how i feel trying to find angst but only finding smut
Already Yours
Getting cheated on mere weeks away from the holidays has you fleeing to your parents' holiday house upstate. What you don't expect is to find and fall for the groundskeeper there who seems to know more about you than you might think.
▸ PAIRING: Bucky Barnes x F!Reader ▸ WARNINGS: NSFW 18+, hurt/comfort, fluff, cheating (not bucky), fingering, eating out, penetration (with condom hurrah!), slight miscommunication? ▸ WORD COUNT: 22.8K ▸ A/N: unintentionally the longest fic i've written to date <3 tis the season of giving, please know that you are keeping authors warm with your generous likes / reblogs / comments in these cold months. thank you sm in advance if you give this story a chance!!!! groundskeeper used loosely (he just does everything around the house). also written as part of @blowingbarnes's romcom rewrite collection (ily bbl) with this being partially inspired by love actually!
Many may call you lucky. Lucky to have met your boyfriend when you were kids with missing teeth. Lucky to have been with him for seven years and counting. Lucky to have parents who showered you with unconditional love growing up. Lucky to have a lucrative career doing what you absolutely love. Lucky to have saved enough for an apartment that you own in the city.
Call it luck. Call it privilege. You’ve long accepted that you are incredibly fortunate that the biggest hurdle you’ve faced — and persistently face — is writer’s block. It’s a damned concrete wall that can seem impossible to hammer through, but one that you always manage to break. Otherwise, your life has been pretty fine and dandy. You have it all.
Until you don’t.
𝘊𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘗𝘪𝘤𝘬 𝘜𝘱 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘊𝘭𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴
݈݇— pairings: Ex-BF!Bucky Barnes x f!Reader ݈݇— themes: Porn with plot and feelings, Exes-to-Lovers, mild angst with happy ending. no use of y/n. soft!dom, pet names: baby, dirty girl. couch sex, make-up sex, emotional sex, gentle to rough, foreplay, dry humping, nipple play, oral (m receiving), ball play, swallowing, bodyworship, dick slaps, multiple orgasms, breeding talks, unprotected p i v, mating press, creampie, dirty talk, size difference, aftercare, accidental exhibitionsism. ݈݇— summary: Bucky texted you and he needs you to come pick up your clothes from his house. You haven't seen or talked to him in a month, so why are you nervous? A/N: Based on the song, Folded By Kehlani. Listen to it on repeat while reading, up to you. BUT GOD I AM OBSESSED WITH THIS SONG. DO NOT READ IF YOU"RE UNDER 18.
Your knock sounded sharp, insistent, echoing in the quiet Brooklyn brownstone on this frigid New Year’s morning. Exactly one month since you walked out of this very door, telling yourself it was for good.
There’s a pause. Footsteps. The soft thud of movement inside. And then—his voice, muffled through the door.
“Yeah—hang on.”
Your stomach flips. Stupid. It’s been a month. You should be over this.
The door swings open, and there he is.
He looks… different. The scruff along his jaw is trimmed now, like he finally bothered to care for it. His hair’s a little longer, tucked behind his ears, a few strands escaping around his face.
Make me Juno ; B. Barnes
Pairing: Husband!Bucky x F!Wife!Reader
Synopsis: Bucky never thought he’d get married. But, then he did. He never thought he’d have kids. Never knew he even wanted them. Until he saw you with one. Now, it’s all he can think about.
Warnings: Fluff, ft. the wilson’s, bucky’s a yearner, no use of y/n, SMUT, MDNI, kids loving bucky (and you), baby fever, ovulation kink?, kissing, cursing, all consensual, lots of terms of endearment, oral (f. rec), unprotected sex (do not), vocal & yapper buck, crying, overstimulation, porn with no plot, multiple rounds, creampies, cockwarming, breeding kink, rough sex, praise kink, spanking (once), marking, pussy worshipping, pregnancy, aftercare / WC: 5.6K
A/N: Ahh, thank you, anon, for indulging in baby-fever Bucky with me! I think I might be ovulating, tbh. But anyways! I love baby-fever ridden Bucky Barnes. Comments & Reblogs appreciated!
The late afternoon light bled gold through the windows of your shared apartment, catching in soft patterns across the wooden floorboards. You stood by the hallway mirror, twisting your earrings in with careful fingers, humming faintly under your breath. That sundress—the pale blue one with delicate little straps—fit you like a whisper.
Bucky leaned against the doorway, arms crossed, watching you run your fingers through your hair. His heart squeezed. A year into the marriage and he still couldn’t believe it some days. You looked so calm, so beautiful, so easy in your movements and skin. The way the afternoon sun painted you golden made him ache.
You caught his eyes in the mirror and smiled, a knowing little curve of your mouth. “You keep staring at me like that, we’re going to be late,” you said, adjusting the neckline of your dress.
girls will look at a man and say “he’s just misunderstood” as he murders people
fuck KINKtober, ya’ll horny hoes be writing smut either way can we get FLUFFtober? 😒
bucky barnes fic recs
✧.* fluff ⋆ | ˚꩜。 series | ⚠︎ angst | ✪ g's star reads | 18+ below the cut
✧.* Creamy or Crunchy? Bucky joins you grocery shopping to everyone’s surprise. ✧. Weakenss ✪ You use Bucky’s only weakness to your advantage until it bites you in the ass. ✧. Change your mind ✪ Natasha drags you to an NYU baseball game. And despite yourself, one player catches your attention. ⚠︎ One Inch Deeper ✪ You can’t stand to watch him get hurt. He can’t stand to watch you risk your life for him. In the end, both of you are right - and both of you are bleeding for it. Like he means it ✪ You can’t take another night of hearing Bucky fuck a girl who isn’t you. ⚠︎ Powdered Sugar Your friend group is having a night out at the local carnival. Bucky is his charming self and you are tired of pretending it doesn’t affect you. ⚠︎ A Thousand Times Before Bucky travels to an alternate universe for the sake of a mission. But he doesn’t expect to come face to face with a version of you that loves him, completely and openly. Back in his own world, he is left with a truth he can’t keep to himself anymore. ⚠︎ Mad for You You are a simple maid who cleans the mansion of the Bucky Barnes, always staying in the background. But when one of his men sees you as a target for assault, and manipulates you into taking the blame for something you didn’t do, you are pushed directly into Bucky’s focus. ⚠︎ One Inch Deeper You can’t stand to watch him get hurt. He can’t stand to watch you risk your life for him. In the end, both of you are right - and both of you are bleeding for it. ⚠︎ Halfway to Saying it You agree to a date with another guy to forget about the boy you’ve loved forever, only to acknowledge that your heart keeps finding its way back to him. ⚠︎ Rulebook and the Rebel You are always careful. Always in control. But one slip is all that it takes for one of your girls to vanish into the woods. And someone won't let you forget it. ⚠︎ Downtime ✪ After a hilariously avoidable gym accident, you try to hide the fact that even Avengers get hurt off-duty. But unfortunately for you, Bucky isn’t easily fooled.
✧. Jackass ✪ Everyone is horrified that Bucky is flirting with a married woman, but then they realize there's a reason why. ✧. Patron of Saint Nightmares ✪ Bucky needs to go on a mission, so he asks the rest of the team to take care of his girl. ✧. More to Love ✪ Bucky marries you, someone who shows love through food. When his body changes, you show him he’s cared for no matter what. ✧. Smitten Sam finally meets Bucky’s girlfriend, though you’re not who he thinks you are. ✧. Patron of Saint Nightmares ✪ Bucky needs to go on a mission, so he asks the rest of the team to take care of his girl. ✧. Breathe Bucky tries to quit smoking for your sake. ✧. Lipstick Stains You leave lipstick marks on Bucky’s face. ✧. Time after time Your son has a nightmare, and it reminds Bucky of his own bad dreams. ⚠︎ Small Circles Bucky Barnes is still getting used to modern dating… and hates that you have to work with your exes. ⚠︎ Walls You never ask for help, even when your boyfriend wants to help you. ✧. Trust Fund, Baby! ✪ Bucky Barnes’s secret girlfriend has a secret of her own. ✧. Loose Ends Your husband, Bucky Barnes, finally meets your multiversal best friend, Wade Wilson. ✧. Interstate Love Song Bucky tells the team he saw his Hydra days in The Void. You are the only one who knows him well enough to know he is lying.
✧. let it happen ✪ "So that's all it takes, then? I kiss you one time and you get all possessive over me?" ✧. all we know of heaven, all we need of hell you fell in love with the man who trained you in the red room. he helped you escape - and made you promise to never look back. years later, when an old friend asks for your help, you find yourself working with a group of anti-heroes. including him. ✧. starry eyed reader gets a special gift from her secret santa
✧. Dog Tags | @marvelwitchergilmore ✪ Bucky is looking for his Dog Tags, and you just so happen to have them. ✧. State of Denial | @marvelwitchergilmore When Bucky gets sick, you take care of him.
✧. Friday Night ✪ You end up sitting next to Bucky in a casual team dinner. ✧. The Match While secretly dating You, Bucky gets roped into a dating app by Sam. ✧. You Said What? ✪ You accidentally call Bucky babe during a mission briefing in front of the whole team.
✧. he was chaos, he was revelry ✪ Bucky tells you to go out and have a day at the mall and get whatever you want. When you only buy a $20 Squishmallow, he has to intervene. ✧. my angel of life ✪ Bucky tries to get your daughter to say 'mama' for the first time. ✧. electric touch You technically aren't a member of the New Avengers, but you live at the Watchtower and help the team out during missions. The most interesting part? Bucky seems to have a crush on you, the quiet, brooding, mysterious woman. ✧. sweet nothin' You're a simple Brooklyn florist when Bucky Barnes enters your shop and changes your life forever.
