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hi im author. black. autistic. tme demigirl lesbian. 30. your next president she/her, they/them. For info about my characters/story, look at the #chaos talk, #chaos stuff, and #oc stuff tag πŸ‡΅πŸ‡Έ

hi, wanna see something cool? course you do.

We got the new and improved first five chapters of Chaos right here!

Took y'alls feedback and hopefully you all enjoy the improvements! Like before, feedback is welcomed, and even if you don't comment I do appreciate you reading! Hope you all enjoy!

This is my first submission of the three days! (I'm trying to post on my page but mobile is being ornery of course, so you may get a tag from me too lol)

I couldn't pick which one I liked the most so I'm just posting in the order I drew them. Partner picked this character :)

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ALL MIGHT!!!!

I love that you changed his eye color too, stop πŸ₯ΉπŸ₯ΉπŸ₯Ή this is awesome!

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I'm ngl it kinda kills me that the thing that is killing Hank Green and making him go through mass cancellation is him saying that he sometimes uses AI for research.

Like not the horrible video on hrt, no of course not. Loudly and proudly declaring "we don't hire transfems here at scishow"? Nobody gives a shit!

But say "i used Claude as a search engine for academic articles" and every creator on youtube takes turns shitting you as you go into fucking witness protection.

There is a connection here with that post I saw the other day about how being performatively anti-AI can be a way to loudly declare one's commitment to "good values" without actually having to care about uplifting any marginalized communities

ok this is kinda nuts bc while AI tools can be good for quickly locating a large body of SECONDARY sources for your given project and can even be good for combing the occasional website for primary sources, there is absolutely nothing in the technology that can assemble the stuff necessary for a full article (bc you are pulling from openly available stuff so people in your field will have accessed this stuff before you, its not going to be new and pathbreaking primary sources) and two, while it can be helpful to let ai generate a first draft just to see your ideas on a page, you're going to have to make the AI iterate on that thing like a dozen times just for it to be kinda where you want it and even then you will need to spend days going through and editing and rewriting it bc its AI, the writing style will always be straight ass.

idk i just feel like ppl in this dude's field must hate this guy too

presumably they're putting in their own experimental data, people will try to use ai for shit like "here's our 20 measurments, make it into an article". but if it's bioinformatics.....who knows what the supposed real data even is lmao. ime bioinformatics people tend to be very a.i.-positive bc their work is about seeking meaning in huge volumes of information, and that's a process where a.i. produces results. and i guess if youre kind of a dumb guy, you'll start believing that if it can do that, it can do all the rest as well.

Oof. Yeah I'm a historian so honestly I feel a bit extraneous to the convo bc nobody ever even mentions us in AI discourse. Also I think a big part of using it in a halfway decent way is looking at it as a stupid computer that can fuck up and not like, getting so weirdly enamored by its ability to phrase stuff in a generic "smart" way like some people seem to.

And wait I just reread your thing and Im realizing this is STEM ppl and their weird hatred of writing essays, which like idk to paraphrase one guy "Claude is a great research assistant and a lousy writer." Like that's the last thing I would use it for lol. I had it doing some preliminary research on open archive sites and it kept going back to this concept of "labor-nuclear convergence" as the essence of the research and I had to be like no, whatever pattern you think you are recognizing I need you to shut the fuck up and do what I tell you.

Can I be honest. I think the world may have had enough of American poets writing pieces about how it's weird to go about daily life while your government commits genocide abroad. I don't know if anyone needs to do another one of those

in all fairness it really is a bizarre/depressing/powerless feeling and it's not weird to explore that through art. But at some point it really just starts to feel like navel gazing. Like are these really the experiences and viewpoints we need to be centering right now

For anyone wondering, the PhD student's name is Myra Cheng.

Here's a link to an article about the study from the Stanford Report: link.

Across three preregistered studies, participants interacting with sycophantic AI became more convinced of their own rightness and less willing to repair relationships. Yet at the same time, participants rated sycophantic AI models as higher quality, more trustworthy, and more desirable for future use, which may explain why this behavior has persisted despite its harmful impacts.

Myra Cheng et al. "Sycophantic AI decreases prosocial intentions and promotes dependence." Science 391, eaec8352 (2026).

my overall opinion of the whole "i became a white nationalist because people called me racist for no reason" talking point is that while I do think spurious accusations of bigotry are a problem, if your immediate reaction to being called racist is to become an actual white nationalist then it sounds like they were right about you being racist. like I don't think that accusation was spurious.

The last week has been so ridiculous even the satirists can’t take it any more

the fucking timestamp

Happy tenth birthday to this post which will apparently haunt my notifications for all eternity.

It’s about Brexit, by the way. The timestamp is a week post-referendum. Newsthump is UK-based and I myself am scottish. And yes, things have 100% got worse since then, but personally I regard the referendum as the point at which we entered the Clownshoes Timeline.

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your childhood best friend who moved four states away in 2014 is playing Terraria

coworker from your high school job is playing My Sexy Anime Neighbor from Sin University

ex friend who blocked you on everything but steam for some reason is playing The Binding of Isaac

the guy you genuinely thought of as a brother at one point but havent seen in years is playing Elden Ring

rando who was kind of nice to you in tf2 a decade ago is playing Team Fortress 2

your parents' neighbors' son is playing Resident Evil 4 (2023)