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t’es woke toi 😦🫵 toi t’es un woke left😔🙄 tu supporte les trans pis les pronoms toi 🤨🏳️⚧️ veux-tu savoir mes pronoms? 🥱🔥 mes pronoms? 😳😤 que/bec. fran/çais. bar/be/que. go/habs/go.🍁🏒 bleu pis rose 💙🌹 toi c’est quoi tes pronoms? vas-y. dis moj tes pronoms?🧐😪 joe/bi/den? ru/paul? 🤭😒 j’vas prier pour toi 🫤🙏
Hayden is invited to one of Bood's barbeques some time down the line. It's a nice evening and the Centaurs are good people. But Hayden can't shake this weird feeling of unfamiliarity all night. And at first he chalks it up to him being at a Bood barbeque the first time, hanging out with a team that isn't his. And so he always ends up looking for Shane in the crowd because that's his best friend, that's his familiar person. Except the feeling doesn't go away as he watches Shane throughout the evening.
Shane is playing with the curls at Ilya's neck. He's laughing at a joke from Luca. He rolls his eyes at a chirp from Ilya who in turn presses an exaggerated kiss to his cheek. He's playing mario kart with Wyatt and Young at some point, all of them yelling and swearing loudly. He's holding Ilya's hand in both of his. He's talking to Harris about going back to the restaurant they went to the other day, you guys want to join us? He's hooking his ankle over Ilya's. He's beaming at Harris as he takes a picture of the couple. He's grinning at something Ilya whispers to him in Russia.
After dinner, Hayden's standing on the patio with a beer in his hand watching as Shane and Ilya chase each other around Bood's yard, a spectacle that is accompanied by loud cheers from the rookies that are watching them. At one point Shane full on tackles Ilya and they end up on the grass laughing and wrestling. Wyatt whoops and shouts "Hollzy Rozy wrestling championship back the fuck on!" joining the rookies, half of them chanting "Rozy" while the other is chanting "Hollzy".
And suddenly the weird feeling takes on a painful shape. Because it's not the team or the house that's causing this deep sense of unfamiliarity. It's seeing Shane, happy and carefree with his boyfriend and his friends in a way that Hayden has never really seen before.
Troy Barrett gets this for his hotel room after he goes to look at Christmas lights with Harris
that first glimpse at jealous Shane and Ilya's adorable reaction to it 🥹
Anne Truitt, from a diary entry featured in Turn: The Journal of an Artist originally published in 1982
ksenia's in this prime tv show for like 2 mins total but she looks super cute and is wearing an ottawa sweatshirt with a loon on it so this is now svetlana visiting the boys To Me
Seeking creatures
you will not see any actual improvement to the rate of disordered eating in the general population until you address fatphobia and improve social and material conditions for fat people and especially fat women enough that fatness isn't a looming spectre but unfortunately the lives of young women are considered a largely acceptable cost to not have to do this
Troy: can you give me Hollander’s number
Ilya: it’s 24. It’s been 24 his whole career.
troy: no, i mean, like, his phone—
ilya: he doesn’t have a phone.
[cut to shane, very obviously playing flappy bird on his phone]
Jacob nailing the haunted miserable doll vibe so hard it brings about a new and beautiful dynamic I was previously blind to which is:
Ilya and Troy can’t be left alone too long or they form a suicide pact.
Like Shane and Harris have to keep them from getting drunk together when either of them is in a mood and they don’t have a buffer because the next thing you know they’re blasting papa roach talking about how using hockey skates to do it would be poetic.
YOU CAN BE STRAPPED FOR CASH??????
