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Mirae

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About Me ˚
Name: 미래 / Mirae / Miray
Last Name: 류 / Ryu / Ryan
Ethnicity: Turkish / Australian
Birthday: July 13th
Mbti: INFP
s/o: Christopher Chahn Bahng ♡
♡︎.ᐟજ⁀➴ Kurtay
Main dr: Stray Kids (ot11)
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music, electric guitar, ballet, drawing, gaming, baking

Everything I dream is now reality

It's here in front of me, ooh

Rising up through hell, I'm finally free

Breaking through the chains

Anonymous asked:

hiii, could you do a PAP of “favorite things about you your s/o loves” 🤍🤍

As always take what resonates and leave what doesn’t <333

Pile One 🐚

Hello Pile One!

They think you give off an very angelic dreamy vibe. They are drawn in by ur light energy and sweet features. You look like a goddess/god to them (I am getting more feminine energy from u tho). They think you have a very bright smile. I’m also sensing something about ur skin? They rlly like it whether its the shade or little moles. Also do you have curly hair? If so they think it’s absolutely stunning!

For personality they like your innocent and gentle nature. You give off angel on earth vibes. Just so friendly and nurturing to everyone around you. It makes them happy being able to see you so bubbly and happy esp when they’re the reason. They also love the sound of ur laugh! Plus the way you dress is reminding them of an angel as well (lighter colours and dresses and sparkly accessories)

Do you like crocheting? They think it’s adorable and secretly hope you make them something hehe. Maybe they want to learn it as well to spend time with you crocheting together (like a sweet old couple hehe). I can also see them enjoying cooking and baking together since they love to see you get happy with the end result and being proud of your achievements. In general they love it the most when ur at ur happiest! Even if you do nothing they love you so much and ur the most beautiful person to them.

Never forget to smile (they want to remind you every single day!) and have a good shifting journey! Byeee! <3

Signs: black/blonde hair, curls, beach, frozen, sea, water, yogurt, Spanish, Australian

Pile Two 🫧

Hii Pile Two!

Right off the bat your s/o loves the way you present yourself. You have such a strong aura and presence. Your gaze could set their soul on fire. It’s very haunting to them like they can never get you out of their mind. You have very beautiful long hair. It’s so long that your s/o looks at it at every opportunity (kinda nsfw too 🫣). Nevertheless your waist is very slim? Or at least very attractive one. You might have a tattoo on the back of ur body (they love you from behind a lot).

They think you’re really smart esp book smart. Ur intelligent but you don’t brag. Even if someone is blatantly wrong you wouldn’t want them to feel stupid or hurt and ur s/o thinks that admirable. You have such a strong aura and everyone can sense it too. So whenever people fall for you they get angry but also proud to be able to be with someone so wanted. Everyone knows that you are a star and have a magnetic attraction to you which is why a lot of people like you. Your s/o thinks it’s sweet how everyone seems to easily trust you and come up to you in need.

Do u play the (electric) guitar? They think it’s absolutely hot! They love seeing you engage in things that you enjoy and they might be more into music themselves. I feel like you two might even be in a band together (even if only privately). You totally are someone who bakes for your s/o just bcuz they wanted it which gives them a lot of comfort (your cakes are just so good <3). Even if it accidentally burns tho they would gladly eat it.

They want you to come here asap and not wait any longer becuz they have no patience at all and miss you too much for them to stay seperated. Give them a big hug from me!

Signs: black hair, dark eyes/eyebrows, honey, longing, scarred, shirtless, hands, electricity

Pile Three ⭐️

Hello Pile Three!

This pile is giving me a bit more of masculine energy. They think you are really strong both physically and mentally. You have endured much and yet shine so brightly. Your s/o might like that ur more lean and/or muscular. You might be the taller one and it’s quite fun to them (they like being the smaller one too much). Even if not they love being rather dominated by you. You have almost an unreachable feel to you as if no matter how close they try to get you they’re still missing parts and it’s intimidating them (but they think it’s incredibly hot tho).

When you enter a room everyone goes silent. You have this unspoken dominance and it’s infuriating to others bcuz they could just dream of such a strong presence. You are someone that if you once set ur mind to something it’s difficult to get you to change ur mind. Ur s/o loves that about you, they love that you are so persistent and ambitious. Even if you fail you get back up and keep moving forward despite the errors. It’s like you know what you want and you will get it regardless. Same how you won over your s/o‘s heart undefeated.

They love going out to eat together and being spoiled. Maybe being lazy and taking a relaxing bath together. They love the small intimate moments but even more the causal connection in ur homes privacy. You could be into sports or something with bikes or both and it’s so amusing to ur s/o (not only bcuz you look absolutely delicious to them). Either way they feel like if they keep going it’s gonna turn into a nsfw reading real quick…

Remember they are always here for you when you need someone to talk (hint: channeling)! Don’t ever give up on them how you usually never do and fight for ur goals the way you did for their heart! <3

Signs: dark shades, electric cars, phone calls, ceo, handshake, passion, swooning, hero

hello bae i was checking your channeling guide and wanted to talk about my own experiences cuz i feel like its not the same but at the same time it is? idk pls tell me ur opinion ♥︎

i channeled my s/os many times lemme tell two incidents, once was after heeseung was kicked out of enhypen (yes thats what im choosing to believe) i was thinking about wanting to tell him about the situation in my dr and talk about it to him and i visualized how it would go and immediately got a memory of us cuddling and i was showing him on lifa and he had the biggest disappointed sad pout ever. he hated this situation and i was asking him how he felt but instead of replying he asked me how i felt because i was the one going through it not him technically.

the second time today i was studying for an exam and wanted to ask enha what they'd think i would do just for fun uk and immediately got a memory of jake back hugging me telling me exactly “of course you'll do great baby” and was kissing my neck I FELT EVERYTHING BOTH TIMES IT WAS ALL REALLY VIVID LIKE I WAS THERE WITH THEM IN THE MOMENT.

So now im really confused if these are just memories bc i connected too hard with my dr or am i channeling them?? i genuinely have no idea how to differentiate the two so wanted someone's opinion who does channel.

love you,

rin ❣

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Hiii!!

Tbh I think getting memories and channeling go pretty much hand in hand! Since you get connected to ur dr through channeling you might feel like ur almost there and u know how everything feels/looks like there in that exact moment. Thats why getting ur dr memories this way is very likely!! I also believe that you could shift through channeling maybe bcuz of how connected you get to this dr. Personally I’ve also noticed that I align with my dr self’s thoughts and connect to my dr strongly while channeling which can be very helpful.

So to answer your question I would say it’s a mix of both. Maybe a channeling induced memory? Either way it’s nice to be able to communicate with ur dr from here no matter which of both terms you refer to ur experience! Both seem the same amount of reasonable! :D

I hope this helps! Have a nice shifting journey! <333

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I just wanted to say that I absolutely appreciate 3 of my moots that I met on here and even if we don't talk everyday, I love having conversations with u guys 🫂🩷and also just the fact that I even have someone to talk to about shifting is just amazing thank u guys ❤️‍🩹

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Omggg awww stop why r u so cute <3 ily too 💕🎀🌸

Anonymous asked:

very random question but what if me and my s/o have a 1-2 yr age difference and we started dating when we were both minors but at one point one of us will be 18 and is that weird? what should we do

Hi anon! Okay so I will try to keep this reply rather short. But i definitely don’t think it’s a bad thing. Because first of all you guys started dating while both being minors. And secondly your s/o didn’t suddenly become a predator once they turned 18 either. People who don’t know how long you guys have been dating could potentially criticise it? (But you could script it out). Either way since the gap is ONLY 1-2 years it’s literally nothingggg!! Like there isn’t any gap in maturity or anything. I mean wouldn’t it be sooo restrictive to only be allowed to date ppl EXACTLY ur age as a minor just so you turn 18 at the same time? Or would even a few month difference be totally triggering cuz maybe one of u turned 18 in January and the other only in December? Wouldn’t it be crazy to have to pick a partner just based on their birthdate disregarding potential amazing matches due to age?

So my overall conclusion is no it’s not bad! You guys are just a couple who’s in love and what’s so wrong about that? And it’s not like you won’t turn 18 a year or two after so what’s the big deal? IMO don’t stress about it too much! Hope this helps! <3

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S/o Aesthetics
🕯️ Supernatural Dr 🕯️
Thank you for the tag @quickssiah !!

wow 🤩🤩 i just KEEP getting tagged this is crazy 🤩🤩

im gonna do this for my TADC DR 😋😋😋

mine !!

jax (s/o) !!

pomni (best friend) !!

YYYESSS i know that mine and pomnis are more than one colour but i DONOTCARE

TTTAGGINNNGGG @roxshiftz @nachimbagjwi @sadollzie WHO ELSE WANTS TO BE TAGGED BBBROTHER

I'm crying I'm so happy someone is doing the ones none of us are tagged in you're a hero

this one's for my mentalist DR ><

me!!1!

Jane (my s/o)

Ray (my twin brother)

omggg tysm for the tag<3333

this is from my mexican fame dr:D

me:

armando (my s/o):

anna (my bestie):

Thankies for the tag :3

I decided to do Seungmin bc that’s who I’m channeling

Me:

Seungmin (s/o <3):

Mirae (bestie):

Stawppp ur so cute 🥹🫶✨

‧˚꒰🍨꒱ ₊˚⋆ Analogy: why ur dr isn’t more special than ur cr ୧ ‧₊˚🍨 ೀ⊹˚.

Okay so we all heard it before: dont put ur dr on a pedestal.

Now this might be easier said than done for some ppl bcuz ofc u might script ur dr too be a happier place for urself and everyone BUT lemme give u a new perspective on how ur dr isnt inherently any better than ur cr!!

So let’s imagine two exact same plates with the only difference being the food on top. The concept of a reality doesnt change with how much you like said reality, it exists in a neutral state. Just how a plates purpose doesn’t change with each placed dish. It will always just be a neutral plate with the same purpose to hold food.

Okay now let’s take a closer look at the dishes. One of the plates could carry ur least favourite dish whereas the second plate could have ur number one favourite food. Therefore you are preferring that plate solely based on the food not bcuz of its plate. You prefer said reality based on ur experiences there.

This is veryyyy subjective bcuz no person likes and dislikes the same thing. So ur fav dish could be someone else’s nightmare. All realities are neutral and what seems amazing to u would not be suited for others. All realities are just neutral places that you give meaning to.

If anyone wants to say “there are different plates with some being prettier or more expensive while others are chipped or broken“. Even this is subjective. Now some people might prefer a pretty plate while others hold nostalgic feelings towards the chipped and used plate. But at the end of the day even this doesn’t change the purpose of the plate therefore remains neutral.

We give meaning to places and things and people and drs but we have to remember that this reality is the same worth as all the others do. This reality might not be your favourite but its not any worse than other realities.

And now let’s take this one step further. You are in control of what you eat. Therefore you can decide which dish you’d prefer: ur cr or ur dr. It’s like ordering food at a restaurant. Both dishes can realistically be made. There isn’t any difference between them. One isn’t better or easier than the other. The chef is capable of making both. You are capable of deciding which one u want as easily as ordering ur fav food. Just as easily as that you “order“ ur dr. And if u happen to get a wrong order “ur cr“ u know it doesn’t belong to u and send it back to the kitchen becuz u know u ordered ur dr.

So next time you think about how much better ur dr is just remember that all realties are just neutral places for you to experience and that the plates dont change the taste of ur food. :)

Oh, I forgot to mention but you can think of those as like an early birthday present from me to excuse the lateness 😓 (The first one I’ve given you in our 2 years of friendship, gods, I’m terrible with timing and dates)

( Channie attackkkk >:3)

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AWWW THANK YOU <3 Ur really the first person haha :))

I didn’t even notice how we never congratulated each on our bdays 🫣 tho if I don’t write stuff down I don’t even remember it… :/ but i remember urs hehe 🙂‍↕️✨

I think my greatest gift rn would be to just shift and leave this reality with all the annoying exams behind lmaooo!! 😚✨

Hiii, omg, I was meant to show you these ages ago but I suck at studying and school just hit me in the face (the cardiovascular and respiratory systems specifically 😫 but I shall see it through for a chance to work with animals 😮‍💨)

(Left to right, top row: Everyday, Hot Weather

2nd row: Cold Weather, Formal (wedding dress included, the big red one)

3rd row: Party, Sport/Workout/Active

4th row: Swimwear, Sleep)

The idea of the oversized stuff is that it’s meant to be Chan’s :3 (ignoring the fact that you haven’t met during my gameplay just yet 🤭 (I haven’t even made him 😭)

I have no idea how much tumblr will like me for the swimwear pics but idgaf at this point, they forced a maturity label on one of my posts for hands 🥲

And here’s you outside your small, cute starting home 😫 the sunlight in the game at that time is actually blinding 😓 like I swear I gave you a tan

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Hellooo~

Omg this is so cool stawppp!! I love how everything is so red! The outfits r so cuteeee 🥹 I def would wear these 😚🙂‍↕️ and omg the Chan part is so adorable <3

And the school part I get sm like I have so many exams coming up (I have maths on my on bday lol) so I wish u lots of luck and success <333 working with animals sounds so fun 💕

Also I got some random maturity labels for the most random posts too like huhhhh 😭😭

But anyway thank you smmmm love!! 🎀✨💞

MY EXPERIENCE SHIFTING TO A KPOP DR WITH NO SCRIPT

for some backstory, i shifted to my kpop dr a little last night and also last week, staying for around 2 months overall. i didn't script any safety, extra skills, etc. because i wanted to see what it would be like.

#1) it's not all sunshine & rainbows: especially during promotions it's nonstop performances, fan signs, and interviews. you literally feel like your running on fumes sometimes. i would personally recommend scripting you have less work time and more breaks.

#2) racism: me and manon (i scripted her to be a member in my group) are the only black people in the group, and yes we did experience racism, i wasn't surprised at all though. it was mainly online hate, no idols treated us weird or differently which is nice. honestly fans in person were very sweet.

#3) some of the choreographers are rather very kind or very pushy: the first time i shifted to my kpop dr the choreographer was very sweet and understanding (maybe cause i scripted i was a good dancer). but this time the choreographer was low-key rude. sometimes me and the members would make mistakes and she would loose patience and make us dance over and over with no breaks.

#4) you can easily gain unhealthy habits: without noticing i started eating less and moving more due to packed schedule and non stop movement with little time to eat and i did loose weight without really wanting to. also you may unintentionally start comparing yourself to other idols or even your own members. who's prettier, who's thinner, who's better at this, who get's more attention from fans etc.

#5) idols don't flirt with each other: when i did have a script i did script that like 3 other idols had a crush on me (i have main character syndrome sorry) but this time with no script idols barely even look at you, especially in public settings. when it's more private they're more light hearted and friendly.

#6) fansigns are awkward asf: in my script, i scripted that most of my group's fan base are girls and a few boys, but without a script it was more guys than girls, and some of the guys are soooo weird. asking you to be their future wife or always asking your ideal type, things like that. also sometimes people ask really invasive questions as well. omg also when people give you props/accessories to wearrrr, like you don't want to be mean about it and not try it on, but like bro i don't want to wear cat ears like omfg.

#7) idols really do go viral for anything: once during live i was listening to sza and than a post with hella likes on tiktok was saying omg she listens to sza! like yeah? half of the population does...but since i love attention i didn't mind lmao

#8) a lot of idols are genuinely very nice people: now this may just be my dr, but alot of idols are so sweet. not even just in public but in private aswell, like a lot of the idols you guys think are rude actually aren't. now ofc they may just be fake, but since i try to see the best in people i'm gonna just say they're kind:))

#9) companies don't truly care about their idols: all they care about is keeping idols "visually appealing" and keeping their sales high. when some people are like omg the company is finally doing something! rather if they're forcing an idol to go on hiatus after being seen limping, or an idol gaining some weight after being very unhealthy, half the time it's cause people talked about it. if no one mentioned anything they wouldn't do a single thing.

#10) your not allowed to wear your natural hair: half the time when my hair is curly it's a sew in. the weave can literally be the same hair type as my natural hair but they'd still prefer me to wear a sew in. even if the memeber has straight hair, for example minji (also scripted her in my group) her hair is straight, but she has to wear extensions. the only time your really allowed to wear your natural hair is on your own time. for performances, interviews, and award shows you gotta wear extensions/sew-ins.

#7) idols are like 10x finer in person: everyone be looking tf good.

anyways that's all i can think of rnnn, if you have any questions let me knowwwww <3

So like… did I ace your visuals in INZOI or what? 🤭

(Within the limitations of the game’s sliders, I don’t think there’s any mods for those yet 😭 the skintone was the hardest part bc the skintone picker is confusing for me and tbh the eyebrow sliders leave much to be desired alas I prevailed 🙂‍↕️ and have been reading too much Pride and Prejudice…)

I did say that if the game allowed multiple save files that I was gonna make you and Channie 💯 (and they optimised the game a lot so it runs on my little pink hunk of junk 😋) but patience, dear mootie, patience, I’m still making outfits for your zoi 🤭 oh, but what about me you may ask? Well, I’ve got the perfect setup in mind for me and Mr. Tod’s ambassador in that save file 🙂‍↕️ anyways nevermind my yapping, I hope you enjoys these screenshots 🤭

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Omg hiiii!! This is so nice omggg!!! Also I love how you gave me red hair 🤭🤭💋

You def have to show me the outfits hehe 😚🫶

This makes me think, did you try the Paralives game yet? We are getting so many new lifesim games bside Sims it’s so exciting! I watched the gameplay and it looked quite cute (it’s still buggy thooo)

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ଘ(*. .) tag game !

i came across this twt post && thought it'd be fun to see all the various colour combos one could get with your sun , moon and rising signs ♡ ꒰ i found a copy of them on instagram in case you don't have a twt <3 : aries & taurusgemini & cancerleo & virgolibra & scorpiosagittarius & capricornaquarius & pisces

i knew my soul was doused in shades of pink and green heheheh ( ⸝⸝´ ᵕ `⸝⸝)( ⸝⸝´ ᵕ `⸝⸝)

🏷️ ꒰ no pressure ♡ ꒱ : @lalalian , @withluvvenus , @echaryne , @rumitome , @chaaistained , @easyboyrecliner , @miaojune , @reyaint , @chyasrealm , @sentientreverie , @thecloverrpatch , @evangeliooon , @delicatelullaby , @lyrisol &&& anyone else that wants to join in (⸝⸝•⩊•⸝⸝) ᰔ ˖⁺‧₊ ! !

ty for tag fawn !! and omg that’s so you aksjdhsb

you and me having the same moon sign makes sm sense <3

^^ optional

tysm chaai!

our moon and rising are flipped lol. another string!

tysm rynne for the tag!! <333

i love this colour palette <3

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Stop comparing when it comes to shifting

How many times did you stalk a successful shifter and try to do exactly what they told you to?

No. The key to shifting successfully, is to find your own unique way of shifting, your own method that you like, and your own motivation. I know it’s hard to see others shifting constantly when you’ve been trying for so long with no results, but TRUST ME, it’s really not that difficult. The only thing is to find your routine, once you have a steady “setup” you can shift on command basically.

Okay this may sound too easy, but it’s true. “How do I find my routine?” “When will I shift once I found it?” “Idk what works for me” - oh yes you do. The answers are all within each and every one of you. To find it, ask yourself questions like “what do I like/dislike” some prefer awake methods, some tend to go for asleep methods, others don’t need a method etc.

For this you ofc need time to figure it out, you need to dive deep into your soul and look for blockages or doubts that u have to work on. Sometimes it’s realizing you’re obsessing over shifting too much, when you let go it’ll be the best. For others they need to work on their traumatic past or their anxiety over shifting. Maybe you also need to change your mindset by affirming positive affirmations for a time.

Anyway it’s all on YOU. Idc if a shifter tells you you need to do this or that in order to shift. It may be helpful at a time, but after all they don’t know anything about you nor your journey. Just because it works for them isn’t going to make it work for you a 100% too.

So if you’re reading this, ask yourself why you may struggle, what you usually do for shifting and why. Is it because someone else said it’s “the best method”? Or did you, yourself choose it?

So next time when you see a successful shifter, don’t compare yourself to them. We’re all shifting anyways, it will come eventually. It doesn’t matter if you’ve never shifted before or have had mini shifts. YOU ARE MEANT TO SHIFT. And one more thing: don’t worry about the time, because time does not exist and once you shifted you won’t think about it anyway!

REALLLL!!!