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Summary: Dean Di Laurentis is loud, arrogant, and has a smirk with dimple that makes you want to throw something at his face. You called him a playboy to his face. Now he won't leave you alone. You tell yourself he's just annoying you for fun and you have nothing to do with him. Until one day, you realize you're looking for him in every crowd. And that's when you know you're in trouble.
Pairing: Dean Di Laurentis x fem!reader
Tags/warnings: Introvert girl. Enemies to lovers. Slow burn. Hurt/comfort. Hockey romance. Fluff. Mutual pining. Mild language. Suggestive theme. No explicit content. Using the word (Name).
Word count: 3.4k
Author's note: English is not my first language, let me know if there's any mistake. I haven't read the book, so I follow the tv series but not really haha. Btw, today is my birthday! Enjoy my birthday gift! 💗
This was supposed to be a one-shot, but my fingers couldn't stop typing so... here we are 🫰

"Come on, (Name)! I know you're not busy!"

You let out a soft sigh, staring at your roommate, Jules. Reference books for your class were scattered all over the bed around you, your laptop open right in front of you.

"Sorry, Jules, but I have a quiz tomorrow. I need to study," you replied.

"Aren't you bored? Studying all day long. Hey, live a little. Enjoy your college years."

"I am enjoying them." You lazily pointed toward your books with your chin.

Jules groaned in boredom. Then, out of nowhere, they flashed you a suspicious, knowing smile. You recognized that look instantly.

It was the exact expression Jules wore whenever their inner 'the fifth line social media admin' persona took over. They would do absolutely anything to get the latest hot campus gossip. Anything.

"Jules. No."

Jules chuckled. "(Name), yes."

Thirty minutes later, you were standing outside the Maxwell family summer home.

"This is a terrible idea, Jules. I should go back."

You started to turn away from the yard, but Jules grabbed your arm, holding you back.

"Hey, it's about time you got out of your room. You need to enjoy life, (Name). Don't waste your college years locked up in your room with books and mind-numbing course materials. You need a stress reliever." Jules went on a long rant, which you met with an equally long sigh.

"This isn't my scene, Jules. I don't like this kind of stuff, and you know it."

"Well, I promise you it'll be fun and nothing like you think."

"Oh, really?" You shot Jules a lazy, skeptical look.

"Just trust me, okay? It's time for you to make some new friends."

"I have friend—" you cut in, feeling defensive.

"I know, I know. But name just five friends from a different major. Someone who isn't a classmate, or your roommate—which is me." Jules challenged.

You closed your eyes and sighed in defeat. "Fine. But I'm only staying for a bit. If the party sucks, I'm leaving immediately."

"Deal. Let's go!" Jules linked their arm through yours, pulling you excitedly into the house.

You looked around the moment you stepped into the Maxwell summer house. It was crowded. Packed. Loud. A 'fun' kind of chaos was unfolding everywhere.

If Jules hadn't been with you, you probably would have turned right around and headed back to your quiet, cozy room. But Jules had zero intention of letting you go. They dragged you toward the living room, which connected straight to the kitchen. People were chatting, joking, playing games, and some were heavily making out. You instantly averted your eyes. That was a bit much for someone like you, who had never dated or even been close to a guy.

"Hey, you actually made it?"

A voice ahead made you look up.

"What does it look like?" Jules shot back sarcastically.

"Why so harsh on your own brother, Jules?"

The guy was John Logan. He's one of the star hockey players on campus, and also Jules's brother.

Of course you knew who he was from Jules's endless stories. Jules constantly gave you campus updates, even when you didn't ask for them.

"Wait, is this (Name)?"

You blinked in surprise when Logan mentioned your name. You had never spoken to him before, so how—oh, forget it. You were positive this was Jules's doing. But why on earth were they talking about you to Logan?

"Yep. Finally, after all this time, I managed to drag her out of her cave to enjoy life."

"Hey!" You glared at Jules, offended.

Logan laughed. "That's great. Hey, (Name), I'm Logan. Jules talks about you all the time. It's an honor to finally meet the legend who scolds this little brat whenever they skip class for their gossip account."

Jules rolled their eyes in annoyance.

You offered a small smile. "Hi, Logan. Nice to meet you. Jules talks about you a lot, too."

Logan shot his sibling a playful, curious look. "Oh, really? I hope it's good stuff." He leaned forward, dropping his voice to a mock whisper. "You know, they tend to exaggerate sometimes."

"I can hear you, dumbass," Jules snapped, looking irritated.

That made both you and Logan burst out laughing.

Gradually, the atmosphere began to feel more comfortable. Logan was warm, friendly, and easy to talk to. You no longer felt awkward or out of place.

Suddenly, the kitchen counter grew loud as two figures dressed in matching Top Gun uniforms appeared. From where you stood, you watched them effortlessly command the room's attention. Dean Di Laurentis and Beau Maxwell. Two best friends who shared the same birthday and the exact same level of fame. The star defenseman for the hockey team, and the starting quarterback for the football team.

From what you gathered, Dean seemed to be the more famous of the two, purely because he was a Briar hockey star with an endless supply of charm. Even though you didn't care about campus celebrities like Dean or Beau, you knew all about them because your classmates constantly gossiped about Dean's supposed perfection. Sitting behind them in lecture meant you could never actually focus on the professor.

Dean the handsome, Dean the sweet, the ultimate ladykiller, the perfect gentleman, and so on. Some called him a playboy and a certified heartbreaker, but his charm was undeniable.

Sometimes you wondered how these girls fell for him so easily, worshiping him like some sort of god. They completely ignored his flaws just because of his pretty face and his shamelessly flirty attitude around any woman in sight.

You, however, saw things differently. Sure, you weren't a hypocrite; you could admit Dean was gorgeous and practically flawless on the outside. But his playboy lifestyle, his lack of commitment, the casual hookups, and the endless partying? Total red flags.

People probably thought you were old-fashioned or had impossibly high standards, especially given your single status and lack of dating experience.

But you made a conscious effort to stay far away from guys like Dean or another famous players.

So, when the music pumped louder and the crowd swarmed the living room to dance, you immediately slipped away to find a quieter spot. Logan and Jules had already wandered off when some friends approached them. Though Jules originally wanted you to come along, you turned them down, promising to wait right there.

Thud!

And now, you deeply regretted it. You had found a safe haven to remain invisible—sitting on the bottom steps of the staircase—only for someone with zero situational awareness to trip right over your feet.

Actually, make that two someone.

Dean and a girl were so busy making out that they didn't even look where they were going. They're crashed right in front of you because he hadn't noticed you while trying to guide her up the stairs.

"Are you okay, sweetheart? Let me help you." Dean looked down at the girl with a soft, apologetic gaze, kissing her gently after pulling her to her feet.

You were just about to apologize, feeling a bit guilty that your extended legs had caused them to trip.

"What, were you so jealous that you had to trip her? Hm... I haven't seen you around before."

That accusation swallowed your apology whole, replaced instantly by a wave of pure anger.

"First of all, use your eyes to look where you're going. I've been sitting here the entire time. Second of all, I'm not jealous. And third, lose the massive ego because you're nothing but a playboy who uses women, lacks commitment, and only cares about a good time and sex. So don't flat-out assume every single girl is just going to fall easily into your lap! You arrogant jerk!"

You stood up, deliberately brushing your shoulder against his as you stormed out. You were absolutely furious and deeply insulted.The guy didn't even know you, yet he had the nerve to accuse you of being jealous enough to hurt the girl he was with. Unbelievable. It made your blood boil.

"According to the course plan I presented at the beginning of the semester, we will be dividing into groups for the midterm project. The class representative will organize the groups. Once finalized, please submit the roster by this afternoon."

"Yes, sir."

Krieeet!

Every head turned toward the classroom door.

"Oh, look, our favorite athlete has finally decided to join us."

"Sorry, Professor. Practice ran late." Dean Di Laurentis walked in, wearing a completely unapologetic smirk.

"Remind me again, why did you transfer into my class?" your History professor asked dryly.

"Because... I was told to find a class schedule that didn't conflict with hockey practice?" Dean replied, his tone teasingly inquisitive.

"And why are you late today, Mr. Di Laurentis? Just because you are one of the campus's star athletes, do not expect special treatment for your lack of discipline in my classroom."

"Um... my bad, Prof. Won't happen again." Dean smiled, giving a playful mock salute.

Having been checked out the second you heard his voice, you chose to focus entirely on the group assignments the class rep was dropping into the group chat.

Wait.

Your eyes snapped over to the class representative sitting behind you, your jaw dropping in disbelief. The groups had been generated randomly, and by some cruel twist of cosmic fate, you were paired with the exact guy who had sent your temper flaring just two days ago.

"Hey, I need to switch groups," you whispered urgently to your classmate.

"Sorry, (Name), but I ran a randomizer to keep it fair. And... honestly, you shouldn't switch. Every other girl in here is practically dying of jealousy right now."

You lowered your voice to a harsh whisper. "Exactly. That's why I want out. Anyone can take my spot."

"Can't do it, (Name). I already emailed the roster to the professor."

"You are evil." You stared at your friend-slash-class-rep with pure betrayal.

She just let out a quiet giggle. "What's the big deal anyway? Come on... shouldn't you be thrilled? It's not every day you get a free pass to talk to Briar's star hockey player."

"Don't mock me. You know I can't stand drama, especially the kind that follows Di Laurentis around."

"Did you miss me? Is that why you keep saying my name?"

You and your friend looked up to find Dean standing right over your desk, leaning down with a cocky grin.

"In your dreams. I wouldn't even waste a nightmare on you," you shot back coldly.

"Ouch. You're breaking my heart, you know. But it's fine, I know you're actually crazy about me and just trying to play hard to get." Dean smirked, radiating pure, unadulterated confidence.

The sheer audacity left you completely speechless. The guy in front of you was clearly delusional, his ego skyrocketing past the atmosphere.

Then, without waiting for an invitation, Dean slid into the empty seat right next to you. "So, it's (Name), right? Destined to be partners. Wait, did you request to be in my group? Wow, you move fast quietly, don't you?"

You could only stare at him like he was an alien, actively suppressing the urge to curse him out or strangle him right then and there.

Dean unlocked his phone and slid it across your desk. You looked from his face to the screen and back again.

Dean chuckled, his deep dimples showing on full display. "We need to discuss this group project, don't we? So, give me your number."

You stared at it for a few seconds before finally picking up his phone and typing something out.

"An email address?" Dean looked at you, utterly bewildered.

"Are you so busy playing hockey and partying that you don't know what an email is?" you asked sarcastically.

"Of course I know. But—"

"If you need to reach me, use that. Or don't. I don't care." You packed your things at lightning speed just as the professor dismissed the class, and swept out the door without looking back.

- - - -

"Thanks, Logan. How much do I owe you?"

"Don't worry about it."

"No, no way. You went out of your way to fix the plumbing in Jules' and my room. A simple thank you definitely isn't enough." You watched Logan as he packed away his tools.

"Seriously, (Name), it's fine. I'm just helping out Jules and their roommate."

You sighed. "Fine. But in that case, you have to let me buy you lunch."

Logan looked up at you and laughed. "Okay, deal. But I get to pick the place."

"Good. Let's go!"

True to his word, Logan brought you straight to Malone's.

"Hey, Allie!"

"Hey, (Name)! Wow, look at you, actually out with a friend for once." Allie, who was working her shift as a waitress, grinned at you and then at Logan, who was walking right behind you.

You laughed. "This is Logan, my roommate's older brother. Oh, by the way, we're ready to order."

Allie handed you a couple of menus. "Just call me whenever you guys are ready."

"Okay, thanks Allie."

"Wait... are you Hannah's friend?" Logan asked Allie suddenly, making you freeze just as you were about to look for a table.

"Yeah. Why?" Allie asked.

"I just wanted to make sure if Hannah already talked to the owner about using this place for the charity fundraiser."

"Oh, yeah, Hannah already brought it up. Our boss gave the green light. We just need to confirm the exact date and time."

Logan smiled in relief. "Awesome. I'll let Hannah know later. Thanks a lot."

"What's the fundraiser for?" you asked once the two of you had taken a seat at a table, waiting for your food.

"It's a charity fundraiser for youth ice hockey scholarships. It helps buy gear, rent ice time, stuff like that," Logan explained.

You nodded. "Wow, that's really great. I hope it turns out to be a huge success."

"You should come, (Name). It's going to be a blast. We're planning to hire a band, so there'll be live requests." Logan looked at you enthusiastically.

You smiled softly. "If you need any help, just let me know. But I'm not sure if I can actually make it to the event. My assignment load this week is brutal, and I really need to review some course materials I'm struggling with."

Logan nodded understandingly. "No pressure at all. The hockey guys are handling everything anyway. If you find some free time, you can just stop by. Jules definitely going to be there too."

"Haha, okay."

Truthfully, you really wanted to show up and support Logan. But between your hectic workload and your absolute desperation to avoid running into Dean, you ultimately decided against it.

The afternoon atmosphere at Malone's was pretty relaxed. There were only a few students chatting casually and enjoying their lunch. A couple of people were moving back and forth, setting up decorations on the mini stage for the hockey charity event tonight.

Meanwhile, you were buried in your laptop and a stack of printed drafts for your History group project. Every now and then, you anxiously glanced toward the entrance, which you had intentionally sat with your back to. You were waiting for your classmate, who had suggested meeting up here to discuss the project. Because you felt bad turning him down— especially since Malone's was the closest spot to his part-time job, so you ended up agreeing. Even though, ever since Logan’s invitation a few days ago, you had actively tried to avoid this place. You didn't want to risk running into Dean.

But here you were. In the exact place you were supposed to stay away from, surrounded by hockey players busy prepping for their charity event.

Because of that, your anxiety had been on high alert. You kept praying your partner would show up quickly so you could wrap up the project discussion and leave before Dean could ever cross your path.

"Hey, sorry to keep you waiting. So, what about Dean?" Leon arrived, sliding into the seat across from you.

You breathed a massive sigh of relief that your group partner had finally made it, even if his opening question was one you'd rather completely ignore.

"I have no idea."

"He didn't contact you?" he asked.

You shook your head. Even though you hadn't expected Dean to actually shoot you an email, you had still found yourself checking your inbox every single day. And yep, just as predicted, absolutely nothing.

"Forget about him. He's probably too busy with his hockey schedule. We shouldn't hold our breath waiting for him to contribute. It's better if we just focus on our own parts so we can get this done quickly." You opened up your printouts and began mapping out the project with Leon.

Before you knew it, over twenty minutes had flown by. Leon was incredibly easy to work with, thanks to his friendly personality. He even cracked a few jokes, making your lingering headache vanish for a moment.

"Well, well, look who we have here. No wonder my email never got a response. Turns out you're on a 'study date', huh?"

The baseless accusation instantly wiped the smile right off your face. Dean was standing right by your table, looking down at you with a mocking, arrogant smirk.

"Uh, no, I'm Leon. We're in the same History group. We're just going over the project draft," Leon spoke up.

Dean sat down right next to Leon, forcing him to awkwardly scoot over to make room. "Oh, the History group? That's great. Guess that means I don't have to do a single thing, right? Since you two are clearly smart enough to handle it." Dean looked back and forth between you and Leon.

You fixed Dean with an ice-cold glare. "If you're not going to help, then stop bothering us. Go help your hockey buddies instead. They actually need it."

"Well, they can survive without me for a bit. Right now, I want to hang out with my History group. This is still my group, isn't it? Even if I was completely left in the dark?" Dean asked, flashing a wide, infuriating grin.

Leon looked between you and Dean, clearing his throat uncomfortably. "We were waiting for you to contact (Name). But you never did."

Dean let out a sharp, amused laugh, looking straight at you. "You were waiting for me? Aww... why didn't you just say so? I thought you were just playing hard to get, which is why you only gave me an email address."

You stared at him sharply. "I am not an object to be pursued. So stop talking shit like that."

"Or what?" Dean challenged, a smirk spreading across his face that made you want to punch him right then.

You clenched your fists tightly under the table, forcing down the fiery rage that was threatening to boil over. You refused to cause a massive scene inside Malone's, especially in front of Leon and others people.

Taking a slow, deliberate breath, you closed your laptop and gathered your printed drafts, stacking them against the table with a sharp thud. You shoved them into your bag and stood up.

"Or nothing," you answered, your voice dropping into a cold, utterly disgusted tone. "I don't have time to entertain a validation-starved toddler. Honestly, even a toddler has better manners than you."

The arrogant smirk on Dean's face visibly faltered the second he registered the venom in your voice.

You turned your attention to Leon, who had been wincing awkwardly throughout the entire exchange. "Leon, sorry. The atmosphere here isn't conducive anymore. Let's finish discussing this over text tonight. I'm heading out."

"Uh... yeah, sure, (Name). Get home safe," Leon stammered quickly, feeling deeply apologetic that you were driven out like this.

Without wasting another second or even throwing a single glance back at Dean, you slung your bag over your shoulder and stormed out of Malone's, leaving the booth behind.

Meanwhile, Dean sat frozen in his seat, the annoying smirk completely wiped from his face. He was entirely used to girls flirting back or getting playfully mad at him, but the look you just gave him... it was pure, unadulterated disgust.

"Wow, you seriously crossed the line there," Leon muttered quietly, shaking his head. Dean snapped his head toward him, his brow furrowed. "She stayed up all night pulling our project draft together. She was actually in a great mood today, and you just came in and completely ruined it."

Dean doesn't fit in you after a week away :< !

ow.”

“i haven’t even put it in yet.”

“then why does it already hurt?” you pout.

you’re flat on your back, legs hiked up, hands gripping the sheets like you’re about to be launched into orbit. dean is between your thighs, hovering on his elbows, his chest still heaving from the five minutes of frantic kissing that got you here. he’s golden all over—tanned skin, sweat-slick shoulders, that stupidly perfect hair already falling into his eyes. and his dick. hard. thick. pressing against your entrance like it’s trying to negotiate entry.

you haven’t done this in a week. not ‘cause anything’s wrong. he just had a match, a week long one. and now he’s here. saturday morning, sun bleeding through the curtains just right and he’s got that look in his eyes. the one that says: 

‘i’ve-been-thinking-about-this-for-seven-straight-days’

except.

it doesn’t fit.

“did you get bigger?” you ask, narrowing your eyes at him.

he blinks down at you. “what, like my dick went to the gym while i was gone?”

you smack his shoulder. “i’m serious! it never felt like a fucking pillar before.”

“maybe your pussy got shy. it missed me. it’s clamping up like a clam.”

“maybe your ego expanded so much it pushed all the blood flow south.”

he grins, slow and lazy, and kisses your collarbone. “god i missed you.”

you soften,smile curling your lips again. “i missed you too. just not...like this. impaled on a pillar.”

he snorts, then drops his forehead to your chest, groaning dramatically.

“this is tragic. my girl can’t take my dick anymore. how will we survive.”

“we could just cuddle. like normal people.”

he lifts his head, scandalised. “cuddle? baby.  fuck no. i literally flew nine hours. i ate airplane pasta for you. you can’t take this from me.”

you burst out laughing. “what? what does airplane pasta have to do with anything?”

“everything. it was ass. i suffered. now i need my reward.”

you wipe your eyes, still laughing softly. “you’re so dramatic.”

but then you look at him proper – messy hair, pink cheeks, that sharp jawline, the way his eyes are soft even when he’s teasing. and you want him. even if it hurts a little. even if you’re tight and out of practice and your body forgot how to relax around him.

you bite your lip. “what if...we just leave it in. for a bit.”

his eyebrows shoot up. “you mean cockwarming?”

you roll your eyes. “don’t make it weird.”

“you want to sit on my dick like a lil’ space heater. say it.”

“dean.”

“fine, fine.”

he laughs, but he obliges. slowly – agonisingly slowly – he pushes in just the tip. then a little more. you hiss, and he stops immediately, his voice dropping soft.

“you okay?”

you nod, breathless. “just....thick. too thick. you’re like a freaking light post.”

he snickers. “and you’re a stale croissant. tight and unyielding.”

“that’s not sexy.”

you’re not sexy.”

“take it back.”

“no.”

but then he leans down and kisses your forehead with a loud smooch. his hand comes up to stroke your hair, fingers threading through the tangles. and he doesn’t move – not a single thrust – just stays there, buried inside you to the hilt, his weight a warm, solid pressure.

“this is kinda nice,” you whisper.

“i know. you’re warm. like a little oven.”

you flick his forehead, but you’re smiling. his eyes are closed, his breathing evening out. you wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him closer, and he hums, content.

you fall asleep like that – him still inside, you curled around him, both of you finally still. and when you wake up the next morning?

oh yup.

it fits juuuuuust fine now.

© ririsaltar

💌: you can't convince me dean would not call you a stale croissant.

𝐷𝑎𝑑𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑!𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑛…

Dbf!Dean who holds onto your thigh underneath the dinner table, letting his thumb brush over all your sensitive spots and moving his hand height and higher, all while your dad sits right across from you two.

Dbf!Dean who pushes himself up behind you while you do the dishes after dinner, your dad outside cleaning the grill. You can feel his growing hard on and his firm muscles thru his clothes, making the wetness just pool between your legs.

Dbf!Dean who presses down at the bulge that forms in your tummy whenever he pushes deep enough into you. He just loves seeing you whine about how big he is but how you can definitely handle every inch of him.

Dbf!Dean who likes fucking you while he’s got you in a headlock, making you unable to move from the overstimulation he’s putting you in. While you love being so close to him I to just getting way too much for you body to handle, but you wanted it didn’t you?

Dbf!Dean who tells you he’s so proud of you whenever you show him how good you did in on a test for college. And go of course rewards you with burying his head between your legs for hours on end.

Dbf!Dean who slaps or pinches your ass whenever you walk by him and no ones looking, at the family barbecue or when he and your dad watch football on weekends and you’re so nice to bring them another beer. Right here beside your dad but he’s focused on the game so he won’t notice.

Dbf!Dean who pushes his fingers into your mouth whenever you start whining about literally anything during sex, or not during sex.

Guys I swear I do NOT have any issues with my dad

𝓣𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮’𝓼 𝓝𝓸𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓔𝓵𝓼𝓮 𝓗𝓮 𝓖𝓸𝓮𝓼

𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒟𝒾 𝐿𝒶𝓊𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓈⁶⁶ 𝓍 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇

𝚙𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝟸 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚗𝚘𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚎.

⋆✴︎˚。⋆ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓅𝓇𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒜𝓁𝓁𝒾𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝓈, 𝓎𝑜𝓊’𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒶𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒻𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉… 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉’𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇.

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𝚌/𝚠 ᝰ.ᐟ 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚟𝚢 𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚜𝚝, 𝚞𝚗𝚛𝚎𝚚𝚞𝚒𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝚛𝚎𝚓𝚎𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚌𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚙𝚎𝚝 𝚗𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜 (𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢𝚐𝚒𝚛𝚕 + 𝚗𝚘 𝚢/𝚗), 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚒𝚗𝚐, 𝚊 𝚙𝚑𝚢𝚜𝚒𝚌𝚊𝚕 𝚏𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝, 𝚋𝚕𝚘𝚘𝚍/𝚒𝚗𝚓𝚞𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝/𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚝 + 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚒𝚗 𝚞𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚠𝚎𝚊𝚛

You swallow hard, blinking against the tears clouding your vision before forcing your feet to move. Your shoes feel strangely heavy as you make your way toward the staircase, your breathing uneven no matter how hard you try to steady it.

The first stair creaks beneath your weight as you sniffle, scrubbing impatiently beneath your eyes with the sleeve of your sweatshirt, but the tears keep coming anyway.

The staircase is dim, lit only by the warm glow from the kitchen downstairs. Your vision swims again, forcing you to focus on the next step before carefully lowering your foot.

You catch yourself against the railing before you can stumble, your fingers wrapping so tightly around the wood your knuckles ache.

You draw in a slow breath through your nose, willing your heartbeat to settle, but it only makes the ache spread further, every beat reminding you of his voice and the words he’d whisper to her.

I like us.

𓏲ּ𝄢 Angels of Porn II 𓏲ּ𝄢

SUMMARY: Cursed objects are always pesky little things, unpredictable and dangerous. But coming across a very powerful aphrodisiacal piece of jewelry while you're actively struggling with your unrequired feelings for dean might just be the worst experience so far.

WARNINGS: okay here we go. porn with plot. pining. light angst. fluff. self-esteem issues. reader is in katniss everdeen's level on misunderstanding signals. shameless smut. sex pollen (kinda). multiple orgasms. masturbation. oral sex. fingerfucking. unprotected piv. creampie. shifting dynamics. blood kink (subtle and not so subtle). light choking. lots of spit. im sorry. love confessions. fluffy ending. that might be all.

𓏲ּ𝄢 PLAYLIST 𓏲ּ𝄢

pleasepleaseplease dean—” you’re crying, mascara streaking down your pretty little face—the very face dean winchester loves to plant sweet kisses all over and tell you just how beautiful you are when he’s feeling soft.

which is the opposite case at the moment. because he is as hard as a rock.

“shhh, mhm—i gotchu baby.” his thrusts are slow, but deep enough to have you whining and begging pathetically. he thinks it’s the hottest thing ever, hearing you babble gibberish because you can’t even bring yourself to say two words because you’re so fucking cockdrunk.

his hips snap against yours again and he curses, trying so, so fucking hard not to absolutely fuck you up with his load right then and there when you let out the most twisted and pornographic: “oh, dean.”

he growls, grabbing your thighs to pin them up against your waist, making you cry out when he stares down at your tear streaked face. “shit—say that again.”

“dean—”

his head tilts back and you crack your eyes open, just barely able to make out his own shut and hear him groan. his hair’s a mess, thanks to you pulling and nearly ripping out his head when he had his gorgeous face in between your legs a few minutes prior. you catch the small beads of sweat trailing down his toned chest in the dim light and oh god was he not the hottest man you’ve ever seen.

“c’mon—you gon let me cum in you, yeah? say yes, hm? know you want it angelface—” he grunts, fucking you faster and harder. he knows he’s close—and he doesn’t want it anywhere but in you.

mhm! please dean!”

you have absolutely no idea what you’re saying yes to. cockdrunk.

his face is pressing into the side of your neck, and you feel his stubble graze your skin when he smirks like an idiot, lips travelling over your jaw to capture your own. he was claiming you. was this manipulative? i mean, just a little.

but after all, it’s dean.

“you want it here? huh?” his large hand presses on your abdomen, right where his bulge is sitting inside you with the outline poking out beneath your soft skin. you whine, nod furiously because he’s being mean. he lifts his head, grinning ear to ear as he watches you like a hawk. a fucking mess. “ah, ah. use your words sweetheart.”

you huff and puff, trying to get it together as your nails dig into the hard muscles of his biceps. god, his biceps. “yespleasepleaseplease oh my god.

attagirl.”

“gonna....” he slams back into you, harder than before, literally splitting you open. “gonna cum so fuckin’ hard in you—won’t be able to walk for days, yeah? fill ya up real nice with my babies.”

that was enough for you to choke out a moan, your orgasm hitting you hard and your vision almost blacking out when he pounded you straight into the mattress, his cock reaching your sweet spot so deep you just couldn’t bare it anymore.

he finishes right after and you let out a barely audible gasp, watching his cum begin to leak out of you, creaming around his cock still sitting still inside you and drip down onto the bedsheets.

later, you suggest just handwashing the sheets yourself for today. you’re not exactly sure the owners of the laundromat would appreciate catching dean and you coming in for the fifth time that week, washing the same bedsheets again.

AUTHOR’S NOTE: sorry i’m ovulating clearly and jensen ackles is so yum and i haven’t posted in forever so hi
⋆˙⟡ DEAN WITH A SOCIALLY ANXIOUS GF ꣑ৎ
When he first met you he thought you didn’t like him. He’d seen how you acted around Hannah and Allie when you thought nobody was paying attention. You talked and smiled and laughed. But once he was around, you were quiet. You didn’t seem flustered, just uninterested (which was wrong, it was both anxiety and your fat crush on him).
It was what peaked his interest. He thought you were gorgeous obviously, but your lack of interest in him was what made him determined to either, a) find out why you didn’t like him, or b) change your mind about him. He definitely didn’t expect to fall in love with you.

He needs to have a hand on you in public. Whether it’s holding your hand or simply resting his on your waist or on your thigh, he’s always there.
Even when you tell him you’re completely fine, he still feels better knowing it would be a comfort if something did cause you a bit of anxiety.

He never treats you like you’re fragile. When you first explained to him your anxiety and how it affected you, he was overly worried about everything. Constantly checking in at parties, whispering in your ear when someone you barely knew was talking to you, etc.
You had to tell him you would be fine and he didn’t need to worry, but he would just tell you, “I know you can handle it, but I want you to be more than just fine.”

He pushes you but never forces you. When you start second guessing something because your anxiety told you it would go wrong, he’s the first to try talking you back into it. But if you’re really against it, he’s also the first to assure you that it’s always okay to back out.

He started learning your silent signals. The way you stopped trying to engage in a conversation when you wanted to leave, the way your eyes widened subtly when you had something you wanted to add in the conversation but couldn’t find the right moment to do so.
Obviously he couldn’t read your mind, but he tried his best to help you out. Sometimes it was giving you an ‘in’ to the conversation (without pointing it out), sometimes it was making up an excuse for you to leave. And whenever you thanked him, he brushed it off as “boyfriend duties.”

He loved how different you were when it was just him. It was a selfish thought that he felt guilty for, but he just couldn’t help it. Around others (and him in the beginning) you seem shy and sweet, but once you were alone and comfortable, you were an entirely different person.
You weren’t afraid to put him in his place or to take control. Just the difference in how you carried yourself was enough to give Dean a raging hard-on.

He’s always your biggest cheerleader. Showing you off to everyone he can, bragging about your accomplishments and how funny and smart and pretty you are, posting you all the time. He wants you—along with everybody else—to know just how much he loves you.
note ᥫ᭡.ִֶָ𓂃 i wrote this based on how my anxiety is so it may not be completely accurate to everyone else's experiences!! anyway i think dean would be so good with a gf with social anxiety but i do think some things would need to be told to him because it's so different from how he is naturally yk?? like not straight up saying "she has something to say" ...u gotta work it into the convo bud