❝my sister’s favourite person❞

pairing: kimi antonelli x florist!reader

summary: a chatty girl starts showing up at your family flower shop every single day and, for some reason, decides you'd be the perfect match for her older brother.

warnings: fluff, love at first sight, maggie playing cupid, gorgeous kimi (obviously), brief mention of annoying men 🙄

word count: 3.2k | pt.2arvid version

a/n: i loved every single second of writing this 🤭 i really hope you all enjoy it too.

ଓ english is not my first language, be kind.

ALL YOU EVER WANTED was to rest your head on the counter and have a three-hour nap.

Your family’s flower shop is on a completely deserted street corner. Seriously, nobody ever passes by there. And when the bell above the glass door finally rings, signalling some sign of life, ninety per cent of the time the scene is the same: a man, his eyes fixed on his mobile screen, clearing his throat before asking for ‘anything red that looks expensive’. They never buy them out of affection. They buy out of guilt, after forgetting their wedding anniversary, or to avoid spending the night on the sofa. And, to make your mood even worse, they almost always complain about the price of the roses or spend the five minutes whilst you’re cutting the stems venting about how ‘women are far too complicated’.

You simply smile, tap the card machine, hand over the bouquet, and silently hope those women break up with their partners.

Then she appeared.

At first, she was just a passing figure after school hours. A little girl, no older than ten or eleven, clutching the straps of her heavy rucksack with both hands, slowing her pace until she came to a complete stop in front of the shop window. She'd stand there with her nose almost pressed against the glass, utterly mesmerised by the yellow tulips.

On the third day, she finally gathered the courage to push the door open. "Do they need lots of water?" Was the very first thing she asked, without even saying hello, pointing straight at the yellow tulips.

You couldn't help but smile. Patiently, you explained how much water they needed, how to keep the soil moist, and how much sunlight they liked.

The next day, she came back with more questions. The day after that, you decided to cut a particularly vibrant pink dahlia and held it out to her.

"A little gift for my most loyal customer of the week," you said.

The girl's eyes lit up so brightly that you thought she might actually jump with excitement.

From that moment on, your own little desert found its soundtrack.

Her name was Maggie.

Maggie was a force of nature — chatty, endlessly curious, and bursting with energy that never seemed to run out. Yet she was remarkably polite, with a level of manners you rarely saw in children her age these days. She looked you straight in the eye when she spoke, asked for the scientific name of every plant in the shop, and wanted to know why rose thorns grew the way they did.

Quickly, Maggie’s visits became the highlight of your day. Her parents, realising that their daughter had found a safe and wholesome refuge amongst the flowers and conversation, gave her permission to spend that sacred hour there after school. The arrangement worked perfectly: she would walk in, fill the shop with stories about her teachers, her lunch and her history essays, and at half past five sharp, a car would turn up to pick her up.

It wasn’t just any car. It was always a luxury sports model, a car far too posh, far too expensive for your circumstances — or for anyone you knew. The driver, the girl’s father, would simply give a gentle double-beep from the kerb; Maggie would give you a tight hug and rush to get into the back seat.

​On a mild Tuesday afternoon, Maggie's stream of words was moving even faster than usual. She was perched on the tall stool beside the till, swinging her legs as she watched you arrange a bouquet of lilies.

"…and then mum said I couldn't have chocolate before dinner, but my brother secretly gave me a piece because he's the best, even though he can be a bit grumpy when he has to wake up early," Maggie rattled on, only pausing to take a breath. She rested her chin in her hands, staring at you with an almost comically serious expression as she studied your face.

"You know something? You're really pretty. Like… really, really pretty."

You let out a quiet laugh, wiping the sap from your hands with a cloth.

"Thank you, Maggie. That's very kind of you."

"No, I'm serious. You look like a model," she insisted, with the peculiar certainty only she could have. Then, completely out of nowhere and as naturally as if she were asking about the weather, she leaned forwards.

"Do you want to date my big brother?"

You nearly dropped the bunch of lilies onto the floor. Your eyes widened, and you blinked a few times, trying to process what she'd just asked.

"What? No…?"

"Why not?" Maggie pressed, pouting in genuine confusion at your immediate rejection. "He'd think you were beautiful! And he's not dating anyone right now, so there's nothing stopping you from dating him. He's really nice, I promise."

You smiled awkwardly, shaking your head at your little friend's boldness.

"Maggie, sweetheart, I don't even know your brother. And I don't think people just start dating because someone's little sister decides to play cupid."

"But he's famous!" She argued, as though that were the final piece of evidence that settled the matter. "Everyone knows who he is. If you look him up online, there are loads of pictures of him wearing those weird racing clothes and holding trophies."

You simply shrugged, returning to tie a satin ribbon around the stems of the lilies. You'd heard her chatter before about her brother being a racing driver and famous, but you'd never paid much attention. You didn't watch motorsport, you didn't follow celebrity news, and since you didn't have social media, the name Kimi meant absolutely nothing to you.

Well…

Other than the fact that he was the older brother of this adorable girl.

"Famous or not, I don't really care about those things, Maggie," you said gently, a smile tugging at your lips. "Your brother probably has far too busy a life to be pushed towards the florist by his very chatty sister."

Maggie didn't look remotely convinced.

She hopped off the stool, adjusted her rucksack as the familiar, elegant horn of a luxury car echoed from outside the shop window. She walked to the door, but before pushing it open, she turned back to you with a mischievous, determined grin.

"Fine. Have it your way," Maggie sang, holding the handle. "But I'm going to introduce him to you anyway. One day I'll bring him here, and you'll see I was right! Bye!"

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Two weeks had passed, and you had almost forgotten the solemn promise Maggie had made at the shop door. After all, the days remained grey, the counter continued to accumulate dry leaves, and the customers were still the same men buying roses out of sheer guilt and complaining about the price.

Until that Thursday.

The clock struck exactly five o’clock in the afternoon when the bell above the door not only rang, but seemed to herald an event. Maggie came in first, practically skipping, her brown hair swinging and a grin from ear to ear that gave away the fact she was up to something.

"I told you I’d bring him!" She exclaimed, her childish voice echoing through the silent room.

Just behind her, the glass door was pushed open by a large hand with long fingers. A boy stepped into the flower shop, and when he looked in your direction, it felt as though the air had been sucked out of your lungs for a whole second.

You tried to remain professional, but the shock was inevitable. He really was handsome. His honey-coloured eyes mesmerised you. He was dressed simply, in a dark jacket and a plain t-shirt, but his bearing and the way he filled the room made it seem as though he belonged somewhere completely different from that plywood counter.

What you didn’t realise, however, was that the shock on the other side was exactly the same.

Kimi stopped a few steps away, his eyes fixed on you. For weeks, he'd had to listen to Maggie chatter nonstop over breakfast about "the perfect flower girl", who gave her dahlias as gifts and seemed to know everything about the world. He had expected to find a kind elderly woman or, at most, an ordinary girl. But seeing you standing there, surrounded by green leaves, with a few loose strands of hair falling out of place and a genuinely surprised expression, completely disarmed the driver. You were breathtakingly beautiful, with a natural, fresh beauty that felt completely removed from the world of appearances and plastic he was used to living in.

For a moment, silence filled the flower shop, broken only by Maggie's attentive, eager gaze as she looked back and forth between you and her brother, waiting for the magic to happen.

"Hi." Kimi broke the silence. "I'm Kimi, this little brat's older brother."

You let out a genuine laugh, immediately feeling your cheeks grow warm. To your own despair, you felt your heart jolt inside your chest, beating much faster than normal. You felt silly, like a teenage girl having a meltdown over a handsome guy, but his presence was far too magnetic to ignore.

"Nice to meet you, Kimi." You replied, stepping out from behind the counter to stand closer to them. "I'm ____. Your sister is adorable."

"I suppose she is." Kimi gave a small, relaxed smile.

The conversation flowed with a surprising ease for both of you. There was none of the irritating rush of the men in suits who usually came into the shop, nor any need to impress one another. While you talked about how Maggie had learnt to take care of tulips and how she had become the shop's most important customer, Kimi simply watched.

He was completely enchanted. Not only by your voice or your beauty, but by the way you moved through the space, with a gentleness and calmness that seemed to numb the exhaustion of his day. But what truly meant the most to Kimi — what genuinely warmed something inside his chest — was the way you treated Maggie. You looked at the little girl with genuine affection, answered all of her ridiculous questions without the slightest hint of condescension, and treated her like a real friend. In his world, where everyone either wanted a piece of his fame or only came close because they wanted something from him, seeing someone treat his little sister with such purity and devotion felt almost like a miracle.

Maggie, meanwhile, was on the verge of bursting with excitement. She folded her arms, narrowed her eyes at the two of you with a knowing smile, analysing every exchanged glance and every shy laugh. In her mind, Cupid's plan was working perfectly. You were going to fall in love — she was absolutely certain of it.

"Well," Kimi finally said, clearing his throat softly, although he clearly didn't want to end the conversation. He looked around at the buckets of flowers surrounding you. "Since we're here, I suppose I should buy something. I don't want to leave Maggie's favourite flower shop empty-handed."

"What were you thinking of getting?" You asked, walking over to the displays of fresh flowers.

"I'd like a really beautiful arrangement for my mum." He said, pointing towards a few classic flowers that matched the style he had in mind. "And…" He looked down, meeting his little sister's bright eyes. "…what would you recommend for my tiny co-driver?"

Maggie let out an excited squeal, wrapping her arms around Kimi's waist. You laughed at the sight, feeling that pleasant flutter in your stomach all over again.

"For Maggie, today it'll be yellow tulips… They suit her." You said, carefully picking the prettiest flowers from the bucket and trimming the stems to the perfect length.

You arranged the bouquets with practised skill, feeling Kimi's eyes burn into your hands as you tied the ribbon around them. When you handed over both bouquets — the elegant one for his mother and the tulips for the little girl. Kimi's fingers brushed against yours as he passed over his bank card. It was only a brief touch, but it sent a shiver down your spine.

Kimi didn't complain about the price. He paid with a grateful nod, slipped his wallet away, and looked straight into your eyes.

"Thank you for the flowers. And… for looking after her every day." He said, with a sincerity that made your heart skip another beat.

"You don't have to thank me. It's the best part of my day." You replied, and you weren't lying.

Kimi gave you another one of those crooked smiles, gently patted Maggie on the shoulder to signal it was time to leave, and walked towards the door. Maggie followed straight behind him, but before stepping outside, she turned back, pointed at her brother, then at you, before making an extremely obvious heart shape with her hands and winking. Kimi, slightly embarrassed, simply tugged her away by the back of her rucksack.

The door closed, and the sound of the luxury car's engine echoed outside as they drove away. You remained standing behind the counter for several long minutes, still holding the tea towel, wearing a hopelessly silly smile that simply refused to disappear.

The following days took on a completely different colour from the usual grey that surrounded your little corner of the street. Kimi kept showing up. Almost always at the same time, parking his luxury car outside. But unlike his father, he didn't simply honk the horn. He got out, pushed open the glass door, making the bell chime overhead, and stepped inside to tell his sister it was time to go home.

Later on, somewhere between conversations with the little girl, you eventually discovered why he had been around so often: formula one was on a short break in the racing calendar. That was why he was home, enjoying some time with his family before travelling the world again to race fast cars.

And it was on one of those mild afternoons that your routine changed completely.

"Please, please, pleeease!" Maggie begged, leaning over the counter with both hands clasped together, her wide brown eyes wearing the most perfectly calculated pleading expression an eleven-year-old could possibly manage. "It's just a trip to the shopping centre! Kimi will drive, we'll have some gelato, and you can help me choose my new trainers… Please!"

You glanced at the clock on the wall, then out at the empty street. The flower shop was completely dead, just as it usually was. You hesitated, looking over at Kimi, who was leaning against the tiled wall beside the ferns with his hands tucked into his jacket pockets. He wasn't saying anything to pressure you, but there was an amused sparkle in those absurdly expressive eyes as he watched his little sister's performance.

"Maggie, I still need to close the shop, tidy the buckets…" you began, stumbling over your words as you desperately clung to your safe little bubble.

"I'll help carry the boxes if you promise you'll come." Kimi interrupted, his gentle voice carrying an almost teasing challenge, accompanied by a crooked smile.

Looking at Maggie's impossibly adorable face, your resistance crumbled completely. You let out a defeated sigh, laughing at your own lack of resolve.

"Alright. You win. I'll close early today."

Maggie's victorious squeal almost made the gerbera petals tremble.

The outing turned out to be surprisingly light-hearted, with nothing awkward or uncomfortable about it. At the shopping centre, you found yourself immersed in Maggie's pre-teen world. You spent well over an hour wandering from rack to rack through department stores, helping her put together outfits that were stylish but still appropriate for her age, and the three of you spent ages debating which pair of trainers was the perfect one — eventually settling on a beautiful pair that was colourful without being over the top, making Maggie practically strut through the shopping centre afterwards. Kimi walked just behind the two of you, carrying all the shopping bags without a single complaint, simply watching the dynamic between you with that attentive, genuinely warm look that kept making your stomach flutter.

After shopping, you all headed to a gelateria. Sitting by the window, sharing different flavours of gelato, conversation flowed effortlessly. Kimi laughed at Maggie's sarcastic comments about school, and every now and then he'd tease her just enough to make her stick her tongue out at him. More than once, you caught yourself watching his profile beneath the shopping centre lights, the way he seemed so relaxed away from the spotlight, and you still couldn't believe just how handsome he was.

The highlight of the day, however, came as you were walking towards the car park. Maggie stopped abruptly in front of a jewellery shop window, pointing excitedly through the glass.

"Look at that one!" She exclaimed, nearly pressing her nose against the display. It was a delicate necklace with a tiny butterfly pendant, its wings shimmering softly in a colour that shifted depending on how the light caught them. Maggie turned to you, completely enchanted. "It matches your eyes perfectly. Doesn't it, Kimi?"

Kimi stepped closer, narrowing his eyes to study the necklace in the display before shifting his gaze directly to your face. His stare lingered long enough to make your cheeks burn.

"It does." He agreed, his voice coming out a little quieter, never taking his eyes off yours. "We'll take it."

"No, honestly, you don't have to…" you began, instinctively taking a step backwards as your shyness took over.

But Kimi was already pushing open the jewellery shop door. It took a long time before you finally agreed. You argued that it was too expensive, that it was unnecessary, that you couldn't possibly accept such a gift, but the combined persistence of the two siblings proved impossible to resist. Maggie used every pout and promise of good behaviour she had, while Kimi simply handed his credit card to the shop assistant with infuriating calmness, saying only, "She's taking it." In the end, you gave in, holding the little gift bag with trembling hands and your heart beating in your throat.

Later that night, the silence of your bedroom felt like the perfect setting to process everything that had happened. You placed the bag on top of your chest of drawers, took a long shower, and changed into your pyjamas.

Before going to bed, your eyes drifted towards the little black jewellery box, now resting outside the bag. Carefully, you unclasped it and lifted the butterfly necklace out. Standing in front of your wardrobe mirror, you gathered your hair with one hand and, with some difficulty thanks to your returning nerves, fastened the clasp behind your neck.

The pendant settled just below your collarbone.

You let your hair fall back into place and simply stood there in silence, looking at your reflection beneath the soft glow of your bedside lamp. Your fingertips brushed the cool metal of the butterfly. Maggie had been right, and so had Kimi. The subtle shimmer of the butterfly's wings truly brought out the colour of your eyes in a way you'd never noticed before.

You smiled foolishly at your own reflection, your mind replaying the image of those honey-coloured eyes looking at you…

The smile.

God, you couldn't possibly be falling in love.

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divider by @dollywons

FIFTH TIME IS THE CHARM ( EXPLICIT! ) ⭑ KA12

pairing: kimi antonelli x girlfriend!reader

after five races in a row, kimi antonelli feels like he’s on top of the world. at the end of the day, though, he might just be on top of you — and, if we're being honest, absolutely determined to stay there.

genre: smut.

warnings: explicit sexual content, fluff, emotional intimacy, established relationship, praise kink, breast play, hair pulling, face sitting, fingering, p in v sex, multiple orgasms, light crying, teasing, competitive behavior, and strong language.

word count: 5.7k

a/n: 😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 honestly, i have no words. and this isn't proofread, so there are probably mistakes and other nonsense lurking around in here. anyway. ANYWAY. enjoy.

Kimi makes things especially difficult for you because throughout the entire day of celebrations, he only ever gets close enough to brush against you before being whisked away somewhere else. You don't mind, of course. This is an important moment — not just for him, but for the entire team. Everyone is celebrating. Everyone is happy.

That doesn't stop you from shivering every time he gets close enough to touch you. Or from feeling like your knees might completely give out whenever he throws one of those looks your way, eyebrow arched and grin already forming.

Damn him. That damned boy. He's doing this on purpose.

𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞 — ka12

kimi antonelli x !verstappen driver reader

the world has always known you as the other verstappen. max's teammate, his closest person, his other half. quiet. untouchable. all sharp edges and locked doors.

love was never part of the plan. racing was. racing was supposed to be enough.

then kimi antonelli arrives.

nineteen, wide-eyed, painfully earnest — following max around like a lost puppy, which means he keeps running into you. again. and again. and again.

and somehow, without trying, he becomes the one person that gets you to open up. to feel. you've never let anyone this close. and max notices. but max also notices how kimi looks at his sister like you're the only person in the world.

fc : stephmandich on ig

(a/n) : hello guys!!!!!! sorry i've been missing, i have been busy w/ work and actually planning big things for you all! big announcements coming soon;) anyways about the fic, this is based on the 2025 season and kimi is 19 at the beginning of the season and reader is 20 and has been in f1 since 17 :) (reader has max's old #) (warnings of j*s verstappen being j*s verstappen!) (also this takes place in 2025 season BUT laurent has already replaced christian bc i said so) (also ty to whoever requested lysm)

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𝑽𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏'𝒔 𝑷𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒚 𝑳𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝑺𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒓

Verstappen's Pretty Little Sister

--- AKA12

Kimi Antonelli x Max Verstappen's sister!reader

A/N: Seriously, thanks @sashenkalebedeva for requesting this bootiful fic. Ily sm vro. Extra note: I know I used 'swallowed' too much, even I tweak writing it but my poor English has its limit guyz🥀

warnings: A few uses of y/n, reader is a female, Kimi is down bad and all flustery for reader, reader just sweet and confident asf, swearing, drinking(if you squint), 1(one) scene of kissing, overprotective bro Max. 1(one) mention of J*s Verstappen.

Description: Your brother Max had always brought you to his races as a lucky charm until his career started at F1. It was a simple action taken to protect you but this weekend. He decides to bring you to the paddock. Everyone's eyes are on you but there's a specific brown-eyed boy following you everywhere you go.

word count: 3.7k

Being Max Verstappen's little sister was fun.

He was a caring brother, protective. Sometimes overprotective but above all, he was caring for your well-being.

You've always followed him like a little duck, waddling behind him with your little feet and little hands.

Once Jos, you two's father got Max into racing because Verstappen's were a racing family, Max started dragging you along with him to every race. As a good luck charm and it worked. He was talented and started ranking up in his league earlier than everyone.

Skipping Formula 2 entirely to Formula 1 as his talent was noticed by the Red Bull Formula 1 team.

The 'bring little sister for good luck charm' rituals were cut.

Max simply did not want to reveal you to the media and cause trouble for you and your future.

But this week?

It was different from how it was.

This race week belonged to Monaco, flashing lights, rich yachts and a race circuit filled with the echoes of frustrated post-crash radios from the drivers.

"Mijn schatje, you wanna come to the Monaco GP with me this Sunday?"

The question was a treasure itself.

"Oh my fucking god, you're not kidding again are you?" You questioned, eyes wide, a smile ready to spread on your face any moment with a childish spark in your eyes. Max just sighed and nodded as if he really said yes. Your smile almost found the damn ceiling.

He just ran a hand through his hair, "Yes, I'm not lying." he said. A smile taking its place on his lips too. "People have been asking about you anyway."

You smirked, "Oh yeah, I'm so famous aren't I?"

Max threw a pillow at the direction you were in from the couch he was sitting. "Shut up."

"Oh, ho ho…" You gripped the pillow, throwing it back at him violently before hiding behind a wall. Then he called out:

"You're going to tell me if some dickhead makes you uncomfortable, okay?"

"Okaaay!"

"Promise?"

"Promise."

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You waited until Sunday.

Doing everything Max says even though it was a rare moment coming from you.

He was shocked when you did go buy some bread and groceries when he felt too lazy and did go to a store to look for heels for Kelly and even babysat Penelope and Lily in Free Practice days+Quali day.

Now today was your day to shine.

The Monaco Grand Prix.

Since It was summer, you chose to wear a pretty sundress and let your hair down. Wearing pretty comfortable footwear before taking your bag which matched your dress. You looked beautiful. You also didn't forget to bring your Red Bull cap along with you.

Since you lived in the apartment next to Max's and since you all lived in Monaco. It was easy to get to the circuit in time.

You had a paddock pass.

The arrival was smooth.

Max was looking very uncomfortable with the choice he made by bringing you to a Grand Prix but well.

It had happened already.

He firmly warned you before going to the garage. "Okay, I'm trusting you on this." He started. "First of all you're going to tell me if someone bothers you, feel free to-"

"Tell the interviewers who try to bother me to fuck off I know." You completed the sentence with a grin on your face. "Okay, okay. I'm clearly not a baby, I understood everything." You stated. "Can I go now?"

"Fine, go."

It was all you needed to hear.

With an excited smile on your face, you started walking around. Wandering. Checking out garages after simply greeting the Red Bull mechanics and GP, who was the only one who knew who you were.

You bumped in Charles on the way, he normally saw you since he was in the same building as Max as you. Greeting you with a welcoming smile on his face.

Then you walked and walked.

Staring at the cement, focus somewhere else before you hit someone.

Oh, fuck.

You stumbled back, almost falling but a warm hand on your arm stopped you from falling.

"Oop, are you okay bella?" With the Italian accent reaching your ears. You already knew who he was.

Kimi Antonelli.

Mercedes' rookie and the second seat owner.

A very talented one.

"Oh, yeah. I'm fine." You quickly stepped back. Fixing your dress as his brown eyes watched you with curiosity. "You must be, err, Kimi?" You finally looked at him and smiled. He was staring at you with wide eyes, blinking like a clueless kid.

Kimi quickly cleared his throat before nodding back with a smile. "Yes, It's me and you..?" He raised an eyebrow, not realizing his grip lowered to your wrist but still holding. You first stared down at his hand before tightening your smile. "I think I never saw you around here before?"

"I'm Y/N Verstappen."

"…Verstappen?" Kimi lightly frowned. Looking a bit surprised. "Didn't know Max had a little sister." He hummed before he followed your gaze and stared at his hand wrapped around your wrist. He quickly pulled his hand back as if he touched lava. "Ah, sorry-"

"No, It's okay." You giggled. "Excited for the race?"

"Not really."

"You sure?"

"Yes."

"Really?"

"Yes-"

"Don't lie," you pouted.

"Well, fine! I am excited." Kimi mumbled, a soft blush creeped into his cheeks.

He kept on trying to avoid your gaze, as if the floor was his first love.

You bumped into his shoulder playfully before talking, "Eh, trust me. You'll get some good points but not better than my brother." you stuck your tongue out.

Kimi blinked several times before rolling his eyes.

"You're aware that you're encouraging me to win, huh, little Verstappen?" He smirked, flashing his sharp canines while he raised an eyebrow that made you stare for a long, long time.

You froze before coughing fakely, "No! Don't win! I mean- no, who plays fair shall win-"

"Uhh-huuhh."

"What? Don't make fun of me when you were the one who held my wrist for too long!"

Kimi swallowed. Really swallowed before he got flustered again. "I have to go to the garage now-" he spoke rapidly. "Bye-"

You were about to burst into laughter as you watched him walk the wrong way.

"You can visit the Mercedes garage anytime if you switch teams!"

"You sure you're going the right way, champ?"

"Oh-"

You started laughing, seriously bursting as he got more flustered and changed his way. "Will still wait for you though!"

As you watched him leave you continued giggling to yourself before walking to the Red Bull garage. Max saw you giggling stupidly, so he narrowed his eyes and scared you by appearing right at your back.

"Let me guess, Kimi?"

"How'd you know-"

"I'm not blind, liefje," he snorted as if it was a boring comedy. "I'm your brother."

You rolled your eyes and walked back, a little bit far away from him. "Wow, news for me." You murmured plainly before fixing your hair. "He's a good guy." A low shrug. A soft blush appearing on your cheeks.

Max saw it.

"You're making me regret my decision."

"In what way?"

He rolled his eyes playfully before chugging down a water bottle at once then handing you one. "Hydrate," he said.

Feeling unheard, you pouted. Not taking the water bottle. So, Max raised an eyebrow. His blue eyes watching you, he was simply an overprotective brother. And you sometimes got tired of it.

He then crossed his arms, mirroring your pouty face. "Remember, I said dating drivers is a big no and you agreed." One eyebrow raised, extending out the water bottle. Max looked like an annoying mother.

"No, you di-"

"Geez, shush."

"Ughhh! I hate you!"

Max just smirked and set the water bottle next to you, patting your shoulder lightly. "Love you too, bug."

He left to get ready for the race and you just sat there.

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The race did not go well.

The Red Bull Max was driving said no I'm not doing this shit and caused him to DNF.

You had a whole anger crisis, too close to recreating Toto's headphone smash but with the coffee filled mug in your hands, it was a bit hard to accomplish.

When Max was out of the race,

your eyes watched one person.

Kimi.

He was going on full speed, clean corners and too surprising moves for the Monaco circuit.

And for the results, he was P1.

You watched him with interested eyes. Maybe a little too interested. Watched his sharp canines flash whenever he smiled, a dry thumbs up with a victorious smile on his face on the podium. Champagne flew all over the place. Kim K. stealing Kimi's towel was also an event no one expected.

You were walking in the crowd of people until you heard someone calling for you.

"Someone took my towel! Can you believe it?" Kimi's tone was surprised and whiny. As if that towel was his bride. "My towel…" He whined once again.

"Kim Kardashian took it."

"What-?"

"Lewis' WAG."

"Oh-" Kimi hummed before turning his attention back to you. One arm wrapped around your shoulder while he guided you out of the overwhelming crowd. As you two stopped somewhere quiet, you quietly took out your phone. Extending it to Kimi to enter his number.

He grinned while doing it. Saving himself as Mercedes boy that I'm obsesseeeeddddd about

"Anyways," he started. "Changed teams or still a Red Bull girl?"

"What makes you think that I'Il switch teams for an Italian boy with a sweet mouth?"

"I have a sweet mouth?" The right side of his lip curled upwards. A little smirk as the sweet red tone found its way on his cheeks. "Why wouldn't you? If I were you I would-" Suddenly you moved closer, faces inches away. Kimi froze. Completely froze.

With his reaction, you only got closer. "Once a Verstappen, forever a Verstappen. Same with being a Red Bull fan." Your pointing finger placed on his lips, silencing him. Maybe you had no right to be this much of a menace to him.

But God, he loved it.

"You better start learning more about me, champ." You shrugged, pulling back. "Or your silver arrows won't have a chance to pierce my heart."

"Wh-"

"I need to find my brother or he'll kill you for talking to me."

"But Max loves me!" Kimi blurted, trying to surpass the growing heat in his body. The redness on his face spread to his ears. "But-"

"Bye!" You gave him no chance to talk back, giving a little wink before walking to the direction you were going. Kimi stared. His heart was racing with a feeling he can't name. The feeling of your finger against his lips was still there. He swallowed. Oh, he could easily die from this.

"I will find you again, little Verstappen!" He yelled.

and sure, you couldn't save your ass from him because it was Monaco.

There was going to be a post-race party amongst drivers and you'd beg to come with Max.

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"Absolutely no, liefje."

"But WHY!" You groaned loudly. Ready to smash your head into some wall. The dress you've planned to wear to the party hanging from your clutched hands while Max was on his phone. Lips pursed. As if he was considering. Spoiler alert. He was not.

Max sighed. "You already came to the race and I didn't promise to bring you to some post-race party."

"Dude, I'm clearly old eno-"

"Yeah, you're 9 years younger."

"I clearly did not mean that!" You whined. "Ugh! Ik luister niet naar jouw onzin, eikel!" ("Im not listening to your bullshit, asshole!") You raged. Angrily reaching for a pillow on the couch. Throwing it at Max's face before groaning again. "I hate you, dumbass!"

Max looked up from his phone. "Watch you words, bug." You threw him a death glare and he looked down like a guilty kid before clearing his throat. "Fine. Come with me." Your eyes lit up. "But you're either going to be talking to Kelly or be standing next to me." Your hopes found the floor all over again. Pouting and whining.

"Ugh! Okay!"

"Okay now go back to your apartment because you're ruining my mood that's already ruined."

You turned your back to Max. A little smile playing on your lips as you walked to the door and left Max's apartment. The dress still in your hands.

Tapping the name Mercedes boy that I'm obsesseeeeddddd about then starting to type

Y/N: I'm coming to the party to pull your ear.

Kimi: Gee, you're going to see me and all you can think about is pulling my ear? I'm hurt, signora.

Y/N: Yeah, yeah. Now cry like a baby while thinking about me pulling your ear.

Kimi: Oh, trust me.

The messages didn't end there. He added you on Instagram and spammed a whole series of reels and the worst thing was.

You did respond to every single one of them.

The flirtation didn't show the end of the road.

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You spent almost an hour to get ready.

Hair tied with a claw clip. A pretty sundress adorned with flowers. A beautiful necklace. Your make-up was light. Struggled a bit with the eyeliner but it turned out so damn good. You left the building with Kelly and Max. Yapped with Kelly in the car on the way to the party place.

Secretly typed her a message about how Max was not letting you do anything and how bad you wanted to talk with Kimi and she answered with don't worry, girl. You'll be free when he gets too distracted to notice you anyway. You smiled, thankful.

The building was nice.

Flashy, fancy but gave the 'club' aura more than anything else.

Some drivers you knew, some you didn't know. Few engineers, mechanics. Some team managers.

Max threw you his usual warning gaze. "Don't make me regret this."

"Yeah, yeah." You murmured before following Kelly to a blind spot Max couldn't see. She patted your shoulder, smiled then left to find the other WAGS. You got a drink from the bar. A light drink, nothing much. You were staring at some stupid wall before you jumped with a sudden move of someone nearby.

"Boo!"

"AHH-"

"Shush!"

Your heart jumped, slowly turning your head to look at who it was behind you and… Kimi. Big surprise.

"What the fuck, have you lost your mind?" You whispered rapidly. A hand over your heart before he put a finger on your lips. Silencing you.

Dejavu

Your cheeks got flushed by the color red and pink. Eyes wide like a prey animal being hunted by the hunter.

The corner of his lips curled upwards. He smiled before he started grinning. "No, dummy. I didn't lose my mind." He murmured calmly.

"I will fucking bite your finger." You hissed.

"Before you bite me I want to-"

It was too late. You sank your teeth into his finger and made him whimper like a kicked puppy. He pulled his finger back. The hand he hid behind his hand came into vision and revealed a bouquet of freshly cut roses. "Ah, cazzo-" Kimi huffed.

"Cazzo what..?" You raised an eyebrow with confusement.

"Cazzo means fuck and thanks to you, I have a bite mark on my finger now!"

"Bad boy."

"Wha-"

"You swore in front of a girl. Tsk tsk."

Kimi pouted. Then he lowered into one knee, holding up the rose bouquet like it was a wedding ring. "Then, bella. Please accept this gift as an apology for my mistake…" He put his free hand on his heart. A soft shade of red already appearing on his cheeks. Then he looked up at you with his sweet brown eyes.

He got you blushing.

You froze on the spot. Looking down at him with your heart racing. You swallowed slowly before accepting the bouquet.

"T-Thanks…"

"My pleasure, cara." Kimi revealed his sharp canines once again. You stared, he gulped. His Adam's apple bobbing with him swallowing slowly.

"Oh, Kimi. I didn't know you were here tonight." The Dutch accent messed up everything.

You glanced at Kimi's back. Max was standing too close like a killer ready to kill. Blue eyes covered with a stern expression. Glancing back and forth between you and Kimi. "Brothe-"

"Cut it, liefje." Max whispered. An angry smile on his lips. Oh it was so done.

"Oh, hi Max-" Kimi greeted him bravely as if he wasn't trembling limb to limb.

Instinctively hiding the bouquet Kimi gave you. Holding it tight behind your back. You exchanged a fear filled glance with Kimi but didn't expect Max to put a hand on his shoulder and lean in to whisper something into his ear that made him swallow audibly loud. Slow three pats on the shoulder. Then he left.

Kimi looked scared but he just walked backwards and grabbed your wrist. Leading you to the quieter hallway.

"Y/N."

"Kimi?"

You bit the inside of your cheek, one eyebrow raised. Still clutching the bouquet of roses nervously while you couldn't help but get lost in his eyes.

"Can I kiss you?"

"HUH-"

"Please don't let me repeat myself."

"Don't be a baby, repeat." You grinned.

"Can I kiss you?"

"Fineee~"

Kimi stared at you for a whole time span of 10 seconds. Blushing like crazy before actually making his lips meet yours. It was a soft kiss. Actually very soft. He gently held your face in his hands, his teeth catching your lower lip before the kiss deepened and-

click-

You quickly pushed Kimi, glancing sideways to see Lando with his phone in hand. The flash was eye hurting. That damn muppet took a photo, didn't he…

"Norris-!" You called out but he quickly ran back into the party place as if he applied some rocket on his ass.

"We're fucked." You both said in unison then started laughing.

Surprisingly the time went pretty fast.

You talked and joked with Kimi. He kept his arm wrapped around your waist. Threw some dirty looks to people and you almost strangled Lando to death. People started leaving when the clock hit 2AM

Walking to the car with a guilty expression, Kimi walked behind you to maybe explain himself. Max stood still in front of the car like a clone of Michael Myers. When you both stood in front of him like guilty teenagers. Kelly threw a death glare at Max.

Then surprisingly, Max put a hand on Kimi's shoulder that made Kimi flinch and Max laugh. "I'm okay for now but just wait until you actually try to marry her."

Wow. What a rich threat.

Max let go of Kimi and got in the car with Kelly.

"Well, you've got a bigger trouble now."

"I know. This sucks so bad…" He faked a whine before kissing your temple and watching you leave…

*does the macarena dance and falls down the stairs*

CHAPTER ONE

summary between bottles, exam schedules and sleepless nights, you and kimi learn how to navigate how to raise a child barely younger than yourselves.

warnings — teenage pregnancy, academic stress, post partum depression, mentions of underage sex

notes just to clarify, there is no description for reader except that you are born in italy. whether that means you decide that reader is italian by nationality or ethnicity is up to you. english is not my first language and this is my first fic ever, so please take it easy!

Anonymous asked:

Hi! I have a request for a Y/N × Kimi fic.

They get into a huge argument, and Y/N storms out of the house. She doesn't come back for days, and Kimi has no idea where she is.

I think Kimi would be the type to keep texting and calling her constantly, even though she never responds. He keeps checking in, apologizing, asking if she's okay, and begging her to come home.

The only time Y/N finally contacts him is when she presses her emergency button because she's been in a serious accident. Kimi immediately drops everything and rushes to her as fast as he can because he's terrified and so worried about her.

Thank uuu and i love ur work!!🫶🏼🫶🏼

The safety car

Pairing: Kimi Antonelli x Reader (y/n)

Warnings: angst, arguments, car accident, blood, hospital, physical injuries

Summary: After a devastating argument, you storm out and disappear for days. A desperate Kimi floods your phone with messages, only to receive your emergency signal when a severe accident leaves you fighting for your life.

Requested: Yes

Word count: 3848

Author’s note: I hope this emotional roller coaster squeezes your heart as much as it did mine. Thanks for the nice words. Take care!! xx

Masterlist

The silence in the apartment was not peaceful, it was the heavy, suffocating kind that felt like a physical weight pressing down on your chest. For the past hour, the space between you and Kimi had been filled with sharp words, rising voices, and the bitter sting of misunderstandings that had been building up for months. His career was exploding, the pressure of being thrust into the global spotlight was weighing on his young shoulders, and you were trying your best to be his anchor while slowly feeling yourself drift out to sea.

It had started over something incredibly trivial, a misplaced set of keys or a forgotten dinner plan, but it had rapidly spiraled into a referendum on your entire relationship.

You stood by the kitchen counter, your hands gripping the edge so hard your knuckles turned white. Kimi stood a few feet away, his curls messy from where he had run his hands through them in frustration, his blue eyes flashing with an anger that was so rare for him.

“You are never just here with me anymore,” you said, your voice shaking as you tried to keep it steady. “Even when you are physically in the room, your mind is somewhere else, Kimi. I feel like I am living with a ghost.”

Kimi threw his hands up in the air, his chest heaving. “And what do you want me to do? You think this is easy for me? I am trying to build a future for us. I am under so much pressure every single day, and when I come home, I just want peace. Instead, I get you questioning everything I do, complaining that I am not present enough. I am doing my best.”

“Your best is leaving me behind,” you replied, the words slipping out before you could stop them. They hit him visible, making him flinch, but his expression hardened a second later.

“If you feel so left behind, then maybe you should not be here,” Kimi said, the words cold and sharp.

The kitchen went dead quiet. The air felt frozen. You stared at him, waiting for him to take it back, to say he did not mean it, but his jaw remained clenched, and he looked away, refusing to meet your eyes. Something inside you snapped, a quiet, neat break that left you feeling entirely hollow.

Without saying another word, you turned on your heel. You walked down the hallway, grabbed your jacket from the hook by the door, and picked up your keys and your phone.

“Where are you going?” Kimi called out, his voice losing some of its angry edge and replacing it with sudden uncertainty.

You did not answer. You opened the front door, stepped out into the carpeted hallway of the apartment building, and pulled the door shut behind you. The click of the lock echoing in the quiet corridor felt like a definitive end. You walked quickly down the hall, took the stairs instead of the elevator because you could not stand the thought of waiting even a few seconds, and stepped out into the cool, clear night air.

The city was alive with streetlights and distant traffic, the sky clear and dotted with a few faint stars. It was a beautiful night, completely at odds with the storm raging in your chest. You got into your car, started the engine, and just drove. You had no destination in mind, you just knew you needed to get as far away from the apartment, and from him, as possible.

Back in the apartment, Kimi stood in the middle of the living room, his hands trembling slightly. He expected to hear the door open again. He expected you to walk back in, to throw your jacket on the couch, and to continue the argument or at least tell him off again. But minutes ticked by, turning into an hour, and the silence only grew deeper. He sat down on the sofa, burying his face in his hands. He was so incredibly tired, and the words he had said tasted like ash in his mouth. He had not meant them. He never wanted you to leave.

By midnight, his anxiety began to crawl up his throat. He reached for his phone and typed out the first message.

“I am sorry. I did not mean what I said. Please come back so we can talk. Let me know you are safe.”

He stared at the screen, waiting for the little bubbles to appear, indicating you were typing. Nothing happened. He locked the phone, set it face down on the coffee table, and tried to close his eyes, but sleep was a distant, impossible concept.

The next morning, the apartment was bathed in bright, mocking sunlight. Kimi woke up on the couch, still wearing his clothes from the night before. He jumped up, instantly looking around the room, hoping to see your shoes by the door or hear the sound of the shower running. Nothing. The apartment was exactly as he had left it.

He grabbed his phone. There were no notifications from you. He called your number, listening to the dial tone ring once, twice, three times, before it went straight to voicemail.

“Hey, it is me,” Kimi said, his voice rough and thick with sleep and worry. “I am so sorry about last night. I was stupid and stressed, and I should never have said those things to you. Please call me back when you see this. I just want to know you are okay. I love you.”

He hung up, staring at the screen. He sent another text.

“Please call me. Even if you are still angry, just let me know you are safe somewhere.”

Hours bled into days, and the silence from your end remained absolute. You had gone to stay at a small, quiet hotel on the outskirts of the city, a place where nobody knew you or Kimi. You kept your phone on do not disturb, unable to face the barrage of notifications you knew were waiting for you. You needed space, you needed to breathe without the suffocating weight of his career and your fading relationship pressing down on you. But even in the quiet of the hotel room, your mind was a chaotic mess of doubts and sadness.

Meanwhile, Kimi was slowly losing his mind. He had to go to the simulator, he had to attend briefings, but his mind was completely useless. His engineers noticed his distraction, his manager asked him multiple times if he was feeling alright, but Kimi just brushed them off, his eyes constantly darting to his phone sitting on the prep table.

Every free second he had, he was texting you. It became a lifeline, a way to feel connected to you even if it was entirely one sided.

“I cannot focus on anything,” he wrote on the second day. “Every time I look at my phone I hope it is you. I am so sorry. I do not care about the argument, I do not care about being right. I just want you home. Please, Y/N.”

A few hours later, another message followed.

“Are you staying with a friend? Please just tell me yes or no. I will not come bother you if you need space, I just need to know you are not hurt.”

On the third day, the desperation in his messages turned into outright panic. He had called your friends, trying to ask casually if they had seen you, but he did not want to alarm them or spark rumors, so he had to play it down, pretending you were just busy. None of them had seen you.

“I am starting to get really scared now,” he texted, his fingers flying across the keyboard as he sat in his car outside the factory. “It has been three days. You have never done this before. Please, Y/N, just send a single dot, anything, so I know you are okay. I am begging you. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep. I am so sorry for how I treated you.”

He called you again, listening to the voicemail greeting, just wanting to hear the sound of your recorded voice.

“Please,” Kimi whispered into the phone when the beep sounded. “Please come home. I love you so much. We can fix whatever is broken, I promise you. Just let me know where you are.”

On the fourth day, you finally decided you could not keep running forever. The anger had faded, leaving behind a dull, aching sadness and a deep sense of exhaustion. You missed him, despite how angry you had been, and you knew you had to face the reality of your situation. You decided to drive back toward the city, to at least talk to him face to face and figure out where you both stood.

You checked your phone for the first time in days. The sheer volume of messages and missed calls from Kimi made your heart squeeze. Seeing his frantic apologies and his desperate pleas for you to just let him know you were safe made tears well up in your eyes. You felt a wave of guilt for leaving him in suspense for so long, even if you had needed the time to clear your head.

You got into your car and started the drive back. The afternoon sun was bright, casting long shadows across the highway as you wound your way through the hills outside the city. The traffic was light, and you let your mind wander, thinking about what you would say to him when you finally walked through the door. You wanted to tell him that you loved him, but that things had to change, that you both needed to find a way to navigate this new life together without losing each other in the process.

You were so lost in your thoughts that you did not see the truck coming from the side road.

It happened in a split second, a blur of heavy metal, the screeching of tires, and the terrifying sound of tearing steel. The impact was violent, hitting the driver’s side of your car with a force that shattered the glass and sent your vehicle spinning across the asphalt before it came to a crashing halt against the guardrail.

For a moment, there was only darkness and the loud, ringing silence in your ears.

When you opened your eyes, everything was a blur. Pain flared through your entire body, sharp and overwhelming. You could smell smoke, and the metallic tang of blood was in your mouth. You tried to move, but your left leg was pinned, and a searing pain shot up your arm. Panic set in, cold and sharp. You tried to breathe, but your chest felt tight, constricted by the deployed airbag and the crushing weight of the damaged dashboard.

Your phone had been thrown onto the passenger seat, luckily remaining within arm’s reach. With a trembling, bloodstained hand, you reached out, every movement feeling like it was happening underwater. Your fingers brushed the cool glass of the screen. You could not see well enough to dial a number, your vision was swimming with dark spots, and your head throbbed violently.

Then, you remembered the emergency button on your smart band, a feature Kimi had insisted you set up when you first started driving long distances alone. He had programmed his own number as the primary emergency contact, joking that he would always be your personal safety car.

Using the last of your strength, you pressed and held the button on the side of the band. It vibrated against your wrist, initiating the emergency sequence that would send your exact coordinates and a distress signal straight to his phone.

Once the vibration stopped, your hand fell back onto the seat, and the darkness closed in around you, pulling you under.

At the Mercedes factory, Kimi was sitting in a debrief room, his head resting in his hands as his engineer went over data from the simulator session. He was not listening. He was staring at his phone, which was resting on the table in front of him. His chest felt tight, a constant, low level anxiety humming through his veins.

Suddenly, his phone did not just ring, it let out a loud, continuous, high pitched siren sound, the specific alarm he had set up for your emergency contact.

Kimi jumped up so fast his chair flew backward, crashing against the floor. The engineer stopped talking, staring at him in surprise. Kimi grabbed the phone, his hands shaking so violently he almost dropped it. The screen was flashing red, displaying your name along with a map showing a location on the highway just outside the city, and a message, Emergency Signal Activated.

“Kimi, what is it?” his manager asked, standing up from his seat.

Kimi did not answer. The color had completely drained from his face, leaving him deathly pale. His heart was hammering against his ribs like a trapped bird. He did not say a word, he just grabbed his car keys from the table and bolted out of the room.

“Kimi, wait!” his manager called out, running after him, but Kimi was already sprinting down the hallway.

He ran through the lobby, pushing past the glass doors and racing toward his car in the parking lot. His mind was a chaotic blur of absolute terror. The fight, the days of silence, the anger, none of it mattered. The only thing that existed in his world was the flashing red dot on his phone screen and the knowledge that you were in trouble.

He got into his car, started the engine with a roar, and tore out of the parking lot, the tires screeching against the asphalt. He navigated the city traffic with the frantic precision of a racing driver who had everything to lose. He ignored the speed limits, weaving through lanes, his eyes darting between the road and the GPS map mounted on his dashboard.

“Please be okay, please be okay, please be okay,” he chanted like a prayer, his voice cracking. Tears of pure terror blurred his vision, and he had to swipe them away angrily with the back of his hand. He could not afford to lose focus now. He had to get to you.

As he approached the coordinates on the highway, his heart sank. Up ahead, he could see the flashing blue and red lights of emergency vehicles. Traffic was slowing down, being funneled into a single lane.

Kimi did not wait. He pulled his car onto the shoulder of the highway, driving past the stationary line of vehicles until he got as close as the police barriers would allow. He slammed on the brakes, threw the car into park, and jumped out.

The scene was chaotic. An ambulance, a fire truck, and two police cars were parked near the guardrail. In the center of the flashing lights was your car, crumpled and unrecognizable, pressed against the metal barrier.

“No, no, no,” Kimi sobbed, starting to run toward the wreckage.

“Hey, stop! You cannot go over there!” a police officer yelled, stepping into his path and catching him by the shoulders.

“That is my girlfriend!” Kimi screamed, trying to push past the officer with a strength born of pure desperation. “That is her car! Let me go! I need to get to her!”

“Son, calm down, the paramedics are working on her right now,” the officer said, holding him firmly. “You running in there is only going to make it harder for them to do their job. Just wait here.”

Kimi felt his knees go weak, and he would have collapsed to the ground if the officer had not been holding him. He watched, helpless and terrified, as the firefighters used heavy tools to pry open the driver’s side door of your car. Every second felt like an eternity, a painful, agonizing stretch of time where his chest felt like it was being crushed.

Finally, they managed to free you. Kimi watched as the paramedics carefully lifted you onto a stretcher, your body still and covered in blood, your face pale and bruised.

“Is she alive?” Kimi choked out, his voice barely a whisper. “Please tell me she is alive.”

The officer looked back at the paramedics, then turned to Kimi. “They are loading her into the ambulance now. You can ride with her, but you need to calm down. Can you do that?”

Kimi nodded frantically, wiping the tears from his face. “Yes, yes, I am calm, please, just let me go with her.”

The officer led him over to the ambulance. Kimi climbed into the back, his eyes immediately locking onto you. You looked so fragile lying there, surrounded by medical equipment, an oxygen mask over your face. A paramedic was checking your vitals, while another was starting an IV.

Kimi slid onto the bench beside the stretcher, immediately reaching out to grab your hand. It was cold, so cold, and smeared with dirt and dried blood. He pressed it against his cheek, his body shaking with silent, heavy sobs.

“I am here, Y/N,” he whispered, his voice trembling. “I am right here. I am so sorry. Please don't leave me. I am so, so sorry.”

The ride to the hospital was a blur of sirens and emergency procedures. Kimi did not let go of your hand for a single second. He watched the heart monitor, his own heart rate spiking every time the machine beeped. He kept talking to you, whispering apologies, telling you how much he loved you, begging you to open your eyes.

When they arrived at the hospital, the paramedics wheeled you quickly into the emergency room. Kimi tried to follow, but a nurse stopped him at the double doors, gently but firmly pushing him back.

“You have to wait here, sir,” she said. “We need to assess her injuries. We will come get you as soon as we can.”

The doors swung shut, cutting him off from you once again.

Kimi stood in the middle of the bright, sterile hallway, feeling entirely lost. He walked over to the waiting area and sank into a plastic chair, burying his face in his hands. The smell of the hospital, the bright fluorescent lights, the distant hum of voices, it all felt like a nightmare he could not wake up from.

He pulled out his phone. The screen was still displaying the emergency notification. He looked at the long list of unread messages he had sent you over the last four days. They seemed so insignificant now, his anger, his pride, his frustration, none of it mattered compared to the simple, terrifying fact that you were fighting for your life in the room down the hall.

An hour passed, then two. Kimi did not move. He sat in the chair, his hands clasped together, praying with everything he had.

Finally, a doctor in blue scrubs walked out of the double doors, looking around the waiting room. Kimi jumped up immediately, rushing over to him.

“Are you here for Y/N?” the doctor asked.

“Yes, I am her boyfriend,” Kimi said, his voice cracking. “Is she okay? Please tell me she is okay.”

The doctor gave him a reassuring, albeit tired, smile. “She is stable. She has a concussion, a fractured collarbone, and a pretty severe laceration on her left leg that required stitches, along with a lot of bruising. But she is incredibly lucky. The impact was severe, but the car’s safety features did their job. She is awake now, and she is asking for you.”

Kimi felt a wave of relief so intense he had to grab onto the reception desk to keep his balance. He let out a long, shaky breath, fresh tears spilling over his eyelashes.

“Can I see her?” he whispered.

“Yes, follow me,” the doctor said, turning and leading him down the hallway.

The doctor opened the door to a quiet, private room. The lights were dimmed, and the only sound was the soft, rhythmic beep of the heart monitor. You were lying in the bed, your head bandaged, your left arm in a sling, and your face covered in bruises. But your eyes were open, and when the door clicked, you turned your head slowly toward him.

Kimi stopped in the doorway for a fraction of a second, his heart aching at the sight of you. Then, he practically ran to your bedside, dropping to his knees so he was at eye level with you. He carefully took your right hand in both of his, pressing his forehead against your knuckles.

“Y/N,” he sobbed, the tears flowing freely now. “I am so sorry. I am so, so sorry.”

You squeezed his hand weakly, your fingers warm against his skin. “Kimi,” you whispered, your voice dry and raspy.

He looked up, his blue eyes red and swollen from crying. He reached up with a trembling hand, gently brushing a stray lock of hair away from your forehead, being incredibly careful not to touch your bandages.

“I was so scared,” Kimi whispered, his voice shaking. “When the alarm went off, I thought, I thought I lost you. I thought I would never get to tell you how sorry I am. I did not mean any of those things I said. I love you so much, Y/N. I do not care about the racing, I do not care about anything else, I just need you.”

You looked at him, seeing the raw, unshielded terror and love in his eyes. The anger that had driven you away four days ago was completely gone, replaced by a deep warmth and a sense of safety now that he was here.

“I am sorry too,” you said softly, a small, tired smile touching your lips. “I should not have run away like that. I should have answered your messages. I saw them, Kimi. I am sorry I made you worry.”

Kimi shook his head, kissing the back of your hand repeatedly. “Do not apologize. You had every right to be angry with me. I was being selfish and stressed, and I did not listen to you. But I promise you, things are going to change. I will make time for us. I will be better. Just please, never leave like that again.”

“I won't,” you promised, your eyes blinking slowly as the exhaustion and pain medication began to pull at you again. “I am not going anywhere.”

Kimi leaned up, carefully pressing his lips to your forehead, holding the kiss there for a long moment. He felt the steady beat of your pulse beneath his fingers, a beautiful, reassuring rhythm that promised him everything was going to be alright.

He pulled a chair close to the bed, sitting down and wrapping both of his hands around yours, refusing to let go. As your eyes closed and you drifted off into a peaceful sleep, Kimi sat beside you, watching over you, finally able to breathe again.