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jasper ira. 25. he/it. 2spirit. indigenous (white passing). converting to judaism. disabled n mentally fucked

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jasper ira. 25. he/it. aroace. 2spirit. indigenous (anishinaabe, white passing). canada. religious (not christian). disabled n mentally ill. engaged to @stargazers-satellite

hypersexual + SWer. not a promo blog but i do talk about my work. iwc (for yourself) if you’re sex repulsed or otherwise triggered by talk of sexuality/sex work.

you’re not entitled to know about my medical/trauma history, my agab, nor genitals.

if you try to force me to state stances on discourse/politics, i will block you. if you spam posts about discourse/politics i probably just won’t follow back.

if you want me to tag a trigger, please ask (even if through anons). i can’t read minds or predict every persons triggers, so please be specific about what the trigger is and which tag to use. same thing applies to accessibility, if you need accommodation, please ask.

i don’t really talk to anyone. please don’t take it personally if i don’t reply. regardless you’re welcome to send me things.

be aware, have a history of being harassed on here, that harassment extending to people who interact with me. as well, i am fairly certain someone keeps sending hate anons pretending to be me. i don’t send anons, unless the occasional anonymous niceys/support.

tone tags heavily preferred and appreciated. extremely paranoid + autistic

no dni, rent lowering shots and blocking freely seem to take the trash out for me :)

jfashion blog: @calicod0ll

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It’s the strangest summer you can remember — the pool shed is haunted, the nights stretch forever.

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you’ll say “being racist does not make you aspd” and tumblr users will yell at you for being ableist aspdmed or whatever. i never said i don’t believe in self diagnosis as a valuable tool. i said saying racist slurs and wanting to suck off the columbine faggots isn’t in the diagnostic criteria nor does a diagnosis of aspd excuse it. use your fucking brain a little

adding this @ursinefutchass put in the replies (if that’s alright!) because dawg you’re right and you should say it. anyone can learn to do better, but “accepting” being a lost cause guarantees they’re only going to stay the same or get worse.

it’s ok thank you! and yeah i noticed that and other weird behaviors (ie hurling unreclaimed slurs, misuse of aave, fakeclaiming ppl who aren’t like them or who have comorbidities, etc)

like sorry i guess? for not defaulting to slurs every time im pissed or even vocalizing stuff like homicidal ideation, lack of empathy, splitting, etc more readily (traits i actually have for the latter 3 btw)

like one. unreclaimed slurs is literally just loser behavior alongside appropriating and fakeclaiming. it’s prosocial, egotypical, and also alarmingly ableist and racist. I understand struggling to understand why things may be wrong at certain times but consistently hiding behind ones disorder for it is just vile. the only reason they are still sorta getting away with it is because many of them are, to but it bluntly, bleach demons. many of them are white and usually goyim. I have gotten harassed on here for so much as trying to correct ones racist misconceptions and shit but somehow this is ok? alright sure.

the way they literally treat others who don’t present the same way as them even if it’s because they had to repress it. I literally often do that because the environment im still in and grew up in punished me intensely for displaying these traits and for struggling. and especially as a black jew in the US police brutality is also a danger not to mention my other identities and disabilities too that cause me to struggle to describe my symptoms or emotions.

But yes, sorry for being a black cluster b individual lol? (major sarcasm)

migraine sufferers, when our mind powers develop lets all get together and plot who we’re exploding with our minds first

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you’ll say “being racist does not make you aspd” and tumblr users will yell at you for being ableist aspdmed or whatever. i never said i don’t believe in self diagnosis as a valuable tool. i said saying racist slurs and wanting to suck off the columbine faggots isn’t in the diagnostic criteria nor does a diagnosis of aspd excuse it. use your fucking brain a little

adding this @ursinefutchass put in the replies (if that’s alright!) because dawg you’re right and you should say it. anyone can learn to do better, but “accepting” being a lost cause guarantees they’re only going to stay the same or get worse.