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Iron Lung - Time Loop Fanfic

Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death Relationships: The Convict | Simon & David (Iron Lung), The Convict | Simon & Ava (Iron Lung), The Convict | Simon & The Blood Eel (Iron Lung) Characters: Ava (Iron Lung), The Convict | Simon (Iron Lung), The Blood Eel (Iron Lung) Additional Tags: More characters to be added, Canon-Typical Violence, Canon-Typical Psychological Horror, Time Loop, Hope in the face of despair, simon can't decide if he's losing his mind or if he's lost it already, fic just as vague as the movie is with its answers, simon going through it over and over (and over and over), major character death but in a canon-typical way, welcome to the time loop, hope in the face of despair and boy. we are despairing, [pats simon on the head] this dude can fit so much determination in him., rated m and flagged for violence because. gestures at movie., what youd expect to find in iron lung

“Convict! Everything alright? Is the ship okay?”

“Is this a test?” Simon asks, voice wavering. The pause hangs heavy for a moment. The depth meter drops. The SM-13 groans under the weight and pressure of the blood around it. Simon’s eyes dart from the porthole to the intercom.

“This is the first time this sub has been used, yes.” Ava says finally. “Why? Everything holding up alright? I assure you the weld is—”

“A test for me. Me." he jabs a nervous thumb against his sternum, leaning toward the speaker, pleading, as if she can see him. As if that would make any difference. “Am I being tested? Is this some C.O.I. thing? Some kind of sick rehab?”

“…if you want to see it that way. Just… finish this and you'll have your freedom.”

Simon swallows hard, turning back to the controls he's learned so well, cobwebs of fear prickling in the back of his mind. A question flits through his thoughts that he doesn't dare vocalize.

What did I do to deserve this?

Anonymous asked:

your pmdd posts encouraged me to take a closer look into my own weird period symptoms. thank you for sharing your story and I hope it gets better for you, now that you know what that is and maybe how to handle it

hitting everybody with the diagnosis beam

thank you!!! same to you :’) now that im not in The Stress Zone its been easier. its also been easier knowing what’s up specifically

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Saw this and going insane actually. Severed Circle. The repeated, almost compulsive circle imagery in the art direction. Circles as a concept of loops and cycles. Remedy's already occuring in canon use of the spiral as a circle that ends. A spiral is a kind of broken circle?? Is it not??? The Fadens WILL break the cycle they WILL do it together I WILL NOT BE TOLD OTHERWISE

kip hopefully this isn't a strange/tmi thing to say but your posts about looking into and getting diagnosed with pmdd genuinely gave me the push i needed to look into and get diagnosed with pmdd myself (after spending roughly the past year cycling in and out of Toxic Evil Insanity on a suspiciously monthly schedule lmao), so tysm for talking about it! hope you're able to find a treatment that works for you :^)

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IM SO GLAD!!!! same to you!!! so far antihistamines and natural progesterone (and not being stressed out of my gourd) has helped a lot

also hey, other people reading this, if you're like "isnt pmdd just depression? i dont have that/have that normally, thats not me" IF. you irrationally consider quitting your job because youre too stupid to do your job (not true) that counts even if you logically know you won't quit your job. also sudden unexplained "illness" that lasts a day, exhaustion, brain fog, insomnia, huge appetite, no appetite, weird joints, tight muscles, acidic stomach, paranoia (including thoughts that dont actually scare you), and belief people are perhaps conspiring against you, and the overwhelming belief that it will be terrible like this forever, and that all happens ~12 days before your period starts and then goes away once your period starts and youre like oh lol that was weird

ask ur doc about pmdd

and if ur like "its just my adhd" look up adhd & pmdd being linked 🫡

take ur zyrtec/quercitin/pepcid

me, tired, getting back from a cyberpunk red session and blearily trying to look up our groups characters on tumblr as if im goint to see discussion and fanart,