how i stopped being a loser and manifested my dream life

let me be real with you. for the longest time, i was a loser. stuck in my own head, broke, lost, and playing small. begging the universe for scraps, hoping things would magically get better. pitiful, right?

then one day, i got sick of it. sick of feeling sorry for myself. i decided enough was enough.

i dropped the pathetic victim act, i went to bed at midnight, lay in a comfortable position and told myself to stop fucking around. i said, "i am in the void state." i repeated the affirmation until i couldn't see or hear anything then i said, "i have everything from my void list"

here’s what i manifested once i quit being a loser and started living like a queen:

☆a luxury apartment with insane views

☆a fat bank account that makes my old broke days look like a bad dream.

☆a career where i’m the boss, respected, feared, and paid what i’m worth.

☆a partner who’s loyal, confident, and shows up fully. no games, no drama.

☆a car that commands attention sleek, black, and unapologetically expensive.

☆friendships that actually build me up instead of tearing me down.

☆a daily peace that’s cold and steady. unbreakable and real.

the void state wasn’t a fairy tale. it was my battlefield — and i won.

stop being a loser. start being the queen you were born to be.

MANIFEST YOUR DESIRES WHILE YOU SLEEP

okay i need to talk about SATS because i feel like it's either completely overlooked or so overcomplicated that people give up on it before they even try it properly.

SATS stands for state akin to sleep. that's it. it's just the drowsy state right before you fully fall asleep where your mind is relaxed enough that your subconscious is basically wide open. Neville used this specific window because in that state your critical mind is basically off. the part of you that hears "i have my dream job" and immediately goes "no you don't" is too tired to argue back.

so whatever you feed your mind in that state goes in without resistance.

and that's the whole point.

here's what actually happens when you do it right. you lay down at night, you get comfortable, you let yourself get genuinely drowsy, not wide awake trying to focus, actually drowsy. and then you play a small scene in your mind. something short, something that implies your desire is already done. not a long movie, just a moment. your friend congratulating you. opening your front door to your dream apartment. looking in the mirror and seeing exactly what you want to see.

you loop that scene. same scene over and over, feeling it as real as you can, until you drift off.

that's it.

but here's where people go wrong. they turn it into a performance. they try too hard to visualize perfectly. they stress about whether they're feeling it correctly. they stay wide awake running through the scene with so much pressure that they completely miss the whole point of the technique which is relaxation and receptivity.

your subconscious doesn't need a perfect HD visualization. it needs repetition and feeling in a relaxed state. that's the whole mechanism.

and the reason this works so well is because you spend the entire night in that assumed state. you fall asleep in it. your last conscious thought is your wish fulfilled. and your subconscious just marinates in that assumption for hours while you sleep.

Neville said to sleep as though your desire was already real. not to try and manifest before you sleep. to actually close your eyes already being the person who has it.

that shift in how you approach it changes everything.

so tonight instead of trying to make something happen, just let yourself get sleepy, pick one small scene that implies it's done, and loop it until you're out.

let your sleep do the work.

𝐀𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐠𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬, 𝐈 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐧𝐚𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐃𝐑. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐜 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬, 𝐦𝐲 𝐞𝐲𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦. 𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐛𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞, 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐚𝐦, 𝐈 𝐝𝐨. 𝐈 𝐚𝐥𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐬 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐈 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐞𝐱𝐡𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐲. 𝐒𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐧𝐚𝐩 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐃𝐑? 𝐋𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧:

𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐨𝐛𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐞𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫. 𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐜𝐜𝐞𝐩𝐭.

𝐒𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲, 𝐝𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐧𝐚𝐩, 𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐥. 𝐈𝐭𝐬 𝐬𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐲 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐩 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲. 𝐈𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨 𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐝𝐢𝐟𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐮𝐥𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐤. 𝐘𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐟𝐭, 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐝𝐞. 𝐏𝐥𝐮𝐬, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨, 𝐬𝐞𝐞 𝐨𝐫, 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐃𝐑 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐲

𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒅, 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒚 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒌. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒔𝒎𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒔/𝒐 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒑𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒅. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒆𝒍𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒔/𝒐 𝒕𝒐𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒎 𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅, 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒄𝒖𝒅𝒅𝒍𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒕. 𝑨𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝑪𝑹 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝑾𝑹. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒆𝒙𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒊𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒑𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒆𝒇𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒊𝒕.

I would put on a floaty song, think Stray.wav, Let it happen, sdp Interlude, etc (all slowed and reverbed lol). Then I would close my eyes and pretend that the music was guiding me into my DR.

Either that or thinking that the music was levelling me up somehow and making shifting easier for me. I know it sounds silly but it genuinely worked. I would sit there thinking, "its working. I can feel myself shifting 🤩" Just using the music as kind of a power up.

It was fun too. I would get super into it and not even realise that I had shifted already. The only problem was that I would get startled and panic and then purposely shift back. Still working on that though.

— Void state is a deep state where your brain is technically awake but muted its connection to your body. You can manifest anything there because the subconscious mind cannot distinguish between a "real" external event and a vividly imagined internal one. Any thought you plant there is accepted as absolute truth without an argument from your logic.

how to get into void state?

— You need to lay down in a comfortable position, make sure you are VERY comfortable because it’s better if you don’t move during the process. You can open a subliminal, a guide meditation or theta waves to make it easier!

When you lay down, you’re going to close your eyes and focus on the voice you’re listening to or focus on your breathing. Calm yourself down. You can close your eyes with an eye mask to avoid accidentally opening your eyes, it happens more than you think.

You can also stare into back of your eyelids, into that darkness. Your brain will eventually send a signal like itch or a strong urge to move to check if you’re still awake— ignore it.

Then you can start counting to 100, you can repeat affirmations as you do. You can start feeling like you’re floating or spinning, those are completely normal. Don’t panic. You may also see flashes of light, geometric patterns. Also normal, don’t panic.

If you feel like, “ OMG!! it’s happening. “ it’s gone because your heart rate will spike, releasing adrenaline which will instantly kick you back.

affirmations :

• i am in void state.

• I am pure awareness, detached from my body.

• I am entering the void now.

• My body is asleep, my mind is awake.

how it feels to be in void state?

— it’s just dark, no sounds. nothing. Don’t be scared or panicked though, you can always leave by just simply moving your finger or opening your eyes.

since you’re in void state, you can manifest anything you like.

ೕ ׄ HOW I MANIFESTED $1K IN 1 DAY WHILE BROKE /WITH SHITTY CIRCUMSTANCES (WITH PROOF) ྀ . ݁ ˖

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⌢ . ꒰ ⌢୨୧⌢ ꒱ . ⌢

꒰୨୧◞ 。hey loves! i'm here with another success story that literally just happened LMAOOO. i just manifested $1k even though i didn't had a penny in my bank account, i'm unemployed and had a huge credit card bill to pay.⠀₊ ˚⊹

ㅤ𓈒ㅤ୭ৎ but despite all that shit, i spent almost the whole day listening to this subliminal to manifest money as a way to saturate my mind because i'm too lazy to affirm sometimes lmao. i put the subliminal in the background and went about my day doing what i had to do. i won't lie to you guys: i did end up wavering/spiralling during the day because even though i know the law and know about this incredible power we have to shape reality to our liking, i'm still human and ended up looking too much at the 3d for validation and it's normal to have doubts, intrusive thoughts, negative emotions - if even neville goddard himself wavered when he was assuming his trip to barbados, who am i not to spiral sometimes? lol. ㅤ𝅄ㅤ. ۪ ⠀ׂㅤ. ͡꒱

꒰୨୧◞ 。for more context: i have a youtube channel that was recently monetized (this is actually another success story i'll tell soon and guess what? it was also under shitty circumstances lmao I'm an expert on that) and i won't say the name for obvious reasons, but anyway- my views were dropping a bit because i'm not posting new videos on it right now and consequently i end up making little money from monetization and also the niche i chose to work in doesn't make that much (for now, i'm here to change the game lol). but just now i decided to open my youtube studio and found R$1,034.33 in my account!!! today i made the highest amount i've ever made with this channel from monetization - and trust me, i won't stop here lol. ₊ ˚⊹

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⌢ . ꒰ ⌢୨୧⌢ ꒱ . ⌢

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⌢ . ꒰ ⌢୨୧⌢ ꒱ . ⌢

ㅤ𓈒ㅤ୭ৎ even while wavering/spiralling, i managed to manifest 1k with shitty circumstances so that shit doesn't mean anything!! what you can't do is listen to that shit (doubts, intrusive thoughts, negative emotions etc) like it has any power to stop you from manifesting or something, or look at your circumstances like they're unchangeable and not literally a mirror of your assumptions. so if you catch yourself in that state don't blame yourself so much, just lift your fucking head up and keep assuming!!! that's what i did and it worked <3⠀if you're going to use the subliminal that I used and recommend, don't forget that you DON'T depend on it to manifest, it's just a fun tool to manifest because it's already yours the moment you assume). anyway, i hope this success story motivated you guys!ㅤ𝅄ㅤ. ۪ ⠀ׂㅤ. ͡꒱

♡ hello my loves ♡

if you’ve seen my previous posts, you know i’ve consciously redesigned every part of my life~

• master of reality shifting • abundance & wealth • ideal family, friends & lifestyle • soulmate partner • self-concept + identity • ideal body + desired face •perfect physical health and nervous system • effortless creativity • beautiful social circle • emotional peace & balance • exploring the world • purpose & inner alignment • joy as my natural state (and even more ♡)

i planned a new post, but decided to refresh this one with more details and clarity instead~ i’ve been part of spiritual communities since 2017, deeply exploring shifting since 2020/2021. along the way, i’ve experienced two profound manifestation breakthroughs that changed everything for me. sharing them with extra insight this time, especially the second (with lester levenson’s 6 steps + living awake like a lucid dream)

first breakthrough: upgrading my current reality (2024)

life felt heavy back then. i had an uninspiring job, draining relationships, negative body changes, ongoing money worries, no real excitement, no friends, horrible health and multiple chronic illness’s and crippling depression/anxiety. i began trying core law of assumption practices: visualizing, affirmations, scripting, subliminals, void state and so so much more.

after consistent months, shifts came after years of trial and error and I shifted to my better cr. I had a higher-paying job manifested suddenly, reconnected with loving friends, upgraded living space, revised appearance & family bonds and a lot of money. my current reality became so much brighter, and i felt pure bliss ♡

yet i could not really manifest a shift when that was my real goal and replicating it took time. soon complacency crept in, and old doubts returned. was it luck? just life getting better?the success was genuine, but true depth was needed to make it last.

second breakthrough: lucid living. awake reality as a conscious dream (2025+)

this elevated everything. i embraced “lucid living”: treating this reality as flexible as a dream. just like knowing you’re dreaming allows control, i applied that wakeful awareness here. intention directs it all instantly.

it was drawn from lester levenson’s 6 steps (sedona/release technique). releasing the three wants: approval, control, safety. dissolving them restores natural freedom & limitless possibility which is ideal for true manifestation.

the 6 steps ♡

my practice: deep relaxation, affirm “reality is consciousness projecting, dream-like”, sense any resistance, apply the steps. everything became beautifully fluid. synchronicities bloomed. soon: perfect career, loving partner, effortless abundance. my reality transformed into my dream one. peaceful, expansive, abundant. then one moment it shifted fully. all previous desires appeared naturally, including ones i hadn’t named ♡

to anyone doubting (sent with kindness): please stop seeking outside approval!! this is your reality. why hand your joy to skeptics? void states align with ancient śūnyatā in buddhism/hinduism, echoed by modern voices like joe dispenza & tom campbell. countless shared experiences across communities… consciousness creates. you are the creator.

even skeptically, these are powerful mindfulness tools. less stress, better emotional balance, clarity & peace (proven by studies). beautiful benefits regardless ♡

how it feels now pure liberation. soft love. reality feels magically gentle, radiant, serene. i protect my peace fiercely. every dreamed detail is real: appearance, connections, family harmony, adventures, recognition. past me believed it “impossible”. yet it flowed in through simple remembrance of truth.

ella’s soft reminders ♡

🌷 this knowing is precious. you are the source. hold it gently, fully. 🌷 outer circumstances are echoes of past assumptions. rest in awareness; they shift. 🌷 the feelings you seek are your essence. claim them here & now. 🌷 no endless persisting needed. when it feels true, consciousness sustains it. rest as pure I AM. 🌷 you’re not separate from the play… you are the entire play. imagine joyfully, like childhood wonder ♡

all techniques point back to the same truth: there is only You. as neville goddard said, there are as many ways to apply the law as there are people using it, and i could not agree more. the obsession with one “right” method or arguing endlessly about whose technique is best is just another misunderstanding. let go of that too ♡

ending with this beloved quote: “to be identified with your mind is to be trapped in time… both [past and future] are illusions.”

— eckhart tolle

just remember: you are so, so, so loved. i promise you: you would not be here if God/Infinite Consciousness/The Source did not choose to divide itself eight billion beautiful times just to experience life through you, as you, for you. you are divine expression in human form: cherished beyond words, held in infinite love every moment. loved in your doubts, dreams, becoming. the universe conspired for you to exist and awaken. rest in that love. live from that love.

your desired life is already yours. you are already whole.

endless love always ♡ ~ ella

how I get into the “void” (aka: distraction + 444 breathing) This is a guaranteed method I use to get in.

1. Get comfortable

lay down in a starfish position, arms out, legs relaxed.

no tension. no effort.

just get cozy and exist.

2. skip the alpha state

i don’t do alpha techniques.

they’re lowkey time-consuming and unnecessary (for me).

3. countdowns

do the 444 breathing method

inhale 4 — hold 4 — exhale 4

repeat.

while you’re breathing, let yourself drift and visualize softly.

4. distract the mind

don’t affirm yet.

just distract yourself:

play a song in your head

visualize random scenes

daydream naturally

let your thoughts wander without controlling them.

5. Feel the shift

eventually your awareness comes back and you notice: you can’t really feel your body

numb / floating sensation

like your body just dipped

that’s the cue. you’re ready.

6. void affirmations

start gently affirming:

“I am pure consciousness.”

“I’m always in the void state.”

“I’m in the void state.”

“I’m not attached to any reality.”

keep your focus soft and on your breathing.

7. enter the void

and then…

it just happens.

poof. you’re in.

Quote of the day

Don't let yourself be controlled by three things

People, money and past experiences

(By Buddha)

More "Impossible" things I've manifested

As the first part did so well and anons keep asking for additions including the void state, revision, and things I've spawned, I'm here to deliver. While the initial post was focused on stuff that has happened over the last few months, I'm merely putting anything "big" I can think of in this one