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The long awaited (by me ig) Eshra's Lore!

Some explanations before we begin.

It is somewhat important for the full understanding, but you can skip it if you wish, but make sure to read the content warnings.

The character is referred to as both Eshra and Eshar throughout the story.

Eshra is a Dark Urge character, but has later developed a CompanionAU. This is the said companion backstory.

Both are technically canon. The Dark Urge life variation has most of the same events, except for the involvement of Bhaal.

You can never be too careful with the WotC, so for clarification, obviously, this whole thing is only an unofficial fan writing. It’s not created for the sake of gaining any profits (not that anyone would be interested). It is all just for fun, and available completely for free on my social media accounts.

Because I am yet to read all the Forgotten Realms novels and drow related literature I’ve been planning to, the drow clan mentioned in this backstory is not one of the canon or major houses. It is purely created for the sake of Eshra’s background and to avoid clashing with the canon events of drow political history. Menzoberranzan was not chosen for this story to take place in for the same reason.

Luihaulen’tar, however, is a real Underdark city, mentioned in “The Drow of the Underdark” 2E book, but doesn’t have any written lore or location (I have searched for it deliberately to check and there was none). I felt comfortable choosing it to be Eshra's birthplace and taking liberties in descriptions because of that.

 I decided to place Luihaulen'tar in Middledark. About 20-25km down, located not far away from Daggerford (For context, Daggerford is located between Waterdeep and Baldur's Gate, about 420km from the latter).

While I tried to not mention anything specific that would clash with established canons and do research before making decisions on important things, I am but a human, who is not an expert in DND. Just keep in mind to not treat this too seriously.

This is something between a summarisation and detailed story. Consider it something like a draft for an actual story. Did my best to make it palatable and not go too deep into details as to write a full blown novel here. I am well aware very few people would want to read a backstory of an original character that predates the events of BG3, when they can go read a fic about actual companions from the game. So the more expanded version that I'm writing will be kept in the vault.

I tried to crop the story, while still giving the good clues on Eshra’s personality and giving her some ties to the plot of the game. There are, however, some more or less entertaining snippets of action and dialogues added here and there.

Should also mention that I am not by any means an experienced writer, not even as a hobby (especially in english). So keep in mind that the quality of this “work” might be subpar and don’t beat me too hard for it, please, lol.

No beta either, we die like the third sons.

Warnings: Pregnancy horror; descriptions of violence, blood and gore; SA, child abuse and abuse in general; transphobia kinda (these are Lolth worshipping drow we’re talking about like c’mon)

Word count: 13500

Thal'Issa was indeed regular gith colors before she got stuck in Limbo (plane of pure chaos in dnd)

What exactly transpired during the time Issa was in search for a way out, and her survival in a place that makes even less sense than feywild, is unclear.

Issa tells many ridiculous stories if you ask her about it. Each time it will be a different story, one more nonsensical than other. Even if you ask her the same question — you won't receive the same answer. Which of her stories are truth and which are not is hard to guess, the gith does love to tell blatant lies for the fun of it, after all.

Thal'Issa was indeed regular gith colors before she got stuck in Limbo (plane of pure chaos in dnd)

What exactly transpired during the time Issa was in search for a way out, and her survival in a place that makes even less sense than feywild, is unclear.

Issa tells many ridiculous stories if you ask her about it. Each time it will be a different story, one more nonsensical than other. Even if you ask her the same question — you won't receive the same answer. Which of her stories are truth and which are not is hard to guess, the gith does love to tell blatant lies for the fun of it, after all.

I apologize to everyone still waiting on their asks to be answered. I swear I'm not just ignoring yall. Aside from being busy irl, I just think about shit for a long time 💀

Also sometimes I put asks aside to draw something for them, cuz just answering with text seems like it's not enough.

Shit so outrageous it got me out here exposing myself as otome game player.

Probably the only LI who caught my attention from the first glance, really planned to get back to the game and even spend money on him (which is unusual for me). Hell, the only LI who made me break my rule of playing games like this privately! I suspect they will bring him back, because otherwise idek how they will get themselves out of the gaping plot hole in the lore. But global server really should keep pushing. (Love to see people donating to wolves preservation for Valko)

Side note: MC is NOT a self insert. I don't do those. It's an OC named Odelai

"Coming to the conclusion that it’s safe enough, Xysmar took the red cloak off S’Altesh's dead body and picked the babe up. He wrapped it fully out of sight, not bothering to wipe the grime off the creature."

Xysmar never had any actual problem with the way Esh was able to change his appearances. But since he was the one who brought the infant to the Matron - enough of disobedience from the child could lead to Xysmar also getting in trouble. Especially if the older drow is spotted being near the boy during the "crime"

And if you are curious about the context, check out Eshra's BACKSTORY

Oh heck yes, I've found another freaky lil durge to follow <3

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welcome. I have many freaks and many alternative stories of those freaks lol

(i really should make like masterlist of all my bg3 characters)

Anonymous asked:

What exactly happened in Limbo to Issa?

I was thinking for a looooong time on how I should answer this. Because Thal'Issa's whole shtick is that she always tells a different story about her past and you can never guess which parts may be true (if any at all).

I even wrote down an actual answer, but decided that it's way too soon to break the joke. So I will only mention a fun fact that Thal'Issa have met with Githzerai in her "adventures" there and have learned a thing or two from them.

Trying not to scare off the huzz

Eshra was not surprised about Astarion trying to bite her, nor was she mad at him for drinking her dry. She did not try to stop him to begin with

Eshra has quite... Peculiar definitions of intimacy. Being nigh indestructible (plus the screwed upbringing), her affections are very intence. The fact that Astarion chose her for this was perceived as an act of trust. As in "he was desperate and believed I would not harm him for it". And it spiked her curiosity and attraction towards him.