it’s great being forced through 15 years of like the top 5 “I would’ve killed myself if this happened to me” scenarios that trans people who had quick and easy access to transition and dealt with minimal disturbance to their lives love to scare themselves with while my brain breaks even more from the torture every single day and I don’t know how the fuck I’m still here
It’s my 29th birthday on Sunday, I dropped out of highschool due to debilitating dysphoria when I was 15. My life has been on hold for pretty much the entire latter half of it. Everyone around me received timely treatment and support and has been able to just live. I don’t know what else to say anymore. I want a normal life. I’m sick of being tortured. I’m tired of begging