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random 18 year old dedicated to projecting onto Dan Goodman from the ntn proshot
i also write sometimes. i post those on a separate secret place though so idk if i will ever share anything here
latino american dedicated to staying alive in this hell of a planet.
edit: i now shitpost sporadically
thats their boy now, theyr all going to go do science together ( @thatdrumbotperson )
okay but how do we think he would die as dictated by Death To The Mechanisms?
my vote is on self calcification in the same place rocky is put to rest once he is done traveling the cosmos doing science
come to think of it, the emphasis on cost growing up probably fucked me up at least a little bit
i feel too guilty and anxious about spending money to use any of mine that i’ve saved up
ironic considering my dad’s job makes us middle class
how many things in my childhood was i told were too expensive when we could afford it all along
what do we think happened to the last of og elias’s weed?
did jonah smoke it all after he took over?
did jonah wait until elias was done with his stash like a dog eating a bit of chocolate before being put down?
is it still out there somewhere?
im asking the REAL questions over here
plot twist. it’s in the tunnels. all of it. stupid idiot motherfucking jurgen leitner found it after elias got taken. elias had stuffed his seemingly infinite stash everywhere, walls, floorboards, inside printers, everything. most of it was in the tunnels. rumors say, a lucky institute worker might find some if they just look hard enough
NEVER complain to your kid about how much they cost
i was told when i was 13 how much my intensive outpatient program cost. i was there because i wanted to die. come to find out years later that insurance probably covered it.
i just got told today, age 19, how much accidentally missing therapy costs for the hundredth time.
i might as well just. pay the cost myself. it’ll take a big chunk out of my paychecks but i’m just sick of being a burden
i just paid over 200 dollars of overdue payments for my appointments because i’m sick of it. they hadn’t been paid for months anyway. i’m tired
that’s more than i make in a day, even in a week because i haven’t been getting scheduled. i’m tired.
recovering from sh while also struggling with skin picking is so wild
cause part of me will always feel like my clean streak is a lie
two and a half years with the absence of one harm while the other persists
i don’t mean to, not really, i just can’t stop. it feels terrible not to pick. the urge is so strong that not picking something might as well be impossible
I have a new favourite batshit rail idea
Please build it for the funny please please please
You're right. I SHOULD be able to take the train from Minneapolis to Berlin.
big plane would never let this happen though. they just want to sell more fly
every so often i forget my meds. and then i forget them more. and at some point i forget for a whole week. and i start getting all confident thinking i can quit them
then a few weeks in the sadness creeps in and if i stop trying to distract myself for a single second it’s there full force
so anyways, safe to say i’ll probably go back on my meds when i get back from this trip
