You live, you laugh, you love, you learn

So. After I've finally started getting completely over my break up...

This boy that I was friends with last summer, who I've spoken to three times since then, messages me on FB and tells me he loves me and wants to date me.

WTF just happened? @.@

And, hi, everybody! xD I've been down with a computer virus for some months. Catch me up on everything I might have missed (I've been following posts as best I can)!

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One Last Moment

There was this time when I went with my brother, his girlfriend, her sisters and our parents to this hotel that was five stories tall. It was about 10 at night, no one else was around. So the five of us, the Fab Five, we rode the elevator to the top floor, laid down in a circle with ours heads together, and pretended we could see constellations in the ceiling. And then we sang Fireflies, the whole song all the way through, harmonizing, because that's our song as a group.

In a book I read a while ago, there's a part where the main character says, "In that moment, I swear we were infinite."

I now know exactly what he means.

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My Aspirations.

I aspire to be happy. :]

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Something I Miss

I really, really miss my old friends. The ones I grew up with, the ones who were always there and who I had so much fun with. I miss those crazy boys, those funny girls. I miss those days...

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My Favorite Place

Oh, there are many. But I'm gonna say Camp Vision, the place where we have our Teens & Twenties' Camp every summer. The place in itself isn't phenomenal, but when I'm there, even when my friends aren't, I can just stand in the wide open field where we play Frisbee and do back-flips, and close my eyes and feel like they're all next to me.

And when they are there with me...oh man. Best week of my life, consistently, every year. It just gets better. Dancing in the rain, Slip N' Slide, Scavenger Hunt, climbing trees, just chilling...it's wonderful.

I love being there more than anywhere else in the whole wide world.

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My Fears.

I am terrified of tornadoes. I am afraid of being alone, abandoned by my friends. I'm scared my dad won't be there to walk me down the isle. On that note, I fear I will never find the "right man" for me, or that, when I do, he will eventually cheat on me.

I have a lot more, but they're too stupid to put.

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A First.

The first time I ever rode a roller coaster. Cliche, right? But man, I was terrified, and then it took up and went up--up---up and I was like, "What is this in my veins? Is this...ADRENALINE?"

"OH GOD YES."

I've been a coaster junkie since then. Upside down, flat on my stomach, feet dangling, if they made it I WANT TO RIDE IT. LOL!

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Something That Makes me Cry.

God. Watching Titanic and Bridge to Terebithia and Lion King, lol. More seriously, though, thinking about my childhood. I really miss the friend I had back then. Most of them have now moved away or moved on and I miss bonfires and fellowship and the moments of closeness. And also, sometimes, remembering my relationship comes back and my eyes fill up. I'm glad I had that time. <3

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Something That Makes Me Feel Better.

Usually, music that says the words I can't form. Also, making VGMVs and writing, reading, and thinking of a ridiculous picture involving Edward Cullen and Voldemort. It always makes me laugh, without fail. See? I just laughed. LOL.

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Something That Upsets Me

The fact that almost all of my friends live far away from me, really upsets me. I hate that I can't be there for them if they really need someone. I hate that I can't be the shoulder to cry on that they need. It makes me so sad and so angry. I wish I could be in ten different places at once. :/