A very tired Will Graham fictive

he/it

Pinned

Guess I need to make a pinned post here.

I'm Will Graham, a fictive in a plural system. The rest of my system believes we have DID. Personally, I'm anti-psych and I believe that we're a soulbond system.

I use he/it pronouns. Internally, I am a 40-year-old bisexual man. Physically, we are an intersex, disabled, chronically ill, mentally ill Indigenous adult.

No DNI. Doubles welcome.

Warning for discussion of hard kinks and for personal posts about suicide. I'm not good about tagging reblogged posts, but I tag suicidal posts.

I follow back from @transandrosis. That's the tumblr that the rest of my system uses. They're very different from me, so no hard feelings if you don't follow them.

We have a collective fandom (Hannibal NBC) tumblr at @piteousness.

#personal #pinned post #will graham fictive

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I hate the way people categorically say that certain disabilities or types of disabilities are invisible, like autism that often isn't invisible due to things like obvious stimming, disability aids (aac, ear defenders, etc.), or having a carer. People also often say ehlers danlos syndrome isn't a visible disability but a some of the rarer subtypes are visible (like kyphoscoliotic EDS), hEDS is not the only type of EDS and even hEDS and HSD can be visible if someone uses mobility aids, braces, or other medical devices. Psychosocial/mental health disabilities aren't always invisible either, people might have visible self harm scars, a feeding tube, or very obvious symptoms like catatonia or talking to themself.

Disability is a massive spectrum and so is how visible our disabilities are.

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Ok but why would I want an empire of dirt ?

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immanenteschaton-moved-deactiva

i have normal thoughts and feelings regarding violence, torture, blood, etc

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I can always post worse

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oldbutchdanielmolloy

i could be your deadbeat tumblr mutual

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detournementsmineurs

Porcelain art by Nguyễn Duy Mạnh, 2021-22.

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words of affirmation. there's nothing wrong with me i choose to be like this every day for the bit

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i feel like there is a sleep in me that needs to be slept but each time i sleep i don't sleep that sleep

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"I love your personality" thanks I stole it from a fictional character

tremendoustragedybard

@funnier-as-a-system @funnierasafictive

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sirenja-and-stag

I fear not knowing who I am.

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everywaythatmatters

Huge news everybody did you know you can just embroider whatever you want onto a jacket

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dankmemeuniversity

[image description: a version of the meme that shows a car veering off into an exit, except the car is flipped over and on fire. the sign that indicates the rest of the highway reads "doing what i need to do" and the one for the exit reads "doing what i want to do." the car is labelled, "me, somehow doing neither."]

I'm in this picture and I don't like it.

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Albert Camus, from a letter to María Casares featured in Correspondance, 1944-1959

As long as I'm here, thanks for all the likes, reblogs, and follows. I haven't been around much, lately. I'm still processing something that happened last year, and it's been hard.

My thought is, it's better that I don't exist. That way I don't have to deal with it.

Good to know that you're all here, whenever I figure myself out and become a main fronter again.

My system kept up my habit of listening to our entire music library on shuffle. We need a little chaos, sometimes.

Problem is that I keep getting called to the front when my music plays. I've been close to dormant, lately. It's jarring to suddenly find myself here when a second ago, I barely existed.

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