need to get through this competition season! hell, i might have to get one for myself!!

so, the game was fun. we were retards. as always. there's something about the class of 06.. mr caroff even said that we're worse than his 7th grade study hall.. that makes me proud.

at the end we did a big senior circle & just ran around & acted like fools while the band played 'build me up buttercup' haha it was amazing & i loved it. i love all those seniors. i really do. and i got really sad because i don't want to leave people who mean the world to me. & also, i feel like there are so many amazing people in my class who i didn't get to know as well as i would have liked to. because i just assumed they'd always be around. but like next year, everything is gonna change, and who's to know who i'll still see?

it's scary & makes me want to cry & i don't want to think about it.

majorette, silk, & band seniors : the most UN-band group of kids if i ever did see one.. i mean the officers just say it all hahaha.. steven hildebrand, president?? wtf?? haha.. anyways. i love you guys. you're all the best & we've had so much fun together! through florida, buffalo, band camps, football games, EVERYTHING. you're all awesome. this last game was so fun. mwah, i love you!

chrissy & tim : dude i really don't wanna leave you guys!! haha.. like at all. =( .. maybe i'll just bring you with me?!

okay well this was pretty damn long, wasn't it? if you read it, you should comment. cause that's the cool thing to do.

<3

this weekend kinda sucked.
real bad.

for example..
friday night.
while all the COOL KIDS were getting ready to trip it out to carlisle, pa to see DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE (the best band of all time) & STARS live..
THIS KID was getting ready to trip it out to saltsburg, pa to see the SALTSBURG MAJORETTE SQUAD (some of the fakest jerk offs ever) & THE PENNS MANOR FOOTBALL TEAM.. in the rain, no less.

i could have went to see death cab (my freaking dream in life.)
because my mom said she would have let me skip the game for it
but she wouldn't let me take her car
& since i don't have one of my own, i couldn't go

that really upsets me.


so i'm in a freaking bad mood.
boys suck. & that's that.

i slept all day today. from halftime of the steeler game until like 7:30 or something. i don't know.


well i'm going back to my angry depressed mood now.


forever failure5: but sad music is like the only that that actually speaks of real things
--exactly.


this is fact not fiction
for the first time in years
all the girls in every girly magazine
can't make me feel any less alone
i'm reaching for the phone
to call at 7:03
and on your machine i slur a plea
for you to come home
but i know it's too late
i should have you given you a reason to stay.
given you a reason to stay.

so first off. tonight was the volleyball game.
Penns Manor vs Northern Cambria.
unfortunately, penns manor lost =(  but it's alright. because we have thee hottest players who have thee hottest & greatest fans who will love them unconditionally until the end of time.. (or at least until we graduate.. ahh! scary thought!)
kimmy kimmy cocoa puff is still my hero. & always will be. & kimmy, i still gotch'yo numba.

PM volleyball girls - you guys rock it. you're awesome as hell. you know it. so do they. and there's still something for you to smile about...

LaNDiS 13 31: thats right we have TEN toes!!!!!!!!
--not everyone can say that.. =)
"heaaaad, shoulders, nine & a half toes, NINE & A HALF TOES!"
"How many toes do we have?" "TEN" "How many does ****** have?" "NINE & A HALF!"

we have the most blunt fans on the face of the planet. haha you can't help but love us, v-ball playas.

so anyways..

there are some things i absolutely adore about some of the people i know & some things that drive me absolutely banana fucking sandwich.
i get sort of annoyed how a lot of people automatically decide that i, or whoever else, is a horrible person because i'm a smoker. ahhh fuck you, it's my life & i'll do what i want with it. yeah maybe it's stupid blah blah blah whatever. but it doesn't make me the devil for doing it. & i do it on my own time away from all of you who hate it so why don't you just shut the hell up & get over it. alright?? urghh..

i'm kind of in a bad mood right now because i'm really fucking missing someone real bad right now & i can barely even take it. i just wish i could rewind backwards a few months & start it alll over again. i would go through it ALL again even if i knew everything that would happen. does that make me stupid & pretty fucking retarded? yeah, probably. but i honestly don't care. i just want you to come home...

okay i totally like spazzed out towards the end there.
ha, sorry..

*i've unlocked the door
but you can't walk away from me.
he doesn't want her but he just won't let her go
she started breaking but she still won't let it show*

conor oberst is hot, dontcha think? <3

i didn't go to school today. i had a college visit thingy at IUP at 2 so i just decided to blow off the whole day. haha

i imagine i'll probably end up going to IUP. at first i was really against it, but now i don't mind so much. it's not so horrible there.
i hear they know how to party ;)
hehe

i gave in & returned a call today. & yeah, that was stupid.
i'll be expecting to get my ass kicked soon.. haha i'm sorry guys. i have a problem :(

marc-the-kid-who-rides-his-bike-all-the-time called me last night! i missed it though cause i left my phone in the car. i'm gonna have to call him back. haha he's great.
i hope he likes drunken phone calls.. cause giving us his number was a big mistake if he doesn't. haha

i was thinking there were other things i wanted to write about because i really wanted to write in here last night, but my computer was being a jackass.
but now i can't remember any of it?
ah, oh well i guess.

OH!
i bought my boots today! they are my new loves!! eeee i love them. haha
i'm completely out of money for the most part now though.
but it's okay. these boots are worth it.

alright.
this is all.


*even when i think i've had enough
when i tell you that it's over, that we're done
i don't let go
i just keep on coming back for more.*