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“This world is a dream, and a dream is where I meet you.” ♡ 🌱🌺🐈‍⬛Alexandria Angel Akridge, aka Sha Yuri★Karasu’s Wife🐦‍⬛💣🍒 I 🤍 Jesus✝️ I’m a Christian, as well as a webcomic & children’s book artist and creative writer from New England. I believe in mental health awareness. My reality is different as I have “pseudo-hallucinations” of fictional characters. I have depressive psychosis & C-PTSD. I cope with trauma by having imaginary friends. I have an imaginary world I call my Inner Wonderland, aka Crowland as my SO/Husband is Karasu from Yu Yu Hakusho, however he’s redeemed with us being like Beauty and the Beast & his good side is Eric Draven as portrayed by Brandon Lee in The Crow, where he is also my Avenging Angel & I’m his Little Wife, Shelly. 💕 I have 33 Wonderland Littles: 1 Little Valkyrie Princess with Loki, 27 Little Crow Goblins with Karasu, 4 Little Fox Kit Kats with Kurama, and 1 Little King with Yomi, and I'm also the surrogate mother of my first boyfriend Steven/Android 17's 3 children, who are all the very bestest children ever. 💟 My creative inspirations are Ayami Kojima, Kaori Yuki, Yoshitaka Amano, Osamu Tezuka, Akira Toriyama, Naoko Takeuchi & Yoshihiro Togashi. Atsushi Sakurai from BUCK-TICK & Brandon Lee are my muses for Karasu. 💗💗💗💗💗 “People die, but real love is forever.” ~ The Crow 👰🏻💋🍒💣 💕Love Conquers All💕 🐦‍⬛Karasu 💗 Sha Yuri🐈‍⬛ June 11th, 2017~Eternity “But at the end of the day, love really did conquer all…” ~ Lexi { The Vampire Diaries }
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Happy Anniversary to me and Karasu-sama! 🤍 Well, one of our anniversaries. The one where Karasu-sama legalized our wedding in Spirit World on August 16th in 2018. ^^;

I tried a different approach to colouring and shading where I used the airbrush, and focused on light/colour reflection between me and Karasu-sama's clothes, etc.

I feel dissatisfied with my art and want to improve somehow. I want to become comfortable with my own art style, something that feels like "me".

Anyways, I still love my Hubby, although I rarely draw us these days, so when I do, tis very special. =^.^= 🤍

Base by @/20609_75 on Twitter/X.

Today (June 11th) has been 9 years since I first dreamt of going on a date with Karasu-sama and thus started my romantic imaginary/dream/daydream relationship with the mysterious Crow. 🐦‍⬛💣🤍

I'm drawing a speedpaint/quick drawing of me and Karasu-sama for today but it still takes too long to finish so I'll publish this wallpaper I made of me with Karasu-sama which I'm sure I haven't posted yet ... It is based on our argument that led to us agreeing in laughter that "Love conquers all" in spite of our vast differences being human and youkai, the age difference, etc... Mumsy and Puppa gotta stick together for the Little Crow Goblins and my other children (Karasu's stepchildren). 🤍

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Moi wearing my Hubby's coat . . . This comes from a base on Twitter of the female wearing the male's coat and I thought it would be neat to see moi and Karasu-sama like that, albeit I changed the size difference to match moi and Karasu-sama's size difference cos he's a giant youkai karasu-tengu man compared to moi who is a petite human-faerie woman. :3 🤍

Base by Toon_Station on Twitter/X

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King Karasu-sama of Crowland 🐦‍⬛💣 gives Princess Sha of Cherryland 🍒 a sweet gift in the form of the pink Bombette in this Super Mario inspired drawing ~ 🩷 💣

A rare time I draw Karasu-sama in his Super Saiyan Crow form! ~giggles~ =^///^= 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

Like several other drawings I've done, this one was sketched on paper first and then scanned onto my laptop before being inked and coloured in Adobe Photoshop Elements 5.0. I wanted to finish it in time for my Life-day (May 4th) but was too tired out to get it up on time . . . derp! =>o<=

Happy Life-day/Birthday to my Hubby, Karasu-sama! 🐦‍⬛💣🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

This is moi snuggled within my giant Crow husband's strong arms in a protective embrace. 🤍

My husband chose this date to be his celebrated birthday in a dream I had in 2018 on March 31st, and when I told my brother Micky @octobernocturne about my dream, he surprised me by telling me it is also the anniversary date of Brandon Lee from The Crow's death! That was a big surprise, and fits Karasu-sama and me who have personal spiritual ties to The Crow movie. His voice actor Ryo Horikawa shares a birthday with Brandon Lee for example. And the movie paralleled our life at the time we watched it. He's my Eric Draven, and I'm his Shelly Webster. 🤍

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Happy Friday the 13th! His kiss tasted like a cherry pop~🍒💋🐦‍⬛💣💗💗💗💗💗

Karasu kissed me in a dream when we were first dating and tasted like fruit. Later that day when I was awake, I happened across the song, "Cherry Pop" by Alexandra Stan, and it fit me and Karasu to a T! His kiss tasted like a cherry pop for sure! And everyone wasn't sure if I should be with Karasu, cos he's an antagonist. All that mattered is that my brother Micky supported me and helped me accept Karasu when I fell for him which turned Karasu into a more pleasant imaginary figure to be around, because before that he was haunting me and toying with me like he does in canon YYH. After we got together, he eventually came around and became more like Eric Draven from The Crow as portrayed by Brandon Lee. When we watched The Crow for the first time, it was amazing how it paralleled what we were going through in my imaginary world and depressive psychosis at the time, with other amazing synchronicities like Karasu's voice actor Ryo Horikawa sharing a birthday with Brandon Lee on February 1st, and Karasu choosing his own birthday on March 31st in a dream and Micky told me later that was Brandon Lee's death anniversary which surprised me! I also grew up around the corner from Webster St, which matches Shelly Webster's name. And Karasu set the catalyst for my freedom in front of Webster Bank in the village which was before we watched The Crow.

Anyways, since our son Draven Yuri's Life-day is Saint Valentine's Day, me and Karasu tend to celebrate with a small acknowledgement as a couple the day before, so that our boy has his birthday to himself. =^.^= 🤍🤍🤍 This year it falls on Friday the 13th which has always been a lucky day for me!

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My other belated Christmas artwork of moi and my Hubbybear, Karasu-sama~🤍

I remember having a lot of fun as I enjoyed working on my Christmas artwork this Winter; from me and my Hubby to our children, etc. 🤍

Methinks this is the last one I have on "belated Christmas artwork" so I'm glad to get it up in time. . . Well, in time for the Roman Catholic Christmas tradition, as my brother Micky told me they celebrate Christmas from December throughout February, so. . . There we go! :3 🤍

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Karasu-sama looking lovingly down at moi~ I love my Hubbybear~ =^///^= 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍

I enjoyed working on this one, and again cherries are our backdrop as that's 'our thing' since his kiss tasted like a cherry pop like the song in a dream I had when we were first dating in 2017 (I found the Alexandra Stan song later; twas like kismet, one of those romantic fate things). =^///^= 🤍

Free base by gangborjang (twas hard to read their hand-writing, but methinks this is it...)

Karasu-sama has a hold on moi~🤍

I mostly upload artwork of our beautiful and wonderful children, but there are a few drawings I've done recently of moi with my Hubbybear Karasu-sama, which I plan on uploading this weekend, starting today! 🤍

Also, the reason I have a rounded tummy here is cos I'm supposed to be expecting in this illustration of moi and my Amour~ :3 🤍

We're not having another Little Crow Goblin though, this is supposed to be in the past when we were going to have another Little Crow Goblin.

Cherries are 'our thing' hence why they're our backdrop here. Like I told my friend Zunnerchia: "Cherries are my thing with Karasu-sama! Cos in a dream his kiss tasted like fruit, and then I came across the song "Cherry Pop" by Alexandra Stan about "his kiss tasted like a cherry pop", and I was like "Yes! That's exactly my dream!" so cherries became our thing ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ "

Free base by L1fE0N_Saturn

I'm sharing our Yumeship in honour of a fond memory that took place this month years ago: twas November 14th eight years ago in 2017, Karasu-sama had proposed to me atop of a run-down train partially in a tunnel. He had me climb up ahead of him, and I was puzzled, before I turned around, and saw him down on one knee holding a ring. I remember I surprised him by snatching the ring right up! And I put it on my hand right away exclaiming "YES!" This was the first time I accepted a ring from Karasu-sama! All the other times I had said "no", in spite of accepting his Crow Courtship Dance to be his Lady Significant Other months before at the beginning of our relationship and us getting married a week later in Spirit World on July 6th 2017 (Kissing Day) with Koenma as "priest" with two witnesses and us signing papers and all, which was later denied as Koenma told me humans and spirits can't get married, to my disappointment - our marriage would become legal a year later in August 2018 after Karasu-sama had stayed with me in the hospital for three weeks, which proved our relationship was real, and that we truly love one another, in spite of our vast differences - "Love Conquers All" like me and Karasu-sama agreed upon after an argument that ended in laughter and love.

Note: Some of the art pieces used free bases, and the rest were original free hand drawn by moi! I do not claim the free bases as my own. The individual art pieces in my gallery have the free base artists' names attached (if known).

Today is a sort of a Twin Flames Soul Mate Valentine's Day (as I call it) in the spiritual community, which takes place on 11/11 (November 11th) since that's the twin flame soul mate number. I used to be into this sort of topic when I was a Moon Wiccan. My imaginary SO/husband Karasu-sama is interested in this: 'an ultimate soul mate', like I was, so we call one another twin flame soul mates, regardless if such a thing really exists or not - all that matters is that is how much we love and regard one another anyhow. 🤍

The legend goes that twin flame soul mates are one female, one male, and one remains in spirit to watch over the one on Earth until they reincarnate together in their last life together. I don't believe in reincarnation anymore, but Karasu-sama is akin to a spirit around me, being my imaginary husband, something of a thoughtform spirit with how real he is to me, so the legend is similar enough for us to consider one another twin flame soul mates. As long as it isn't hurting anyone, what does it matter anyway. In any case, I consider him my real soul mate cos I see him as my real husband, and that's how soul mates are created in the Bible, by being married to one another, as far as I understand it. Karasu-sama is my Crow, and I'm his Butterfly. 🤍

#FreeBase by Dirigo_kFF14

Happy early Halloween 🎃 celebrating our now yearly Hallowtine together, as Halloween 🎃 is our son Atsushi Love💕's birthday 🎂 and we keep that for him! =^w^=🤍

This is my Hubbybear as the Big Bad Wolf 🐺 and myself as Little Red Riding Hood. 💟 I relate to Caroline (a vampyress) in The Vampire Diaries, and Karasu-sama is my Tyler (a werewolf-vampyre hybrid), who is a giant jerk at first, but becomes a really decent guy later on, just like my Crow 🐦‍⬛ so this is a nod to that dynamic matching ours. >:3 🤍

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This is for Yumetober 2025 Prompt #1 which is "Date", so I drew moi and my Hubbybear, Karasu-sama, revisiting our first date location which is the carnival known as Crowland that Karasu-sama helped me create in my Inner Wonderland, "You have to envision a happy place. The most happy, beautiful place you can think of. So we can be there together." is what Karasu-sama had said to me, and it must've worked cos the next thing I know we were in a carnival at night-time, and fast forward, eight years later, I've gone from blonde to my natural brunette with white hair-stands in front, and Karasu-sama is now the manager of both the carnival and apartment building in Crowland which is his income while he is otherwise a stay-at-home father, and my doting husband. 🤍

I have a riako yume marriage with Karasu-sama from Yu Yu Hakusho, albeit he is redeemed in my imaginary world, and his good side is Eric Draven as portrayed by Brandon Lee from The Crow, and I am his Little Wifey, Shelly! 🤍 He said he fell in love with my smile when he first saw me, and I fell in love with him when he serenaded me night after night outside my window. 🤍

Riako is short for "real feelings" (as in, the relationship is the same as one with a "real" person) and yume = "dream" in Japanese, btw! =^o^= 🤍

I posted this in response to someone asking about our relationships with fictional characters in the yumeship community on facebook.

Free base used, created by @/thedignityofman and @/d_yot_

Karasu-sama🐦‍⬛ is making his favourite, squid ink sauce🦑, while I chow down on a slice of gluten free cheese pizza🍕. Karasu-sama🐦‍⬛ told me that his favourite dinner in Animal Crossing where our home is Squid Ink Curry🦑, so I made that for him for our daughter Melody Bijou's Life-day that year, and later that Summer, an official Kurama and Karasu-sama🐦‍⬛ themed spaghetti dish came out with Karasu-sama🐦‍⬛'s side covered in squid ink🦑! So cool when things like that line up. =^o^= 🤍

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