bf!riki headcanons (sfw, 18+)

❥ SWF

boyfriend!riki who's obsessed with seeing you in his clothes and constantly lends you his expensive chrome hoodies even if he'll curse out his members for even breathing near them

boyfriend!riki who tells you that you can paint his nails only of it's in black — only to smile every time he looks at his nails the next day because you secretly added pastel hearts to them when he wasn't focusing

boyfriend!riki who lets you to play with the rings on his fingers whenever you're anxious, knowing that it calms you down when you're stressed. if he knows you'll be doing something that makes you anxious that day, he'll purposely put on a few extra rings for you to fidget with

ʀʀ 西

life with your sweet angel of a boyfriend, absolute purrfection.

ɪʀɪɴɢ: pumabf!riki x reader

smut, established relationship, domestic fluff, protective!ki, jealousy, cuddling, lots of kissing, oral (f.+ m. receiving), he purrs, sub!reader, bratty!reader, biting (he does it with love), little bit of blood mentioned, morning sex, swearing, teasing, not proofread lolz (3.9k words)

ʙ!ʀɪɪ promises he doesn't mean to but is insanely protective.

an arm around your should or waist, eyes ghosting around any room you step it looking for a threat. you would think you're entering a cage of fighting lions, but no — you're just entering a supermarket. the poor other costumers were treated like missiles about to explode by him. "ki, red or green?" no response. "ki?" "hm?" he mutters, eyes still roaming around. your hands find his face, snapping him out of his haze. the moment your eyes meet he softens, sharp eyes turning big, brows relaxing. "do you want red or green grapes?" you ask again. "oh, green please." he smiles softly, eyes crinkling. but as soon as you turn to grab the grapes he snaps back to scan the room for any potential threat.

ʙ!ʀɪɪ full on gnarls when you're being bratty heheheh

he tries to be as nice to you as he can while he's balls deep inside you. poor boy gets so lost inpleasure and turns absolutely wild. he wants his hands all over you at the same time, like his hands are never in the same position for more than ten seconds. the first time you slept together he was trembling with how much he had to hold himself back, pretty boy blanked out at the feeling of your pussy around him :(( but with time you wanted to see what he's hiding, there was a little bite or choke every now and then but you want this man WILD. "can't even fuck me properly, huh?" "come on, is this all you've got?" you are an absolute manace and after the initial shock riki experienced hearing those words coming from you, his heavy breaths and choked moans were replaced by grunts as he slammed his hips against you with one smooth motion. satisfied with the sqeaky moan it got out of you, he thought this was the end – a mere little slipup on your part. but no, this only fuelled you. "what," you giggled between small gasps, "too shy to put me through the matress?" oh this was your end. within the blink of an eye he had you flipped on your stomach, legs rough nudged apart before he buries himself inside of you again. you know that he's big, i mean look at the height of him his dick was bound to be more than average, but he has never been this deep in you. for a moment you believe you've lost hearing and your brain switched off. as if you weren't in heaven enough already, the feeling of him carelessly lying on top of you, cock drilling in and out of your puffy pussy, had you speechless. "oh now you wanna shut up, hm?" he gnarls into your ear, yanking your hair back. you mouth falls open, but no words come out of it; only whines and throaty moans. "wanna act like a fucking brat but cave at the feeling of me destroying your cunt huh?" messy kisses were placed on your exposed neck, sharp fangs grazing that one sensitive spot that has you pussy flutter. pathetic whines answer him and he chuckles, " 's what i thought baby, now come on and take it."

ʙ!ʀɪɪ is practically glued to you at all times.

bunnies in heat - reader x ni-ki

warnings : smut, explicit languages, etc.

ni-ki had been sleeping over a lot lately.

at first, he was sleeping over only on weekends then it turned to him coming over into weekdays too. that his clothes keeps ending up and piling in your drawers now.

it became completely normal to wake up with his arms around you too, seeing his shirts and pants on the floor, or the smell of his cologne lingering in your room.

today you were cuddling. his body was warm pressed against yours under the covers. his breath tickles your ear every time he spoke, and his lips kept brushing your skin, ni-ki doesn't even realize what he was doing.

he was all over you. arms tight around your waist, leg hooked between yours, chest against your back as if he was trying to fuse into you. he kisses your ear, jaw, neck, and your breath gets caught each time.

he sucks your sensitive spot below your ear, making your fingers curl and grip the blanket. he groans quietly when you move just a little and you feel him getting hard through his thin pajama pants.

you kissed him back for a little while but then—

"you're moving so much," you whispered breathlessly, half-complaining as you squirmed in his grip. "i– i can't breathe properly…"

"mmnh…" ni-ki hummed against your neck, his voice now low and sleepy. "sorry, baby..." he murmured, but the way he tightened his arms around you says otherwise. he wasn't sorry at all, not even a little. "i just missed you…"

"we've been together all day," you pointed out, shifting on his arms.

"yeah." he replied, kissing your cheek softly. "still missed you."

you rolled your eyes at him playfully but your chest was aching a little at how your boyfriend could make everything sound like a love confession.

quietly, out of nowhere, ni-ki asked,

"do you you wanna have sex with me?"

your eyes went wide, pushing him away just a little, your hands stayed on his shoulders. you blinked fast. "what—wha—WHAT?"

ni-ki groaned, burying his face in the crook of your neck, voice muffled against your skin. "ughh… fuck. that was so awkward. sorry, i didn't mean to say it like that."

then he blushed, chuckling weakly before looking at you again, "i said, do you wanna have se—"

quickly, your hand flew to cover his mouth. "baby, i heard you!" you whispered, totally horrified.

he paused, eyes twinkling with amusement and anticipation as he gently pulled your hand away. his fingers felt soft and warm around your wrist, he asked again, "so?" but when he saw the panic and unsureness in your face, his expression immediately softened, "…no?"

and before you could even answer, ni-ki smiled gently, relaxing his grip on you a little as if he already knows the answer. "you wanna take your time?"

your heart was pounding so hard that he could probably feel it against his chest. your cheeks turned red as you look away and finally, you nodded slowly.

he kissed your cheek, thumb stroking your waist in quiet reassurance. "okay," he whispered. "let's take our time."

your throat tightened. you wanted to say something—maybe apologize but the words stuck, so instead, you mumbled, "…are you horny?"

ni-ki blinked, surprised—then let out a soft laugh before pulling you closer, gently guiding your head to rest on his chest.

"don't worry about any of that, baby…"

"but—"

"i love you," he murmured quietly but firm, cutting through your spiraling thoughts like a thread being pulled tight. "don't stress, okay? i promise you, you're more than enough."

the two of you were quiet for a while. you just listened to his heartbeat as he held you close then eventually, ni-ki sat up and gave you a soft kiss on the forehead.

"i'm just gonna take a quick shower."

you watched him disappear into the bathroom, the sound of water running filling the room. but your head… it just wouldn't quiet down.

was he upset? disappointed?

...frustrated?

the thought made your stomach twist. you tried to brush it off, pacing around the room hoping it might help shake the feeling. however, the thoughts only got louder in your head.

the spiral started, making your head spin and making you upset at yourself too.

wait—is he... is he handling it in there?!

you heard the water shut off, giving you silence again. you bit your lip, hesitating but curiosity keeps getting the better of you. and quietly—so quietly—you pressed your ear to the bathroom door.

but right then, the door quickly opened the second you leaned in—

you almost fell forward but your boyfriend caught you. his hair is wet, he's got towel around his hips, there's water dripping down his chest, ni-ki raised an eyebrow at you. "…what are you doing?"

"i—i wasn't—!"

then he smirked after catching you red handed. "were you listening at the door?"

"no! i—i was just—!"

"ahh…" he interrupted, shaking his head in disbelief and amusement after the realization. "you were trying to hear if i was jerking off in your shower, huh?"

"fuck..." you cursed, closing your eyes and looked away, totally dying inside. "no…"

he leaned in, "tch. you're so nosy." brushing a strand of hair from your face. droplets splashing on your toes. then with a grin, he added "and i wouldn't jerk off."

you tilted your head, "huh? why not?"

"because i'd rather you jerk me off."

LICK IT UP

riki buries his face between your thighs and doesn't come up for air.

pairings: nishimura riki x reader

──── wc: 945, munch riki, oral (f receiving), face riding, overstimulation, tongue piercing play, size difference, my materlist

Riki's tongue piercing clicked against his teeth again, that metallic tick you could hear even over the low hum of the air conditioner in your bedroom.

He was sprawled between your spread thighs, elbows digging into the mattress on either side of your hips, dark eyes staring up at you with that dangerous kind of focus—the kind that said he wasn't going anywhere until he got what he wanted.

riki nishimura ~ fuck, you smell like me ˚˖𓍢ִ໋🦢˚

warnings: smut (mdni), dirty talk, power dynamics, degradation, possessive behavior, bite marks, bareback sex, mild breath play, emotional intensity, implied aftercare (not detailed) let me know if there’s more !! 

The door clicks shut behind you, the soft sound swallowed by the dim warmth of Niki’s bedroom. The lamp on his nightstand casts a low amber glow across the rumpled sheets, and there he is, sprawled out in the center of the bed like he owns the space, like he owns the air you’re breathing. His smile is lazy, knowing, a crooked curve that makes your stomach flip.

“There you are,” he says, voice a low murmur thick with teasing. He pats the mattress beside him, fingers drumming once, twice. “Come on. Get in.”

You don’t slide in beside him. Instead you climb onto the bed, knees sinking into the soft comforter, and lower yourself down until your chest meets his, your legs straddling his hips. Your arms loop around his neck, fingers threading through the blond hair at his nape. He lets out a low chuckle, hands settling on your waist, thumbs tracing lazy circles through the fabric of your top.

“Bold tonight,” he breathes, his eyes half lidded as he looks up at you. “I like it.”

You don’t answer with words, just press closer, letting your body melt into his warmth. For a moment there’s just the rhythm of your breathing, the faint thud of his heart against your ribs. Then he inhales, slow and deep, his nostrils flaring as he tips his head into the curve of your neck.

His hands still.

“Mm.” The sound vibrates against your skin. “You smell like me.”

Your cheeks heat. You try to shrug it off, turning your face away, but his fingers dig into your hips, holding you still. “I just borrowed your hoodie earlier,” you mumble. “It’s no big deal.”

“No big deal?” Niki’s voice drops, rougher now, edged with something hungry. His nose trails along your jaw, inhaling again. “Fuck, that’s so hot. You walked around all day smelling like my cologne. Like everyone who got close to you could smell me on your skin.”

You shiver, a tiny sound escaping your throat. “Niki—”

“Don’t play shy now,” he murmurs, and his tongue flicks out, tracing a hot wet line from your collarbone up to your ear. “You knew what you were doing. You wanted me to notice.”

You can’t deny it. The way his voice curls around the words makes your thighs clench. He takes your silence as answer, and his grin presses against your pulse point.

Then his mouth opens, and he licks a broad stripe up the side of your neck.

A gasp punches out of you. His tongue is wet and warm, lapping at the sensitive skin just below your ear before his lips close and he sucks. Hard. The sensation is sharp and dizzying, a pull that sends sparks straight down between your legs. He releases with a wet pop, only to move lower, licking and sucking a trail down the column of your throat, marking every inch he can reach.

“N-niki,” you breathe, your fingers tightening in his hair.

He hums against your skin, the vibration making you tremble. “Yeah? You like that, baby? You like when I leave my marks on you?”

You nod, but words fail as he finds a particularly tender spot just above your collarbone and sinks his teeth in gently, then soothes it with his tongue. By the time he pulls back, there’s a constellation of blooming bruises on your neck, dark promises of what’s to come.

He sits up slightly, enough to grab the hem of his shirt and yank it over his head in one fluid motion. The fabric hits the floor, and your eyes drop to his chest, to the hard planes of his stomach, the lines of muscle that carve a V down into the waistband of his sweats. You can’t help it, your hands leave his neck and press flat against his abs, feeling the warmth and the subtle twitch of muscle under your palms.

He watches you, a smug glint in his eyes. “Touch all you want. I know you’ve been dying to.”

Your fingers trace the ridges, slow and reverent. He’s so warm, so solid. You want to climb inside his skin.

But then his hand moves, sliding up your stomach under your top. He doesn’t ask, doesn’t hesitate. He pushes the fabric up, bunching it under your chin, and your breasts are bared to the lamplight. No bra. He knew, he must have known, the way he’d been palming you through the thin cotton all this morning.

His breath catches. “Fuck, look at you.” His thumb brushes over your nipple, already peaked and sensitive. “Coming in here with no bra, lying on top of me, spreading your legs over my cock like a perfect little slut.”

The word hits you like a slap. It burns hot and bright in your chest, and you arch into his touch.

“I’m not—” you start, but he cuts you off with a squeeze, a gentle twist of his fingers.

“Yeah you are.” He says it like a compliment, like a prize. “And I love it.”

He leans forward and his mouth replaces his hand. His tongue circles your nipple, lazy at first, then faster, harder, and he sucks it deep into his mouth. Your back bows off the bed, a cry tearing from your throat. He switches to the other, giving it the same attention, laving and sucking until both are glistening and swollen.

“Please,” you gasp, rocking your hips against the hard length of him through his sweats. “Niki, please, I need—”

“Need what?” He pulls back just enough to look at you, lips wet, eyes dark with lust. “Use your words, baby.”

“I need you inside me.” Your voice is raw, desperate. “Please, Niki. Fuck me.”

His grin is feral. “That’s my girl.”

He shifts, and in one smooth motion he rolls you onto your back, his body covering yours, pinning you to the mattress. His weight is perfect, heavy and grounding. He reaches down and yanks at the waistband of your pants, pulling them down your legs along with your panties. You kick them free. Then his own sweats follow, kicked to the floor, and his cock springs free, thick and aching, pressing against your thigh.

He positions himself at your entrance, just the tip nudging against your wetness. He doesn’t push in yet. He leans down, lips brushing your ear.

“You know how long I’ve wanted this?” His voice is a low growl. “Since the moment you walked into my room smelling like me. I’ve been hard the whole time, thinking about how good you’d feel wrapped around my cock.”

You whimper, hips bucking, trying to take him in, but he holds still.

“Ask me again,” he says. “Say my name like you mean it.”

“Niki,” you whine, the name breaking on your lips. “Please, fucking hell, just put it in.”

And then  he pushes.

The stretch is exquisite, a slow burn that makes you gasp and claw at his shoulders. He eases in inch by inch, letting you feel every bit of him, until he’s seated hilt-deep, his hips flush against yours. He stays there for a moment, letting you adjust, his forehead pressed to yours, both of you panting.

“Fuck,” he breathes. “You’re so tight. So perfect.”

He starts to move, a slow grind that builds into a steady rhythm. Your legs wrap around his waist, pulling him deeper. Your hands tangle in his hair, pulling his mouth to yours for a kiss that’s all teeth and tongue.

“Harder,” you beg against his lips. “Please, Niki, harder.”

He gives it to you, snapping his hips faster, the sound of skin slapping skin filling the room. His pace is punishing, relentless, each thrust hitting that perfect spot inside you that makes stars burst behind your eyes.

“You like that?” He grunts, his control fraying. “You like taking my cock like this?”

“Yes, yes, f-fuck, Niki, don’t stop.”

He slows for a moment, just to torture you, then drives in deep and stays there, grinding his pelvis against your clit. You cry out, your nails raking down his back.

“Look at you,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “All messy and needy for me. You’ll cum for me, won’t you? Right now?”

You can only nod, your body trembling on the edge.

“That’s it.” he growls, and his thrusts become erratic, desperate.

The orgasm hits you like a wave, crashing through every nerve, your inner walls clenching around him, pulling him deeper. He follows a second later, with a guttural groan, spilling hot and thick inside you, his body shuddering against yours.

He collapses on top of you, his weight a comforting blanket. His breath is hot against your neck, his lips pressing lazy kisses to your shoulder.

“Goddamn,” he murmurs. “You’re going to ruin me.”

You smile, your fingers carding through his damp hair. “Good.”

—𝙨𝙤 𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚... 𝙣.𝙧𝙠

𝘀𝘆𝗻𝗼𝗽𝘀𝗶𝘀: ━━━➤ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘩𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘴𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘺, 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘺 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘪𝘨 𝘥𝘪𝘤𝘬𝘴? 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘥𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸/ 𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨...
𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐟! 〰︎˚∘⌗☼☄︎ 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝!

𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘀: 𝘯𝘴𝘧𝘸 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵, 𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪 𝘹 𝘧!𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳, 𝘴𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘤𝘩!𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪, 𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘥𝘺!𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪, 𝘷𝘪𝘳𝘨𝘪𝘯!𝘳𝘪𝘬𝘪, 𝘩𝘫 (𝘮 𝘳𝘦𝘤), 𝘥𝘳𝘺𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨, 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘴𝘩, 𝘴𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘬, 𝘱𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘦 𝘧𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗿𝗲: 𝘯𝘰𝘯-𝘪𝘥𝘰𝘭 𝘢𝘶, 𝘴𝘮𝘶𝘵, 𝘰𝘯𝘦-𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘵. ︴ 𝙬𝙘: 2.3k

Pt² !!

𝗮/𝗻: 𝘐'𝘮 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬?! 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣 𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘬 𝘣𝘤 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦. 𝘈𝘯𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴, 𝘦𝘯𝘩𝘢 𝘥𝘢𝘦𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘨!? 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘰 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘶𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘦!! 축하하자!!! 🥳

‘Upset stomach, nausea, and, in rare instances, liver damage if overused.’ Is what the back of your pain medication bottle said as you popped 2 more than the recommended dosage, not caring about anything more than getting a good grade on your final exams tomorrow— you swallowed while coughing a bit. Due to the rapidly approaching exams and lack of knowledge you had, you found yourself attending your local cram school (private, supplemental educational institution that prepares students for specific goals) after school to study as a last resort.

Sitting next to a couple of losers you rolled your eyes and set down your things. You never really focused on school until this year since your parents really started cracking down on grades or they threatened you that they’d kick you out. You bit your tongue at the fact that was eating you alive and decided to try and study for this finial with all of your brainpower.

“..you shouldn’t take that many,” a monotone voice chimed in, ruining your thought process. You turned your head slowly with an annoyed expression to meet eyes with a boy. He looked about your age maybe a bit older, his lips were slightly parted most likely in shock that you took so many pills at once. His eyes looked puppy-ish and sad yet glittered with a hint of concern?

pussyobsessed!riki who leaves you with a dark pink, raw pussy almost every night.

pussyobsessed!riki who has to be banned every few days from touching, licking, or fucking you. he literally cannot stay away from how warm and wet your folds are otherwise.

pussyobsessed!riki who doesn’t even try to make you cum half of the time. he’s just touching to touch.

pussyobsessed!riki who will have his fingers knuckle deep into your pussy, lazily pumping them in and out while watching a movie. definitely the type to laugh at you when you manage to cum, despite how slow he’s going.

pussyobsessed!riki who LOVES cockwarming. nothing makes him happier than waking up to the warm comfort of you around him.

pussyobsessed!riki who is a certified munch. he’ll wake you up with his head in between your legs. he’ll eat you out from behind after bending you over the kitchen counter. he’ll even lay on the damn floor and won’t get up until you sit on his face.

pussyobsessed!riki who’s obsessed with trying different positions. he wants your pussy from every angle possible.

pussyobsessed!riki who’s worst nightmare is your period. well, was. now he fucks you whether your bleeding or not.

pussyobsessed!riki who your clit HATES to see coming. his hand is literally rubbing on her 90% of the time you’re with him. even casually in the middle of a conversation, his hand will sneak under the waistline of your panties, gently rub onto your folds, and start circling around your clit. all while laughing casually about whatever the two of you are talking about.

pussyobsessed!riki who gets put on pussy ban whenever he overstimulates you to the point where it genuinely hurts the next day.

pussyobsessed!riki who has gotten SO good at aftercare. he’s become completely in tune with what your body needs and how to make you feel as loved as possible. definitely carries you to the bathroom so you can pee (PLEASE PEE AFTER SEX THE UTI IS NOT WORTH IT), orders food, and puts on a movie to help you fall asleep.

<3

FUCK IT ! nishimura riki

summary driven by weeks of suppressed desire and a recent obsession. riki abandons all pretenses of "roommate rules."

content kissing/making out kinda, suggestive??!!? riki going crazy lowk

the air in the shared apartment had become a conductor for a current that neither riki nor you knew how to switch off. It had been three weeks since the incident—three weeks since the cheap, sliding lock on the bathroom door had given way under his absent-minded shove.

riki had been exhausted that night, stumbling home from a tiring dance class, his mind a haze of choreography and soreness. he’d pushed the door open, expecting cold tile and silence. instead, he found a sanctuary of steam and the scent of your vanilla body wash.

he had frozen. through the translucent glass of the shower stall, he didn’t just see a roommate. he saw the arch of your back as you reached for the showerhead, the water cascading over the slopes of your shoulders, and the way your skin glistened, golden and slick, under the overhead light. for five agonizing seconds, his brain failed to signal his feet to move. he had watched the water trace the line of your hip, mesmerized by the raw, natural beauty of you. when you finally turned and let out a startled cry, he had bolted, slamming the door shut, his heart hammering against his ribs.

since that night, the apartment had shrunk. the hallways felt narrower, the kitchen was a minefield of accidental brushes and averted gazes.

riki was losing his mind. every time he sat on the couch, he saw the silhouette of you in the steam. every time he heard the pipes rattle as the shower turned on, his throat went dry. he was a man possessed by a vision he wasn't supposed to have, fueled by a yearning that had transitioned from a low hum to a deafening roar. he wanted to apologize, but how do you apologize for the fact that you can’t stop picturing the way the water trailed down someone’s spine?

tonight, the atmosphere was particularly suffocating. a summer storm was brewing outside, the sky turning a bruised purple, matching the turbulent mood inside the living room. you were curled up on the armchair, pretending to watch a movie, but your eyes hadn't moved from the same frame in minutes.

riki was pacing. he moved from the window to the kitchen island, his movements restless and jagged. he was wearing a thin black tank top, and the muscles in his arms were taut with a tension he couldn't shake. he could feel your eyes on him—heavy, questioning, and filled with a heat that made his blood simmer.

"riki, sit down," you said softly, your voice cutting through the hum of the air conditioner. "you’re making me nervous."

he stopped mid-stride, his back to you. he took a deep breath, trying to steady the frantic rhythm of his pulse. "i can't."

"why not?"

he turned then, and the look in his eyes made your breath hitch. it wasn't the look of a roommate. it was the look of a man who had reached the absolute end of his tether. he walked toward you, his footsteps heavy and deliberate.

"you know why," he rasped, his voice dropping an octave, becoming a low, vibrating growl. he stopped just inches from you, the heat radiating off his body, hitting you.

you looked up at him, your lips parting. the air between you was thick enough to touch, charged with weeks of unspoken desire and the memory of that night in the bathroom. you could see the hunger in his gaze, a dark, primal want that mirrored the ache in your own chest. you had been waiting for this, waiting for the tension to snap, for the polite facade to crumble.

riki looked down at you, his eyes tracing the line of your throat, the curve of your chest, and finally settling on your mouth. he remembered the steam. he remembered the curve of your waist. he remembered the way his heart had stopped when he realized just how much he wanted to be the one touching you instead of the water.

he fought it for one last second. he thought about the friendship, the lease, the "rules" of the living arrangement. but then you shifted, your thigh brushing against his sweatpants, and the last thread of his restraint vanished.

"fuck it," he breathed, the words more a confession than a curse.

in one fluid motion, he reached down, his hands sliding into your hair and pulling you up from the chair. his mouth crashed onto yours with a desperate, crushing intensity.

he groaned into the kiss, a sound of pure, unadulterated relief. his tongue pushed past your lips, seeking yours with a feral hunger that told you exactly how long he had been starving for this. he tasted of mint and unspoken promises, his hands gripping you as if you were the only solid thing in a world that was spinning out of control.

he backed you up against the wall, his body pinning yours, his hardness pressing into the soft curve of your belly. the "fuck it" wasn't just about the kiss. it was about the surrender. he was done pretending. he was done being just a roommate. as he trailed his kisses down to the sensitive skin of your neck, his teeth grazing your pulse point, you knew there was no going back. the fire he’d been nursing in the dark had finally caught, and it was going to burn down.

the air in the living room had become too hard to breathe. every gasp you pulled from riki’s lungs and every desperate press of his body against yours made the walls feel like they were closing in. the storm outside finally broke, a heavy downpour slamming against the windows, but the thunder was drowned out by the sound of riki’s ragged breathing against your ear.

he pulled back just an inch, his forehead resting against yours, his eyes dark with a glazed, hypnotic intensity. his thumbs traced your cheekbones, trembling slightly. "my room," he managed to choke out, the command thick with a need so raw it made your knees weak.

he didn't wait for an answer. his hand slid down to lock with yours, his grip firm and possessive, as he led you down the narrow hallway. the short distance felt like miles, the anticipation building until it was a physical weight. when you crossed the threshold of his bedroom, he kicked the door shut behind you, the click of the lock echoing like a starting pistol.

the room was dim, lit only by the faint glow of the streetlights filtering through the rain-streaked glass. riki didn't give you a second to breathe. he turned you around, his hands finding your waist and lifting you effortlessly until you were sitting on the edge of his dresser. he stepped between your legs, forcing your knees wide, and buried his face in the crook of your neck.

"i’ve been going crazy," he confessed, his voice muffled against your skin. "every time i saw you in that kitchen, every time i walked past that bathroom door... i could still see you. the way the water looked on you. i couldn't get it out of my head."

he bit down gently on the sensitive cord of your neck, making you arch your back and cry out his name. the sound seemed to snap something inside him. his hands traveled upward, sliding under the hem of your shirt, his palms hot and callous against your ribs. he was tactile, greedy, as if he were trying to memorize the texture of your skin to replace the ghost of the silhouette he’d seen through the glass.

"i wanted to touch you like this since the day i moved in," he whispered, his lips brushing against yours as he spoke. "but after that night? my mind just couldn’t stop thinking about you. i needed you.”

he pulled your shirt over your head and tossed it blindly into the shadows, his eyes roaming over you with an appreciation that was heavy with lust. he looked at you the way a starving man looks at a feast—with a mixture of reverence and terrifying hunger. when his hands returned to your body, they were less patient. he was seeking every curve, every dip, his touch trailing fire wherever he landed.

with a low groan, he leaned in to capture your lips again, this time slower, deeper, tasting of a desire that had been fermented in weeks of forced politeness. he moved his hands to your hips, pulling you flush against him until there wasn't a breath of space left. you could feel the frantic thrum of his heart against your chest, matching the erratic rhythm of your own.

"you’re mine tonight," he rasped, his gaze locking onto yours, dark and unwavering. "no more roommate rules.”

he swept you up into his arms, your legs instinctively wrapping around his waist, and carried you the few steps to his bed. as he lowered you onto the cool sheets and followed you down, the "fuck it" from earlier felt like a distant memory. now, there was only the heat, the storm, and the overwhelming reality of riki finally having exactly what he’d been waiting for.

💌 ayatalks! this idea lowkey came to me in a dream ngl 😭this was kinda rushed (its literally 3am sighhh) so if i did make any mistakes then KEEP IT TO YA SELF!