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malware!!!

@malwareproductions

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HE ♡ㅤIT ♡ XE ♡ PUP
impossibly funny and charismatic and everyone loves me
youtuber, tiktoker, evildoer
supercute boy forever
fairy type at heart, swirlix’s #1 fan

finally remaking my intro since the first one i made was when i was in a severe ocd episode

hi! i’m malware but you can call me mal

he/it/pup/code/bot/computer/cpu/gore/wire/basically any neos related to computers or gore

trans guy who likes men, i dont use any labels other than trans guy though

ptsd, audhd, ocd haver

uhhh some interests of mine:

i love rimworld a fuckton you can find me playing it 24/7 i heart rimworld

i love to animate. i do it for a living (or i will when youtube and tiktok pay me)

fictionkin and otherkin

i’m 16 so don’t be weird

uhhhhhhhh thats about it . oh and i love sharks and fish and stuff

intense trauma survivor (COCSA) but who gaf about that

nyctinne of the umberian empire (hiiiii rania and luna if you see this ilyyyy /fam)

i’m the best person ever and nobody is as funny as i am. if youre funnier than me no you arent

my dni:

- basic dni

- proship/darkship

- radqueer

- people who use tme/tma

- uhhh people who believe trans men have more privilege than cis women

- people under the age of 14. 14 is thin ice, but im okay w interacting if we’re already friends ^^ this is because i post a lot about a bunch of stuff that i am not comfortable exposing younger people to (ex: POCD, transandrophobia, my experiences with SA)

byi:

- please dont flirt with me unless i say its okay it gives me panic attacks

- i have extremely severe ocd and ptsd please be kind

- if you use they/them on me while knowing my pronouns ill be sad (all the love to they/them folk but those aren’t for me)

- i say faggot

- i post about transandrophobia

- proship dni is on a very VERY limited case by case basis, darkship dni is not

- im not a fucking pedo just because i like cute stuff. im not a pedo just because i have OCD. learn the damn difference or die

if i find your blog triggering to my ocd or ptsd i will block freely

anyways thank you for reading :3

okay still on hiatus but hou guys should know ive gotten back into underverse and im very proud of myself for overcoming my ocd to get there onay. also happy summer break yaaaay

the thing I love most about how tumblr users use tags is that it’s like what if a social media website had a footnotes system

functionally suicidal character saying “I would die for you” to their significant other and its like. I get the sentiment, honey, but if a hot dog vendor told me he’d sell hot dogs for me, I wouldn’t feel very moved now would I

Now a functionally suicidal character saying “I will live for you”. Now that’s a dynamic I can sink my teeth into.

now how about a functionally suicidal character saying "I will sell hot dogs for you"

Hotdog vender lays down their life to protect their suicidal partner, who then takes over the hotdog stand to carry on their memory...

accidentally following someone and hurriedly unfollowing them invokes the same feeling to me as being a kid and accidentally talking to a complete stranger because you mistook them for your mom

This here is me homunculus flesh puppet that me soul will transfer to in the event of me death. It’s got no soul insider it right now, so we keep it in a constant state a euphoria ter keep it from massacrin’ me customers.

me when inremember i can literaly refer to my hands as paws whenever i want (this is the best tbjng to everhappen to me)

ok now abck on Seeious hiatus gootnjght

geting back into undertal e aus thanks to my ocd therapy

this is a big win

okay back on histus icgo love you guys /platonic

REMEMBER ALOVE AND AFAMILIAL QUEER/TRANS/NONBINARY/INTERSEX FOLKS OF COLOR THIS PRIDE TOO

NO ONE HAS TO LOVE ANYONE. FUCK LOVE. FUCK LOVE. STOP ENFORCING "LOVE". NO ONE IN THE WHOLE WORLD IS MY "SIBLING" AND YOU CANNOT MAKE ME LOVE ANYONE WITH SOME BIGOTED-ASS CUTSEY "you have to you have to" post!!! remember alove, alovespec, and loveless queers this pride too. remember afamilial queers this pride too

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okay i was offhandedly checking tumblr at 1 am (because fuck my stupid gay life amirite) and. i do agree with the underlying message youre trying to convey but. i dont see why houre getting really mad at me over ehat was an innocent lost? im certain that its fairly obvious i meant it as more of a “hey show positivity to queer people of color” post not as a literal “i am FORCING you to feel love or ELSE” type of thjng

like i ahree remember anattraction-spec queers but i dont . think that its reasonable to call me bigoted over . a positivity post that most onviously wasntn litera.l okay

i realy. im gona be really blunt here like youre really mad at me and o idont think my oost earned t$8: level of rage okay im sorry

HI IM STILL NOT BACK YET (working on my ocd w/ my therapist some more!!! im getting better but i still wont be replying to anything ehe) BU T I HAPPENED TO SEE ThIS NOTIF AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW I WENT AWWWWWWW AWEEEEE AWWWEEEE AWWWWWWWEEEEE

i got the big 12 inch one of those theyre so sof t,,,; :3

the terfs didnt like this one folks

okay now im going back on hiatus i wont be replying to any replies on this post

ok im getting mad at discourse again back on hiatus byeeeee

to all my moots im dming you my channel’s link ill beon there

to all discourse opps dont follow me to my channel you’ll just get blocked and reported for online harassment okay

id like to point out to the audience that hey, those arent the same youtube accounts???????????? what???????????????

also transmascs and trans men are ABSOLUTELY hyperinvisible. saying that they arent is actively contributing to that erasure

I wouldn't call trans men invisible, especially on the website that is comprised of 90% trans guys. Oppressed? absolutely. Scapegoated? Sure. Invisible on some platforms? Maybe if your algorithm is the exact opposite of mine (I swear, all I see are transmen on my FYP, I actively have to search for any other group of people). But invisible? Nope.

hey so going off of social media as proof that a minority isnt invisible is fucking crazy

okay now im seriously going back on break bye go contribute to transmasc erasure somewhere else thanks