ao3 is truly a beautiful place because ive just discovered the realm of he/she lesbian gansey
does anyone else feel a deep and overwhelming sense of emptiness whenever they finish their annual reread of the raven cycle because nothing will ever hit the same and you'd give anything to read the series for the same time again and feel that beautiful sense of magic and yearning and you want to have everything that the main characters do and dream cars and forests and small orphan girls and be magicians and kings and just. be loved the way they love each other. or am i crazy
Every time Kevin tries to talk to someone about Riko, he gets shut down. Neil felt too awkward to talk about it, and Jean wasn't ready. Kevin is still alone. Still trapped in isolation with Riko. But this time he can’t escape. Because now Riko's voice is with him, inside his head, all the time.
“I can still hear him. Can you?”
his pov is gonna kill me
i think we moved past THE kevin day, Mr. no-one-is-good-enough-not-even-me, calling jeremy "close to perfect" wayyy to fast
this absolute cultural reset
the thing people dont get about blue sargant is that she's a feminist because. well. its obvious. she's a girl. sexism is stupid. and feminism is like. necessary or what not. she doesnt feel any particular which way about it. she's a feminist just because.
ON THE OTHER HAND, what we should be having blue be more insane about is environmentalism. she's writing dissertations. she's yapping gansey's ears off about the importance of swamp ecosystems. she disappears for months and the next time you see her you learn that apparently she has single handedly brought a species back from extinction. she's helping clean up the beaches of ghana. she's on the front lines protesting fast fashion companies. she's been in jail for ecoterrorism multiple times. let her be insane little environmentalist tree that she is godsdamnit.
one of the reasons i’m mentally ill about blue sargent is that she’s so sensible for everything except guarding her heart
she KNEW gansey was going to die but it didnt stop her from falling in love with him and all of his friends. but when gansey died she didn’t even cry because she’d “used up all her tears”. she’d come to terms with it. shed rather love and have it taken than never love at all fuckkkkk
sargent, you asshole (affectionate)