pyrus

Midnight Crashing

So very strange how I am happy at this moment and still smalls tears want to come out.

Sunday was an intense emotional day, made of pure awesomeness.  It left me physically drained the next day.  All those emotions and the memories of those emotions still feel so raw. 

Maybe it's caffeine, maybe it's lack of sleep but despite (or maybe because of)  all this happiness I want to cry, to cry because I am alive and glad to be around so many wonderful people.

I CAN'T TELL ENOUGH HOW MUCH I CARE ABOUT EVERYONE OF YYOU GUYS!!!

I want all of you to know how much you mean a lot to me.  Even though I don't write or keep in contact often,  even though sometime there's tiffs and annoyance...

I LOVE YOU ALL,  I REALLY REALLY DO.

I am glad that you are part of my life.

pyrus

Ouran Volume 11

lj-music: Rent original Broadway Musical - Tango Maureen

Since only the french version is out and I'm buying it in English, I'm reading scanlations while waiting for volume 11 to come out.

OMFG THE TWINS!!!

Kaoru is just too bleeping sweet and Hikaru is too cute.  The whole turn of it reminds me of a liveaction shojo of 5-6 years ago... XD XD XD XD   Poor Hikaru is so confused and angsty over the whole thing... <3  I want to hug him :3

That said I still say Hikaru for the win... :3

XD

Honey has a personal hammer-space lol.

 

*Squees at 8h30 in the morning while eating her bowl of cereal...*

I've got 10 chapters left to read...  *sigh Later tonight I guess,,,

  • Current Music
    Rent original Broadway Musical - Tango Maureen
tsuzuki devil

Someone deserve a swift punch in the face

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

Now that I've catched your attention let me vent, kthxbai.

My mom's boyfriend (because I'm never EVER call him my stepfather, that's for sure) is a FRIGGIN JERK.

I WAS SITTING AT THE KITCHEN TABLE FOR CHRIST SAKE! THERE'S ENOUGH PLACE FOR THREE!

But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, not even a good morning, not even a polite phrasing.

"Get out of there!" 

Of course at 7:45 in the morning, that doesn't go down too well...

I wan to punch him...  Really, really hard.  Smash his face in.  

(Will edit later, my mom wants the computer...)

  • Current Location
    Mom's living room.
pyrus

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So many things going trough my brain at the moment.  So many vivid pictures I wish I had time to stop and draw.  So many people I just met and want to know more about, even though I'm forgetful and will probably need to be repeated all over again in barely a few days.  New job, meeting new people... And that's just the last weekend!

So many things to do, so many things to discover.

I wish I could travel more...

These links we make are precious, such fragile things they can be at time.  And sometime you don't know how much a person is important to you until they go away...

I used to be a lonely girl in highschool, minding my own bussiness, never minding what the others said about me even if it was word of rejection, words that always hurt deep down inside.  Smack dab in the middle of the social ladder, wedged in between the populars ones and the ones who had it even worst than me, but still could stick together and found me too weird for their own good.

Then I started college.

Ever since I've been getting out of my shell more and more, meeting new peoples, finding hope in each and everyone of them even though sometime the feeling is not quite shared. (Sometime I take too much place... I guess it's overcompensating for being a ghost girl for so long...)  I realize how much I care, for all of you guys and even though I'm a loudmouth, just stop me and I'll listen.

Life is short and I've been really lucky so far.  For the friends supporting me, for my family doing just the same.  Life is far from perfect but I'm living my dream, making it all worthwhile.  What really dried this point ome is when I spoke to my dad over a lunch.  He was seeing my sister and I, living our live, making our mistakes, and he realized that of the both of us, even though if my sister seem to have the perfect life, I was the one being the more happy.  It makes you think and it makes you want to share this hapiness.  I guess it's what I'm doing right now as cheesy as it sound.

Sometime it starts with a drawing of your favorite anime character in a french class.
Sometime it starts with a game as you take the guts to make a panel about it happen at a con.
Sometime it starts with listening to a band you didn't knew about a few weeks prior and jumpimg straight in.

I'm loving every moment of it. and I want to share this love with you all.  No one knows what tomorrow brings: I just hope it will continue this way...
pyrus

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(English version will follow)

J'ai décider de participer a un projet vraiment chouette que m'as montré 

meish_kaos

Le projet

Écrire pour aider est un projet caritatif qui vise, par la création d'œuvres de fiction, à encourager à donner à un organisme choisi par les participants. Pour plus d'infos vous pouvez aller voir ce LJ.

Les Fandoms:

N'importe quel fandom pourvu qu'il existe une référence visuel ou une bonne description écrite. Si vous voulez vraiment me faire plaisir, c'est temps-ci je penche surtout pour Kingdom Hearts et Avatar: the Last Airbender... XD Les OCs sont le bienvenue aussi!

Liste de médias traditionels

Peinture acrylique
Crayon de bois
Marqueurs 
Pastels

J'ai du fusain et autres trucs salissant mais je suis plus ou moins tenter de travailler avec ca vu que ca pourrait devenir pas mal moins beau un coup envoyé. Mais vous pouvez toujours demander. Tout les dessins seront sur un papier bristol épais de 27,9 cm x 35,6 cm (11 pouces par 14).

Les restrictions

Rien de trop hardcore. Je suis d'accord pour les kinks mais rien de trop obscène, s'il-vous-plait. Donc: pas de scatophilie, pas de nécrophilie, pas de zoophilie ou autre truc du genre vraiment dégeux. Pas de foot fetish non plus parce ce que je suis traumatiser par les pieds (longue histoire). Pas de violence extrême non plus. Quoique dépandament du setting c'est négociable mais demandez le avant.

Pas de changement de sexe (mais du travestisment EN MASSE si vous voulez ca y'a pas de problème... XD )

Pas de Mpreg

Pas trop de background dans les dessins. je préfère, et de loin, dessiner des personnages. <3

Donc, si ca vous interresse, envoyez-moi vos requests! Si vous demandez de le faire en média traditionnel je peux vous envoyer la version "hardcopy" moyennant un don supplémentaire.

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I decided to start on a really cool project 

meish_kaos

showed me.

 

The project:

Ecrire pour aider (Write to help) is a caritative project aimed at, by the creation of fiction and art, encouraging people to give to a charity chose by the participants. For more info you can go to this LJ (french only). Long story short: you choose an artist who will write a story and/or do a peice of art and instead of commisionning the artist you pledge to give a certain amount of money to the chosen charity. Nifty, neh?

 The Fandoms:

I can do any fandom as long as I have a good reference to work with, wethere written or drawn. If you want me to have extra fun with your request, lately I'm more into Kingdom Hearts and Avatar: the Last Airbender... XD Ocs are welcomed as well! 

Traditional media list

Acrylic paint
Colored pencil
Markers
Colored chalk

I do have charcoals and other messier mediums but I'm more or less interrested in using them since it could get messed up in shipping but you still can ask. It will all be done on thick 11" x 14" bristol board

The Do Not Want List

Nothing too hardcore. I'm all for kink but nothing too obscene please. Nothing extremely gross like scatophilia, necrophilia or zoophilia. No foot fetish, I'm traumatized by feet (long story). No extreme violence either. Although it might be negociable depending on the setting. If you want these kind of request though, please ask first.

No sex change (although cross-dressing is MORE than welcomed... XD)

No Mpreg

Not too much detailed backgroung please. I'm all for the characters. <3

So if you are interrested shoot me your requests! And if you want it in traditional media I can send you the harcopy version for an extra donation.

pyrus

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Eheheheheheh ^^ I got flamin red hair!  It's crazy...  XD

Funny that for an Axel cosplay the name of the dye was Fire... XD

But then it is the perfect shade of red *_________*  I luv my hair very much right now!
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    crazy crazy