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💫Nic 💫

@nottherealnicole / nottherealnicole.tumblr.com

Only you determine your future

WELCOME! I’m Nic or nottherealNicole!

IMPORTANT: 100 FOLLOWERS SPECIAL!!!

About me <3:

I’m a writer and artist! I go by Nic, nottherealNicole, nottherealNic, Nicole, or that crazy bitch that too obsessed with Ruin!

I’m a Ruin Stan if you didn’t know 💙❤️

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🔪❤️I also have ASPD! ❤️🔪

Questions:

What your gender?

I’m a Demi-girl(crazy I know) I go by she/they!

Favorite character?

My favorite character ever is Ruin from the Sun and moon show! AND HIS MY CHILD! THATS RIGHT! AND NO ONE ELSE CAN SAY OTHERWISE >:3

Favorite Color?

My favorite color is baby yellow/yellow💛

How old are you?

Never going to say!

What do you do?

I’m an artist! I do not take commissions as of right now.

Favorite food?

Pasta and grilled cheese <3(Grill me a cheese…)

What your ethnicity?

I’m a Hispanic, black, and European! I was born in America though… (gotta catch them all~~~)

What your sexuality?

I’m pan and ace!

When’s your birthday?

March 2!

Are you religious?

YES!! I’m a Christian girlyyyyyyyy <3 Praise the Lord! :3

Are you in a relationship(irl)??

I have a platonic wife!! @starlight16sworld hehehe <3 I love her

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MY HUSBAND!!!!!! (fictional partner)!!!!

I love him ❤️❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛💛 ———————————————————————————————————

MY AU’S

-Faling star au(main au) Sams

-Star au (Sams)

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Persona!!!~~

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This user is….. (Made by, esterbell, coining system terms staticuserboxes)

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No’s:

-No harassment will be tolerated(Idc if they are some racist pig. I can deal with it)

-No homophobia!

-No anti-Christian/ making fun of people religion

-No political talk!

-No being a bitch or dick

-No bullying

-NO PEDOS! NO PEDOS!

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Yes’s:

-I don’t care about you cussing as long as it not mean

-Dark humor is welcome to here!

-Question are ok even if they are a little dumb

-Asking for me to draw something! I don’t mind drawing a character (like SAMS characters) if you guys really want that

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Commission information:

I do not currently do commission. But will in the future. ——————————————————————————————————

Fandoms I’m in:

SAMS

EAPS

SB

FNAF

TADC

Poppy playtime

Madoka Magica

JJK

Toilet-bound hanako kun

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‼️TW FOR THIS PAGE‼️

-Some of my work might include SH, SA, Blood, murder, torture, Gore, flash lights, violence, suicide, cannibalism, grooming, and pedophilia(will be seen as bad)

I will provide trigger warnings at the top, not all of my art is like this but if you do have any triggers pls don’t look at that piece of art. I do not heavily censor myself.

Pls do take care for yourself.

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Other social!

Remembering when I had a tiny crush on one of my coworkers and me and her were talking every shift we worked together and she invited me to go swimming w her on her bday and we had a great time and then she texted me a video abt giving my life to God and telling me she thinks I should watch it

I’m confused- What’s wrong with that? (I don’t got it I promise😭)

I want to preface by saying that I have no issue with anyone being Christian (I think it's a beautiful religion) but it was just the fact that it was out of nowhere and part of me fears she somehow knew that I'm queer and was acting as a savior.

Generally, I don't like when people try to bring their religion into my life. I'm very comfortable with my faith and have no interest in converting to Christianity. I do like hearing people talk about their religions (bc it's very different for every individual), but not when they play missionary! <3

Oh- Well technically being queer isn’t against the bible if that what you were worried about. I understand why that can be uncomfortable. Thanks for explaining! :D

Remembering when I had a tiny crush on one of my coworkers and me and her were talking every shift we worked together and she invited me to go swimming w her on her bday and we had a great time and then she texted me a video abt giving my life to God and telling me she thinks I should watch it

I’m confused- What’s wrong with that? (I don’t got it I promise😭)

Why is every other Sun fan fucking insane.

Like. I feel like the whole nexus fans vs Sun fans bullshit is really damaging this fandom’s media literacy. You either have to HAAATE Sun’s guts and love Nexus OR HAAATE Nexus’ guts and love Sun. Can I love both. Can that be an option. Please. I’m tired of both sides being dragged thru the mud.

Sun abused Nexus, plain and simple. Does that mean he’s a purely evil person who just hurt nexus for fun? No!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He was an extremely mentally unwell person who had no idea what he was doing was harmful to Nexus in the long run!!!! Does that mean Nexus was just overreacting and was in the wrong?? NO!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT MEANS THAT NEXUS IS A VICTIM WHO LASHED OUT AFTER BEING ABUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES, Sun has trauma from this. NO, it doesn’t mean he’s making it about him or whatever.

It makes me so mad to see nobody understand these two. Sun is more in the wrong than Nexus, but he isn’t some evil guy who liked hurting her. God everyone in this fandom pisses me off I hope this show gets cancelled and no loose ends get tied fuck you.

How did Sun abuse Nexus? I remember Sun thinking Nexus was like Moon but didn’t the resolve that?

TW:Sexual trauma? Ish?

Generally HATE Nexus. I don’t get why people like him and why they defend him but I generally think it because he reminds me of my past sexual trauma. The sexual comments he made to Ruin probably get to me to think of him as rapist because I kin/ relate to Ruin. And now when I see art of him I feel sick and it makes me have trauma flashbacks. I don’t even like most Nexus art or follow the tag for that reason. My brain just see him as a rapist apparently. I would just block people who make a lot of Nexus art but I don’t like blocking people just because of something like that. And even if I did a lot of moots reblog Nexus art so I still see it. I just want to go on tumblr and NOT have a panic attack man😭

Also if I get any comments say “It not that serious!” or a Nexus defense. Your comment will be deleted.

Uploading more TSAMS artwork that's kind of been...sitting in my files for a while now...hahaha

Anyway, more redesigns!!

Nexus: Hip Windows~

Solar: PATCHES!!!

Jack: Golden Retriever

Ruin: 4 Armed Eclipse (He is one) Supremacy

Self-promotion Down Below <3

PEAK DESIGNS

OKAY

I have a new au. Im not going to explain it right now, but here’s some character designs.

And yes, Solar has staff bot legs. I’ve been obsessed with that idea and now I’m making it a thing in this au.

Im actually pretty excited for this since it actually gives characters potential when it was missed.

Believe me I want to rant about it right now, but I need to flesh some things out first.

So this is an unfinished WIP of magical boy night. And I love the sleepy aesthetic. His weapon is a blanket cape which he can literally hide in. He can put people to sleep via sleep gas and becomes rather light weight bc of the dream aesthetic. Thoughts?

Also I may making him pink and green/jk

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Green and blue. Blue to keep that sleepy aesthetic and green to add some extra color. I did see this in my inbox sorry.. T.T

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Look who I finished. With mostly pastels..

Purple and Blue works! He looks so cute!!!!

So this is an unfinished WIP of magical boy night. And I love the sleepy aesthetic. His weapon is a blanket cape which he can literally hide in. He can put people to sleep via sleep gas and becomes rather light weight bc of the dream aesthetic. Thoughts?

Also I may making him pink and green/jk

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Green and blue. Blue to keep that sleepy aesthetic and green to add some extra color. I did see this in my inbox sorry.. T.T

Sun x Eclipse - Unrequited love lol

Eclipse: *subtly saying he cares about Sun’s mental health*

Sun: he cares and misses Moon. Totally understandable

Eclipse: *internally screamed* fuck you Sun

Moon being Moon. Which totally let Sun on the sidelines, again and Sun got sick of it

Eclipse and Sun are not really friends. Sun just wants to see someone who doesn't try to care about him and Eclipse is just there

Yeah poor eclipse